novelraw Chapter 212 Insomnia
Chapter 212 Insomnia
Chapter 212 Insomnia
Lin Xiaoya felt that her sixth sense was getting more and more accurate.Half a month after her promotion, she fully understood what a bad premonition was.
Recently, everyone in their company has been discussing the first big order to be bid for this year, but it is still uncertain whether this order can be eaten.But these are not the most important thing. The most important thing is that this order is related to Zhongyu, because Zhongyu is bidding.
The boss called her into the office on Monday, his eyes almost squeezed together with a smile, but Lin Xiaoya could still see his radiance splashing everywhere, and she didn't know whether it was because he concealed it too poorly or her ability to see people was too good. good.
The boss smiled and said, "Lin Xiaoya, is your relationship with Mr. Su okay?"
Lin Xiaoya really didn't want to make the boss go mad, but she didn't want him to be hopeful before being disappointed. If she got angry, she would be guilty of a serious crime.She thought about it, and according to their current separation status, divorce was close at hand.Lin Xiaoya felt that now was the most favorable time to speak out.
She paused for a moment, and said calmly: "Mr. Chen, Su Shaoxuan and I have divorced."
As she sat back in her seat, she was amazed at her calmness.At that time, the boss's mouth was opened wide enough to swallow eggs in a very disfigured way, but when she said that sentence, she was calm and sober.In fact, she didn't know what expression to use at the time. What she wanted to say was not suitable for smiling, but grief was not in her character, and it was only when she said that that she realized that she could so peaceful.
Since Su Shaoxuan cuts first and plays second when getting married, please allow her to do the same.
But Lin Xiaoya knew that after she finished saying that, she felt that a big place in her heart was hollowed out, and it was completely white.
She clasped her hands, and suddenly felt something hard hit her. She lowered her head and saw that it was the big wedding ring.
The ring was as hard as ever, still bright and gorgeous, but the marriage was in pieces.
Lin Xiaoya took it off, raised her head to look at it under the light, then lowered her head to touch it, then took out the small box in the drawer, and put it in gently.
Lin Xiaoya didn't know what Su Shaoxuan was thinking after that time, but now she feels a little dead before the storm.
But she didn't expect the storm to come so quickly.
When Lin Xiaoya returned to her apartment on Wednesday night, she found that only one of the three locks on the door remained.She was startled when she twisted the keyhole, thinking that a thief had come in, so she tiptoed through the slightly opened door and looked in. The room was quiet and there was no sound at all.
When Su Shaoxuan visited here before, he carefully studied her door, from the inside to the outside, from the seam to the lock, and then asked her: "How much did you pay for this door?"
Lin Xiaoya was confused by the question, and watched him quote a price inexplicably.
Su Shaoxuan looked at her meaningfully, and said, "The plasma TV in your house is not as valuable as this door."
Lin Xiaoya took a deep breath at this moment, took out the anti-wolf spray in her bag - she bought this thing after she moved back to the apartment, and she didn't know what to think, she didn't buy it before she got married - held it tightly In his hand, he opened the door bit by bit.
Halfway through the door, Lin Xiaoya was surprised to see Su Shaoxuan sitting on her newly bought sofa.
She forgot that Su Shaoxuan had the key to her apartment.
At this moment, Su Shaoxuan was sitting on the sofa, holding the phone in one hand, and resting the other on his lapped legs, looking at her without blinking.
Lin Xiaoya put her bag in a cabinet beside her and didn't speak.She changed her shoes, went to the bedroom, changed her clothes, took a shower, came out with wet hair, and didn't say a word.
Su Shaoxuan didn't speak, his lips were tightly pressed, he took every movement of her into his eyes, and there was a storm brewing in his eyes.
This scene is quite strange, but also quite familiar.Two people have ghosts, but neither speak.Lin Xiaoya felt that her arm weighed tens of thousands of catties.
Su Shaoxuan watched her blowing her hair, and said in a low voice: "Lin Xiaoya, don't you have anything to say to me?"
The warm wind blew over his words, Lin Xiaoya lowered her eyes and understood what he was referring to.
What should come is still coming, just a little unprepared.
Su Shaoxuan said word by word: "Tonight your boss told me at the wine table that I and... No, you divorced me." There was a sneer at the corner of his mouth, "Why didn't I know?"
