novelraw Chapter 119 Waiting For You To Love Me
Chapter 119 Waiting For You To Love Me
Chapter 119 Waiting For You To Love Me
After leaving the KTV, Xu Yuan gently broke free from Wen Lei's embrace, and stood on the side of the road with her head down, not knowing how to tell Wen Lei that she used him just now.
Wen Lei looked at Xu Yuan, stretched out his hand to gently stroke her long hair blown by the night wind, and said softly, "I know, you're not drunk."
Xu Yuan raised her head and looked at Wen Lei in surprise.
His still handsome face somehow became more mature, and it seemed to be different from the polite but always repulsive school girl in his memory.His eyes, which were originally as clear as a stream, now became like a deep lake, and Xu Yuan couldn't see what kind of gravel was hidden under them.
"How do you know?" Now that he saw it, Xu Yuan didn't intend to keep pretending.
"You promised me just to annoy him?" Wen Lei asked bluntly.
Xu Yuan couldn't see Wen Lei's emotions, and didn't know whether he was blaming him or not caring, so he could only say, "I'm sorry, Wen Lei, I..."
"It's okay, I'm willing to be used by you." Wen Lei interrupted Xu Yuan and said, "Now you finally see his heart clearly? He doesn't care about you anymore."
Xu Yuan remained silent, she was hit again by Wen Lei's words, how could he just expose the truth between her and Bai Ang that she has been unwilling to admit?
"Yuan, forget about him! Anyway, since you promised me, I won't let you go easily. I will always be by your side, until you forget him slowly, and when you fall in love with me again. "Wen Lei said softly, and took Xu Yuan into his arms again.
Xu Yuan's face was pressed against Wen Lei's chest, and he felt his heartbeat was calm and soothing, not as violent and jumping as when Bai Ang was holding her.
She thought: "Does this mean that Wen Lei's feelings for me are not a raging fire, but a calm and distant stream like a long stream? Well, although the unforgettable feelings are gorgeous, once in a lifetime is enough. If I do it again, I really don't know Can I still bear it? Let it be like this, accept Wen Lei's plain love, and don't think about anything else."
"Let's go, it's cold, I'll take you back." Wen Lei let go of Xu Yuan, took her cold hand, put the two hands into his coat pocket as before, and walked slowly along the pedestrian street to Xu Yuan. Go in the direction of Tobi's house.
Xu Yuan was led by him dully, walking in the white night with a desolate heart.
The last time I held hands with Wen Lei was three years ago, and it was also on this street.At that time, she was like a lively rabbit in her heart, both sweet and uneasy, almost led to the abyss of loss of control by the dizziness of happiness.But now, the same hand is holding her hand, walking on the same street, even the surrounding scenery is the same, but her heart has become calm, and even feels a little indifferent.
"Everything, I can't go back, the past when I still loved you." Xu Yuan said in her heart to Wen Lei who was close at hand, and it seemed to be saying to Bai Ang who was far away in the sky.
Xu Yuan wouldn't know that behind her and Wen Lei, there were a pair of narrow and deep eyes watching them all the time.After seeing the picture of the two embracing each other, its light gradually dimmed...
Standing behind Bai Ang, Qin Lu secretly rejoiced that her plot had not been exposed, and it seemed that the relationship between Xu Yuan and Bai Ang was really over this time.She pretended to be sorry and said to Bai Ang: "How could she treat you like this? I really didn't expect that she would be with someone else so soon."
Bai Ang smiled sadly, and said, "Oh, it turns out that Wen Lei is the one she's always liked, and I'm just a dispensable substitute."
"Don't say that!" Qin Lu grabbed Bai Ang's arm and said excitedly, she felt that the time had finally come for her to confess: "In my heart, you are the best, a unique existence like the sun. I know I cherish you, but I do! Can you look back at me?"
As she wished, Bai Ang lowered his head and looked at Qin Lu intently.He found that this girl had a natural beauty: fair skin, delicate facial features, a sharp chin, shiny hair and a good figure. If other men saw such beauty, they would definitely She is a beautiful woman who can't wait for it.
But, he is Bai Ang, who can't fall in love with anyone else except Xu Yuan.
"You're in love with the wrong person, there's no possibility between us." Bai Ang said coldly, then walked away with long legs, leaving Qin Lu alone.
Qin Lu was stunned for a while, then squatted in the snow angrily, crying.
"Why? How am I not as good as her? Bai Ang, I won't give up on you so easily. I will always wait by your side, waiting for you to fall in love with me!" Qin Lu swore to herself secretly, her vow was not the same as Wen Lei's. Coincidentally. "Waiting for you to love me", this may be a common self-deception method used by people who cannot love themselves!
Downstairs at Xu Yuan's house, Wen Lei held Xu Yuan reluctantly until she unconsciously glanced at the watch on her wrist before she finally let go and said, "Go up, I'll come back to you tomorrow."
"Well, see you tomorrow." Xu Yuan said softly, then turned and walked into the elevator.But just as the elevator doors were about to close, she reached out to block the two doors, walked out again, and said to Wen Lei, "May I ask you a question?"
"Say everything you know, talk endlessly." Wen Lei looked at Xu Yuan tenderly and said.
"I heard from Miaomiao that when Wang Xinning died, you had a fight with Bai Ang, what happened?" Xu Yuan asked.
Wen Lei's face darkened instantly, and he said unhappy, "Why did you ask about this all of a sudden?"
"It's not convenient for you to say it." Xu Yuan said, turning around to leave.
"No! I have nothing I can't tell you." Wen Lei held her back, frowning and telling the story of the year.
"At the beginning, everyone heard that Wang Xinning and Bai Ang were together. At first, I didn't believe it, but later I also found out that they often walked together, and Wang Xinning always went to Class Ten to find him. The two of them were mysterious. It was indeed like the rumors, so I gave up on her. Later, when she died, I was very sad, so I impulsively questioned Bai Ang. But he not only refused to admit that he was with Wang Xinning, but also satirized that I was hypocritical, isn't it Really cared about her. So the two of us started fighting."
"He hasn't been with Wang Xinning before? Bai Ang really said that?" Xu Yuan's heart ignited a sliver of fluke hope.But thinking about it carefully, how could he admit these things in that situation?Besides, didn't I once write to him to ask him about his relationship with Wang Xinning? He replied with "stop down" at that time, isn't that the same as tacitly acquiescing to this relationship?
Wen Lei continued to sneer and said: "He told me at the time that he couldn't tell me the whole story, but he didn't do it, so he didn't do it. Heh, how can this kind of explanation be convincing? Do you believe him, Yuan kite?"
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