novelraw Chapter 104
Chapter 104
Chapter 104
"She, is she really going abroad?" Bai Ang asked again unwillingly.
Qin Lu pretended to nod sadly, and said, "The application was handed in last month. I heard back a few days ago, saying that she has been admitted to a university in St. Petersburg, and she will be able to enroll in September."
After hearing Qin Lu's words, Bai Ang stood there dumbfounded as if he had been hit by a bolt from the blue.He had never felt so hopeless.Even when he saw Xu Yuan walking side by side with other boys, even when Qin Lu told him that Xu Yuan was going to break up with him, he never despaired. He still firmly believed that as long as he stayed by her side silently, they would eventually come together again.Because he knows that no one in this world loves Xu Yuan more than himself, he can wait, he can wait for his whole life.
But now, Xu Yuan wants to go to a foreign country, not BJ, not Shanghai, and not farther away in Shenzhen, but St. Petersburg in Europe.He had thought that Xu Yuan would go to Shanghai to study at university, and he had already made full plans. Even if he couldn't get into Shanghai university, he would go there to do business and stay with her.But now she is actually going to Russia, not to mention how Bai Ang applied to go abroad, even if he goes, what can he do?He doesn't even know the language of that country.
"Everything can only end here, right?" Bai Ang asked God in his heart, as if he was also asking himself.
Should we continue to wait?Xu Yuan, the only sunshine and flowers in his life, how could he give up so easily?Now that we have agreed that "if we can work together, we will live up to this life", no matter how difficult it is, we must persevere, and even if it is impossible, we must fight for it once.
"Yes, I can't resign myself to fate. I will never let her go!" Bai Ang secretly made up his mind.
"It's almost time for class, you should go back first. I'll wait for you here at noon, can you hand over something for me, okay?" Bai Ang said to Qin Lu, he seemed to feel that it was a little troublesome for her, and added: "I invite you to dinner .”
Qin Lu secretly rejoiced: "This is a good start, isn't it? I finally have a chance to be alone with him. If this continues, what is impossible for him to fall in love with me slowly?"
She smiled sweetly, nodded, and jokingly said: "Okay, then I'm not impolite. If I help you like this, you have to invite me to dinner! Wait for me here at noon, see you soon." Said After finishing, Qin Lu happily ran into the school gate.
Bai Ang glanced at Qin Lu's back in surprise, but didn't think much about it.He went directly to a nearby culture and education store and bought a stack of letter paper, a brush of the smallest size and a color palette.
"Young man, don't you want paint and ink?" The boss asked very strangely when he saw that he only bought pens but not paint or ink.
Bai Ang shook his head and said, "No, I have ink."
After leaving the culture and education store, Bai Ang found a secluded place, put the paper, pen and palette on a high stone platform, and took out the small knife he carried with him from his trousers pocket.Holding the knife, he stroked the index finger of his left hand, and suddenly, bright red blood flowed out like a thin stream.Bai Ang dripped his own blood into the palette, and began to write letters with a brush dipped in it...
"Little friend, I don't know when you will receive this letter, and I don't know what kind of mood you will read it. Maybe when you see it, it flows from my heart to my fingertips and is treated as ink again." My blood written on this letter has faded and dried up, and I can’t see the original bright red color. However, I want you to know that this letter was written by me with tears of blood, and every word is sincere. I love You, and will always love you. I have never betrayed you, and will never betray you. If you have any misunderstandings about me, or have any questions about Wang Xinning's death, you can ask me face to face, and I will give you a reasonable answer. Please, don't leave, it's the only thing I want in this life. See you soon, you idiot."
After Bai Ang finished writing hastily, he simply bandaged the wound on his index finger, resisted the dizziness caused by blood loss, put the letter paper into the envelope, and threw the brush and palette into the trash can.Then, he went to the nearby KFC and ordered a Coke, sat and waited for noon.
Ever since Qin Lu met Bai Ang, she didn't have the heart to go to class all morning, and kept dreaming about the details of being alone with him later. "Fortunately, I brought simple cosmetics. When class is over, let's do a delicate light makeup first. Apply a thin foundation to cover the slightly enlarged pores just right. The eyebrow powder should be the same brown as the hair, and the eye shadow should be soft and gentle. Contrived light pink, less mascara, so it is more natural, use the peach color that echoes the eye shadow for lipstick, and then put on Pui Lingfei's dandelion powder - the most beautiful pink in the world. Remember to eat one Chewing gum. Should the hair be tied up or loosened? Will it make him feel too deliberate? Besides, it’s too coquettish..."
Just when Qin Lu was full of thoughts about "how to make a good impression on Bai Ang", the bell for the end of get out of class announcing "It's time for lunch break" rang.Qin Lu hurriedly ran to the bathroom to put on her makeup, fixed her appearance in front of the mirror, and walked out of the school gate with happy steps.
Bai Ang was standing at the place just now waiting for her, his face was a little pale.
Qin Lu walked up to him and said to him, "Let's go, what do you want to eat?"
"Whatever you want." Bai Ang replied with precious words.
"Do you invite me to choose whatever I choose?" Qin Lu blinked mischievously and asked.
Bai Ang was stunned for a moment, and after confirming in his heart that he had brought enough cash today, he said, "Yes, anything is fine."
"Then, I want to eat Malatang." Qin Lu said.
"That's it?" Bai Ang asked in surprise, thinking that she would open her mouth like a lion and order some delicacies from mountains and seas.
"But it must be my favorite restaurant, okay?" Qin Lu said.
"Of course." Bai Ang replied.
The reason why Qin Lu chose to eat her favorite Mala Tang was because the shop was far away from the school, and they went there once and for all, including eating, and the entire lunch break was almost used up.She was afraid that if she chose a nearby place, Bai Ang would leave immediately after dinner, so that she would have less time to see him.
They took a taxi to the place to eat, and each ordered a bowl of Mala Tang.
Qin Lu noticed that Bai Ang's finger was injured, and it was covered with a band-aid, so she asked, "What's wrong with your hand?"
Bai Ang said casually: "It's okay, I accidentally hurt myself."
"I didn't see it just now, otherwise I wouldn't bring you to eat spicy soup. Spicy food is not good for the wound. Otherwise, let's change to another!" Qin Lu said with some self-blame, and took Bai Ang's hand to check.
"No, I'm fine." Bai Ang gently lifted Qin Lu's hand and said, "By the way, give this to Xu Yuan."
Saying that, Bai Ang handed over the "blood book" he wrote to Qin Lu.
Welcome to follow my new lang Weibo: warm nude color
There are four thousand changes per day, and I hope that friends who like this book will support it!You are the motivation for my code words~~Those monthly tickets and recommendation tickets, please smash them violently!Please knock me out, hahahahaha~~
(End of this chapter)