Lin Xiaoya took a deep breath again, her tone was soft but very firm: "Su Shaoxuan, why do you need to get to the bottom of it? It doesn't matter who brings it up. It doesn't make any sense to go on like this. Wouldn't it be nice to get together and get away?"
Su Shaoxuan didn't answer for a while, and then suddenly said: "Lin Xiaoya, you don't miss this marriage at all?"
Lin Xiaoya smiled wryly: "Su Shaoxuan, is there any point in answering this question?"
"I don't know why we have to come to this point," Su Shaoxuan's words contained exhaustion, nothing but exhaustion. He leaned on the back of the sofa and gently rubbed the center of his brows, "Why did we come to this step?"
Lin Xiaoya put the hair dryer lightly on the coffee table, put her hands on her lap, and said, "Maybe I'm too self-willed and resigned to my fate. The result of such a failure is my fault."
Su Shaoxuan opened his eyes, and said slowly: "Lin Xiaoya, you have been blaming yourself, but you have not saved yourself. I don't understand what you are thinking or what you are going to do. But, this is not your fault alone. I thought that the two of us have known each other since we were young, and your personality has not changed much from when you were young. You are very awkward and self-willed, but sometimes you are very caring. I thought at the time that if we were just so flat It’s good to live a lifetime. But then I found that I seemed to be wrong. Something has changed. You are still different from the original, and I have changed even more. But I think that as long as both parties work hard, everything can be reversed. leeway. But it seems I was wrong again. Because..."
His words stopped here and didn't continue, Lin Xiaoya felt a weight of iron fell in her heart, making her breathless, she didn't want to argue anymore, she wanted to hastily end the conversation: "Su Shaoxuan, you are right."
Su Shaoxuan hesitated to speak, and finally said: "Lin Xiaoya, let me ask you one last time, do you really want me to divorce you?"
Lin Xiaoya continued to smile wryly: "Is there any other way besides divorce?"
He didn't say a word, and they stalemate for a few minutes, and the room was eerily quiet, as if waiting for a sentence.Su Shaoxuan suddenly grabbed the car keys on the table, and walked out the door quickly.
Lin Xiaoya heard the faint sound of the car starting from below, and suddenly felt a coldness on her face.She stretched out her hand to touch it, and even touched the tears in her hand.
Lin Xiaoya smiled wryly again.
She couldn't sleep that night, so she switched from one side of the bed to the other. Her hair was caught in her hands and curled several times, and then let go. Then she started counting sheep, thinking about TV dramas, thinking about novels, but to no avail. use.Then she sighed, closed her eyes and thought about it, and then she thought of the things about her and Su Shaoxuan when they were young, and the things before they got married, and then she was immersed in it and couldn't extricate herself, and then she fell asleep in a daze .
She dreamed again, this time she and Su Shaoxuan were riding horses on the prairie, she was walking slowly in front, just stepping on the stirrups, but she didn't know how to control it, Su Shaoxuan was laughing at her from behind while looking at her, but Halfway through, Su Shaoxuan suddenly became impatient and said: "You are too slow, the sun is almost setting and you haven't walked halfway yet, so I'll leave first."
Lin Xiaoya was terrified seeing his back that was getting further and further away, and wanted to step on the stirrups to catch up, but the horse wouldn't listen to her, and she didn't dare to whip it, for fear that its front feet would leave the ground and throw her off, so she sat crookedly. On the horse, he yelled in the direction he left: "You will be like this! If you don't teach me how to ride a horse, how can I go fast!"
But she still watched helplessly as Su Shaoxuan rode his horse away and merged with the setting sun.Lin Xiaoya suddenly felt a pain in her heart.
Lin Xiaoya woke up quickly. She turned on the light and looked at her watch, only to find that it was only 3 o'clock in the morning.
She looked at her left hand and saw that it was pressing on her heart and clutching her own pajamas.The right hand is hugging the pillow, already numb.Lin Xiaoya felt sore all over, and the thought of going to work tomorrow made her even more headache.
She tossed and turned on the bed until 4:[-], but she didn't fall asleep after all, so she got up helplessly on the bed.It was too late to take sleeping pills at this time, it was time to drink coffee.
(End of this chapter)