novelraw Chapter 137 I also long to be confused⑴
Chapter 137 I also long to be confused⑴
Qian Ge suddenly opened his eyes, staring at the blackness in front of him without focus, and a thick layer of fog gradually covered his eyes.
I don't like this kind of life anymore.
It doesn't make any sense!
She would rather not have this kind of life.
Why not let her sink into the fishpond?
At least it's better than invisible.
The corner of Qiange's mouth curled into a self-deprecating smile. From Gu Yanshi's point of view, it was so bleak, yet so beautiful.
"Wang Yuan, do you want to see him?" Gu Yanshi suddenly remembered the words, Qian Ge grasped at straws, he scrambled around and found Gu Yanshi.Qian Ge tightly grabbed Gu Yanshi's arm, and begged, "Tell me, where is he...Tell me quickly!"
For a long time, this was the first time Qian Ge had heard from Wang Yuan, so of course she was excited.
"You have to cooperate with my treatment first." Seeing Qian Ge taking the bait, Gu Yan couldn't help but smile slightly, "But I can tell you that I haven't seen him yet."
The hope that had just been ignited was extinguished by a basin of cold water. Qiange bit his lower lip hard until the blood gradually overflowed from his mouth, but he didn't seem to feel it.
confused.
Confused from beginning to end.
Was her life doomed from the start?
Can only passively listen to others.
Not reconciled.
But what good would that do.
"Why do you give me hope and despair...
"It's better to just keep me in despair."
Qiange closed her eyes, she was too tired and wanted to sleep.
The sound of the rain did not know when it stopped, and the bamboo forest was even more dazzling after being washed by the rain.
Gu Yanshi slowed down, walked outside the cave, took out his mobile phone, and called a person: "Why is the person you asked me to take care of so capricious and refused to receive treatment at all.
"Also, who is Wang Yuan? She kept chanting this name in her dreams."
……
"Okay, I see."
After an unknown amount of time, Qiange woke up from the dream.
She couldn't help feeling flustered. She had a dream, a very strange dream.
She stood alone under the night sky. There were still stars shining in the sky, but she didn't seem to feel it.
All dead, her stars all dead.
No more star will bring her luck.
She pushed away the boy she loved with her own hands.
——"It took all my luck to meet you, and it took all my courage to fall in love with you."
——"But you are not him, he has already left, and has gone far, far away."
The fine sweat on the forehead indicates Qiange's panic.
She is so afraid that one day, this dream will become a reality.
"Isn't it that reality and dreams are the exact opposite...
"Qiange, why are you afraid!"
Qiange smiled forcefully, comforting herself.
She slowly touched the ground with her hand, there was a sound of "呵啦", and there was a pain in the palm of her hand. Qiange wanted to raise her hand to see what happened, but she didn't see anything.
"Why did I forget, I can't see anymore..." It seemed to be self-deprecating, it seemed to be disgusting.
After struggling for a long time, Qiange reluctantly stood up from the ground, supporting the stone wall, and walked out of the cave step by step with difficulty.
There was a burst of warmth from her arm, Qiange thought that something terrible had fallen on her arm, and struggled to get rid of it.
At this moment, a pleasant peppermint voice sounded in my ear, "Why didn't you take a break?"
Almost, Qian Ge almost recognized him as Wang Yuan.
She then took a few steps back and kept a proper distance from Gu Yanshi: "I just want to chase the light."
According to legend, the girl who chased the light.
However, she shouldn't be able to chase after him!
The light she believes in is flying to distant countries at a speed of one light-year per second.That, no matter how hard she ran, she couldn't reach the place.
Gu Yanshi wanted to get closer to Qiange, but at this time, Qiange's ears were very sharp, and if there was a slight sound, she would back away.
In the end, he fell to the ground in a awkward position.
There was burning pain in the knee and wrist.
Qian Ge hung her hands on the ground as if she didn't feel it.
The gaze is empty, without any focal length.
Gu Yanshi thought, if Qiange could still see, then there should be a little bit of fluorescence in her eyes.
"I'll take you to the hospital..."
"No! I don't want it!
"I don't want to see you!
"I don't need a bright and beautiful future!" Qian Ge climbed back a few steps, suddenly, emotional.
The next second, she covered her head with her hands.
I don't know why, but her headache is so bad.
Is she dying...
But she doesn't really want to die...
Although life is meaningless, she still has a sister!The only motivation that supported her to live.
She couldn't help rolling on the ground. Why did her head hurt so badly? It seemed to imply all the pain in the world, and she couldn't bear to live.
Gu Yanshi stared blankly at Qiange, suddenly a little speechless. "Even if you don't want me to take you to the hospital, don't just roll around on the ground and be a rascal!"
Qiange's brain was buzzing, pain paralyzed her nerves, he couldn't hear anything.
But it's really funny, as a doctor, Gu Yanshi couldn't understand Qian Ge's expression.
I don't know how long it took, but Gu Yanshi finally understood, he looked at Qiange anxiously: "Are you okay!"
Qian Ge seemed to be unable to hear, just groping blindly.
Gu Yanshi was startled, he quickly took out his mobile phone from his pocket and dialed 120.
Although he is also a doctor, his specialty is ophthalmology, not internal medicine, so he still has to turn to the hospital for help.I just hope that domestic medical technology can be better!
Qian Ge's situation...it seems quite serious.
Time passed bit by bit, accompanied by dysmenorrhea, Qian Ge's rolling speed gradually slowed down, and finally... fainted in embarrassment.
Her body is full of wounds.
Sharp stones on the floor, huge gashes on her shoulders, arms, etc.This scene blinded Gu Yanshi's eyes, and he felt a dull pain in his chest, but there was nothing he could do.
He has never felt this way after many surgeries with a scalpel, but now...
"Qian Ge, what virtue and ability do you have, you can actually make my heart ache for you..." After the words closed, Gu Yan picked up Qian Ge and prepared to go down the mountain.
Qian Ge's body is curled up together, that way, it looks very pitiful, without any sense of security.
Gu Yan thought for more than a moment: What did Qian Ge go through to make her become like this.
The ambulance was right in front of them, several doctors lifted the stretcher from the car, and were about to rush to the bamboo forest, but they happened to meet Qiange and his group who had just come down from the mountain.
The leading doctor wearing a mask froze in place after seeing Qiange.He is Qiange's ex-brother-in-law...