Chapter 174: [ Volume 1] Chaper 174- Breakthrough Moments
Chapter 174: [ Volume 1] Chaper 174- Breakthrough Moments
"What do you know, huh?" he spat, his voice shaking with the intensity of his frustration. "What could you possibly understand about any of this?"
Esme set her coffee down, the sound of the cup meeting the table a small but sharp contrast to the weight of Ray’s emotions crashing down around them. She met his eyes, her gaze steady and unyielding, but there was something in her expression—something that told Ray she wasn’t just brushing him off.
"I know more than you think," she said quietly, her voice steady but with an edge.
Ray’s body went rigid, his fists clenched tightly at his sides as Esme’s words sliced through the heavy air between them. Her calm, detached tone stung worse than any shouting could have. It was like she saw through all the walls he had built, piercing right through his anger, his frustration, and his pain.
He could feel his chest tighten, the tension bubbling inside him, but Esme didn’t stop. She put her coffee down on the counter, the sound sharp and final, her expression unbothered. "Yeah, you’re right," she said, her voice unwavering. "I don’t understand anything, because I never had the luxury of a place to lean on. My parents? They never gave me that. No safety net. No comfort. I’ve never had someone to fall back on when things got hard."
Her words were like a slap to Ray’s face, each one hitting harder than the last. Esme took a step forward, her eyes cold and indifferent, her presence filling the space between them. "You, on the other hand," she continued, her voice calm yet unrelenting, "you’ve had everything. A family, a place in this house, a future your mother trusted you with. You’re one of the few mer with full rights to your family’s property. She named you her heir, Ray. Do you think that just happens? Do you think she did that on a whim?"
She stepped closer, jabbing her finger into his chest. "It shows that she trusted you. That she believed in you."
Ray’s breath hitched. The truth in her words stung more than he could bear.
Esme stepped back, exhaling a sharp breath, her eyes still locked on his. "Stop acting like you’re the victim here. Don’t you get it? Acting pitiful won’t get you anywhere. Not in this world."
Ray stood there, frozen, his anger deflating like a punctured balloon. He felt his walls crumbling, her words exposing the raw vulnerability he had tried so hard to hide. The guilt of it all washed over him—his frustration, his anger, his sense of helplessness. But Esme’s words lingered, ringing in his mind.
She didn’t pity him. She didn’t let him wallow in self-pity. And maybe, just maybe, she was right.
He stood there, speechless, the fight drained out of him, unsure of what to say next.
Esme had already turned to leave, but something made her stop in her tracks. Ray’s silent tears had slipped down his cheeks, unnoticed by anyone but her. She paused, her steps faltering for a moment, before turning back around, her expression unreadable.
Then, without warning, Esme hurriedly crossed the distance between them. Her hand reached out, gripping Ray’s collar with an unexpected force, pulling him toward her. Before he could even register what was happening, her lips crashed against his in a fierce, unexpected kiss. Ray’s eyes widened in pure shock, his breath catching in his throat. Never, in a million years, had he imagined this—Esme kissing him, her hand tangled in his hair, holding him in place. The kiss was hard, messy, and left him utterly stunned.
His tears stopped midway, frozen by the sheer intensity of the moment. When Esme finally pulled away, she wiped her lips casually, as if the kiss was nothing more than an experiment. She looked at him, her usual calmness returning to her face.
"Hmm. So, it really works, huh?" she said, a slight smirk playing on her lips. Ray stared at her, still processing what had just happened.
"You see," she continued, her tone lighter now, "I saw on TV that when someone’s crying, you’re supposed to kiss them. And... well, I guess it worked."
Ray was torn between wanting to shout at her, wanting to be angry at the ridiculousness of her explanation, and... something else. Something he couldn’t quite place. But the truth was undeniable—his tears had stopped. The heavy sadness that had been weighing on his chest had momentarily lifted.
He looked down at her, still trying to understand. "I... I’m sorry," Ray finally said, his voice hoarse, the weight of his earlier outburst hitting him hard. "I shouldn’t have yelled at you. I... I don’t know what came over me."
Esme’s eyes softened as she held his gaze, but she didn’t back away. Instead, she stepped closer, her voice steady. "Ray, you’re my husband."
Ray blinked, momentarily confused by her words, unsure of what she meant.
She tilted her head slightly, her gaze unwavering. "You’re my husband, and I’m your wife. At least... until this contract is over," she said, her voice firm but with a softness beneath the surface. "And that means if you want to cry, you can cry in front of me. If you want to say something, you can say it. I’m here, Ray. I will be here."
She reached up, gently covering his ears with her hands as if to shield him from the world’s noise. "I will listen to you. Whenever you’re ready, I’ll be here. You don’t have to hide."
Ray’s throat tightened, her words cutting through him like a blade. He hadn’t realized just how much he had needed to hear that, to be reminded that someone, anyone, would still be there for him no matter how broken he felt. The tears that had stopped moments before began to well up again, but this time, they were different. He wasn’t ashamed of them. He didn’t want to hold them back.
Without thinking, Ray pulled Esme into a tight embrace, his arms wrapping around her as though she were his lifeline.
He buried his face into her shoulder, his tears finally falling, and for the first time in what felt like ages, he allowed himself to cry without restraint. His body trembled with each sob, and Esme held him firmly, never wavering, never letting go.
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