novelraw Chapter 370: Esports God, Don’t Shut Yourself Away 35
Chapter 370: Esports God, Don’t Shut Yourself Away 35
The two stood at the doorway for quite a while.
Su Yan didn’t speak, and Ji Yan remained silent as well.
Just standing there.
After a long time, Ji Yan lifted his head.
He looked at Su Yan who had yet to make a sound, swallowing hard.
His lips quivered, and after a long while, he slowly said,
"You said, I could come and find you."
She looked at him, for a very, very long time.
"Come in first."
With that, she reached out and took hold of Ji Yan’s hand.
His hand was very cold.
But the person who used to comply now resisted for the first time.
He stood there, not following Su Yan inside.
His dark pupils stubbornly fixed on Su Yan.
After a while, she spoke,
"Is there something you want to tell me?"
Su Yan’s voice was as calm as usual.
Ji Yan pursed his lips, his gaze lowered, his eyelashes trembling, and that mole under his eye became especially mournful with his expression.
After a long while, Ji Yan’s lips moved,
"Do you, perhaps, not want me to come?"
Su Yan gripped his hand tighter, gradually increasing the pressure.
She is the Main God, accustomed to life and death, has witnessed the ugliest evils of the human heart, perhaps due to the long passage of time, or maybe she was always somewhat insensitive.
Heart-wrenching pain, laughter and curses, they all seemed so distant from her.
She doesn’t have moments of despair, nor does she feel hopes emerge.
It had always been like this.
One can’t judge as good or bad, just as you can’t say whether water tastes good or bad, right?
But every time she encountered him, things were different.
Just like now, she didn’t understand why, but she felt slightly angry.
Doctor Zhang had said that he couldn’t handle agitation and asked her to be gentler.
But the moment Su Yan saw Ji Yan standing in front of the door,
Looking at his fragile and pale piteousness, hesitant and unsure,
A sour and stifled feeling emerged in her heart.
That indescribable emotion instantly spread.
So much so that the always composed Su Yan, for the first time, uttered such words,
"If you think I don’t want you to come, why do you still come? Are you doing this on purpose?"
As soon as she said it, Su Yan closed her eyes, seemingly surprised by her own words.
And Ji Yan, almost instantaneously, froze on the spot.
His body trembled slightly, his complexion paler than before, with hesitation, unease, and loss all blending in his dark eyes.
"I, I..."
His hoarse voice began, seemingly unable to quickly organize his thoughts into words.
Su Yan looked at him, and after a long moment,
"Bend down"
She said.
Ji Yan clutched the corner of his clothes and obediently bent over.
Su Yan moved closer, wrapped her arms around his neck, and kissed him on the lips.
His lips were very cold.
Unlike the quick kisses from before.
Su Yan extended the tip of her tongue, gently touching his lips.
This action turned Ji Yan’s ears instantly red.
He had no intention of fussing about the words Su Yan had said earlier.
And Su Yan,
Well, in her memory, her kisses had always been passive.
Even if she initiated, she never had control.
So to this point, that was all she had learned in her life.
She kissed him for a long time.
Su Yan let go.
Her lips were flushed.
And Ji Yan, who initially looked pale and sickly, now had red-tinted ears and lips.
It actually looked like he had better color than before, giving him a lively appearance.
Ji Yan seemed even more at a loss than before.
Su Yan pulled him towards the house.
Finally, she managed to get him to move.
He obediently followed Su Yan inside.