novelraw Chapter 693: My Love for You Has Never Changed
Chapter 693: My Love for You Has Never Changed
He carried those memories alone, unwilling to make her recall them or let her know about them.
"Yiliang, don’t ask," for the first time, his eyes showed a plea, "just know that my love for you has never changed, and we will never part again."
Mu Yiliang heard the beating of her heart.
Although she had long believed they had a past, this was the first time she received confirmation from this man’s mouth.
So they really did know each other once.
"Then... did I love you too?" she asked softly.
His gaze suddenly became tender, and he softly said, "Mm."
"But... I’ve forgotten..." She lowered her eyes, "including those feelings. Even though I’m drawn to you now, it’s far from loving you as much as before."
Yan Sijue’s throat choked, lightly shaking his head, "It’s okay, my love for you is enough. You can take your time."
When Mu Yiliang looked up, her gaze tangled with the man’s. His gaze was as gentle and passionate as ever, enough to drown her in its gentleness and passion...
She felt as if she had once again lost control of her body, unable to look away from his eyes.
In that instant, she seemed to see many, many emotions in his eyes—anger and unwillingness, excitement and ecstasy, fear and regret, despair and heartbreak, reluctance and sorrow... She felt she saw every stage of their acquaintance, meeting, and love, filled with sweetness and setbacks.
But, she remembered nothing and knew nothing. It was as if another person loved him, another woman experienced everything with him, and not her.
Not the current Mu Yiliang.
Suddenly, she felt a stabbing pain in her heart!
She realized she had oversimplified the situation.
Even if the person he loves is her and no one else, what does it matter? She can never empathize.
All of his feelings were actually given to the Mu Yiliang who experienced everything with him, not the current her.
"Yan Sijue..." she softly spoke, her voice suddenly choked, "I’m sorry."
He held her in his arms, kissing her forehead, "No, you don’t need to apologize, you did nothing wrong."
"I..." leaning into his embrace, she suddenly couldn’t bear to speak the following words.
But... she couldn’t help it; before she falls too deeply in love with him, she must make a decision as soon as possible.
"I’m sorry, I... can’t accept you." She slowly uttered these words, word by word.
He seemed to think he misheard, chuckled lightly, and asked, "What?"
"I said, I can’t accept you." She repeated the words, and saw the man’s expression instantly turn pale!
She felt she could hardly control her tears, took a deep breath, and said, "I know we once loved each other, I know Xiaoze is your son... but to me, I only know these facts. I can’t imagine it because I remember nothing... It’s like hearing someone else’s story, I even feel that the person you love is not actually me, that feeling is worse than being a substitute... Do you understand?"
Yan Sijue’s hand started trembling.
As if falling from heaven straight into hell, in just an instant, all his hopes were once again stripped away!