novelraw Chapter 391: Esports God, Don’t Close Yourself Off 56
Chapter 391: Esports God, Don’t Close Yourself Off 56
Su Yan turned her head to look at him, blinked her eyes
"You need to see a doctor."
Ji Yan pursed his lips, silent.
He hung his head, looking weak and thin.
Xiao Hua spoke up
"Ying Ying Ying~ Little pitiful needs care and love~"
Although Xiao Hua is a system, it looked at Ji Yan and thought, ah, so heart-wrenching.
After waiting for a while, she gradually understood.
"Do you have something to say to me?"
Ji Yan moved his lips,
"Did someone else ask you to come? Is that it?"
His voice was hoarse, but he persistently asked word by word.
Su Yan thought for a moment,
"You could say that."
If Ji Xingyu hadn’t sought her out, she originally planned to wait a while longer.
She missed him, but she could still bear it.
But upon seeing Ji Yan, she realized that she cared about him more than she thought.
Her answer made Ji Yan’s lips purse even tighter.
His complexion grew even paler.
His eyelashes trembled slightly, and then no more words came.
He wanted to say, if you don’t want to see me, why come at all?
But he dared not say it.
If he said it, and she really left, he would go mad.
Ji Yan grew quieter; he no longer said a word.
It seemed like Su Yan’s answer had extinguished all his flames.
Xiao Hua couldn’t help saying
"Host, you are intentionally making him sad, right? Ying Ying Ying~ Host, bad person"
Only then did Su Yan realize how her answer had sounded.
Had he misunderstood?
Looking at Ji Yan’s listless demeanor, she quietly added
"If Ji Xingyu had not come to find me, I might have come to look for you a few days later. He just moved up the date."
Ji Yan’s ears twitched, he was listening.
But still, he looked sullen, utterly pale.
She lowered her head to look at the puncture marks on the back of Ji Yan’s hand, finally no longer bleeding.
But she still held on, without letting go.
She said
"If you’re done asking, then it’s my turn to ask you."
Upon hearing this, Ji Yan looked up.
Su Yan said
"That day you said you were going home, I sent you back, you didn’t call me, I called but you didn’t answer..."
Before she could finish, Ji Yan began to get agitated, his eyes frantic yet somewhat bright
It took a while before
"You, called me?"
"Yes, but you didn’t answer."
Following this, Ji Yan deflated.
She asked again
"Why did you suddenly go home?"
Ji Yan’s eyes were dark, he looked somewhat wronged, and opened his mouth
"It, it was you who told me to go back."
He didn’t want to go back; it was because she asked him to that he left.
Su Yan looked at him for a long while.
Then, slowly, Ji Yan said
"I thought you despised me, that I was in your way."
So he had to leave.
Su Yan pressed her forehead, not out of helplessness, but because Xiao Hua was wailing in her mind
"Ahhh, Host, you actually despise the male lead, he’s so pitiful, so well-behaved, so good, so heart-wrenching..."
At this moment, an elderly voice came from outside the door
"Miss Su Yan, please open the door."
She recognized the voice; it was Ji Yan’s grandfather.
She felt that there seemed to be some misunderstandings between them.
But because Ji Yan’s grandfather had arrived, it interrupted them.
So they had to finish up quickly.
She looked at Ji Yan earnestly
"I don’t despise you."
Ji Yan nodded, no words came out.
It seemed he partly believed her, yet he seemed somewhat skeptical.
She tiptoed, supported his shoulder, kissed him, and then gently bit his lip.
This action appeared to make Ji Yan’s eyes light up a bit.
He looked up at Su Yan, seeming livelier.