novelraw Chapter 374 I want to live for myself
Chapter 374 I want to live for myself
Mr. Zhao Er was confused. It had always been his wish to divorce Mrs. Zhao Er and marry Feng Liuer.
Now he didn't have to go through all the trouble to convince Qin Zhen to reconcile, she took the initiative to bring it up.
The sweetheart he wanted to marry was no longer in his arms, and the son born for him was not of his blood.
Everything seemed to have changed overnight.
He moved his lips, trying to say something to Qin Zhen, but his throat seemed to be blocked and he couldn't utter a word.
He could only stare at her blankly.
"My dowry is gone, and there is nothing to argue about. The dowry you gave to the Qin family was carried to the Zhao family with me and stored in my private treasury. Back then, you made noises about marrying Miss Feng, and finally brought a child. , personally told me that this is your only heir in the future, and after changing the Bizi Tang to the Juezi Tang and giving it to me, I took the betrothal gift out of the private treasury and paid it into the public account."
"I still have a few hundred taels of silver in my hand, which was donated by my mother-in-law. If you want it, we can split it half and half, or give it all to you."
Mrs. Zhao Er had a smile on her face, her eyes were as gentle and clear as the early summer sky, without any resentment.
The fuzzy memories in Mr. Zhao's mind became clear at this moment. On the day of the wedding, she took off the red hijab and the light of the dragon and phoenix candles on the table reflected in her eyes. They were also so gentle, as if they were shining with light. , full of longing for him and the future.
It was him...it was him who put out the light in her eyes with his own hands.
Now that I saw her with such a peaceful look and radiant face again, the look in her eyes was not for him.
Mr. Zhao Er seemed to be missing a piece of his heart, feeling indescribably empty.
"Ms. Qin, I don't have a son, and you don't want me now. Is this my retribution?" Mr. Zhao Er is no longer as high-spirited as before, his eyes are vicissitudes of life, and his whole body is full of dejection: "Can you...can you stop being with me?" Leave?"
Mrs. Zhao Er shook her head: "Zhao Zhiyuan, from the time you held me in the bridal chamber and read other women's names, from the time you held the children born to other women and raised them for me, from the time you fed me Juezi soup, I don’t consider you my man in my heart.”
"You are still able to have a child of your own at that time." Mrs. Zhao Er was calm and calm, as if she was stating something that had nothing to do with her: "And I will never have a child of my own in this life."
Mr. Zhao Er's expression was stagnant, and he looked at Mrs. Zhao Er blankly. It seemed that he had never thought about the things he had done to her, which hurt her so deeply.
I just remember that no matter what he did, she would accept it meekly and never say a word no.
To say no now is to reject his request for peace.
"If you think of me a little better, give me a letter of separation. In the rest of my life, I want to live for myself." Mrs. Zhao Er smiled softly: "I gave you the best years of my life, and now Our fate as husband and wife has ended. I hope we can get together and be well together."
Mr. Zhao Er returned to Beijing to find Mrs. Zhao Er because he wanted to get comfort from her. No matter what happened before, she was always behind me. Now she doesn't want him anymore, she just wants to get together and part ways with him.
His heart was being kneaded wantonly by an invisible hand, causing pain and discomfort. He subconsciously wanted to avoid it and not face it.
As long as he doesn't make peace with Qin Zhen, he won't be so sad. As long as he doesn't let go, Qin Zhen won't leave him.
"I don't want to be with..." When Master Zhao came to his lips, he couldn't say it out when he saw the soft light in Qin Zhen's eyes.
It seemed that as soon as he said it, the light in her eyes would break.
Their current peace will be torn apart, revealing their worst and ugliest side.
"...I, I'll give it to you..." Mr. Zhao Er's voice tightened and he said with difficulty: "I don't want the money. It was given to you by your mother's family. You take it all with you."