novelraw Chapter 192: Xin Dahua's decision
Chapter 192: Xin Dahua's decision
Chapter 192 Xin Dahua’s decision
Xin Dahua sighed and tried to persuade her, "Don't think too much, keep a good body well, I can't say..."
Thinking of what the doctor said to him in private, Meng Chun would never be pregnant anymore. Xin Dahua was immediately stunned and couldn't say anything.
He squatted down with his head in his arms, immersed in his own pain and couldn't extricate himself, and sobbed: "It's also my fault. My aunt repeatedly told me to watch you, don't let you get too tired. But I didn't let go of it anymore, either In my heart, I just think that what you said makes sense. We are all children from poor families and are used to suffering from hardships since childhood. How can we be so spoiled and precious? But who knows that the child is not destined to be with us."
"Dahua, are you blaming me in your heart?"
Hearing Xin Dahua crying, Meng Chun also started crying. Thinking that it was his eldest son, he whimpered with regret: "I really didn't mean it. I will listen to you and my aunt next time, and I will no longer be willful. Now."
Next time? Then there is another time?
"It's too late."
Meng Chun didn't say this, Xin Dahua could barely hold it back. She said, and he immediately burst into tears, and his original sob turned into a loud cry: "I didn't take good care of you, I'm sorry for my parents, and for my ancestors."
“…”
Meng Chun's heartbeat stopped for a moment, and suddenly he had a very bad premonition. Instead, he stopped crying, looked at Xin Dahua with wide eyes, and asked with a trembling voice: "What, why is it too late? Did the doctor say something?"
"Yes, he said you were injured and you probably won't be able to give birth to it in the future."
This matter must not be hidden, Xin Dahua nodded in pain, hugged her head and continued to cry.
"Impossible, this is impossible. You must be lying to me."
Meng Chun didn't care that he was still in the confinement period and was still weak. The old lady who served him repeatedly told her not to get out of bed. He rolled down to Xin Dahua and grabbed his shoulder and shook it hard, roaring: "You said, you are lying to me. You said, you should say it quickly... You are just joking with me. no?"
"Chun'er, don't do this. You have to take good care of yourself. Otherwise, what if you get other diseases?"
Meng Chun's fierce reaction scared Xin Dahua. He suddenly realized that he told Meng Chun about this, and he seemed to be too anxious.
I am indeed stupid and can't do anything well.
Xin Dahua reached out and pounded her head in annoyed manner, and then went to persuade Meng Chun.
"The root of the disease..."
Meng Chun cried in despair: "Wuwuwu, I am still afraid that I will fall into some root cause. It would be better to let me die if I can't give birth to a son."
While saying that, Meng Chun couldn't help but hold his head to hit Xin Dahua: "It's all your fault, it's all your fault. Why didn't you know that you would stop me even if you were more aggressive to me?
I am ignorant, I trusted my grandmother by mistake, why don’t you know how to make up your mind to stop me? What to do now? Will my aunt and uncle let you get me off? ”
If you can’t have a son, what should I do if Xin Dahua gets off in the future?
Thinking that Xin Dahua was her only son, I pointed at him and passed on the family line. If I can still have a child, I will not say that I have another son, even if I only have a daughter, I will be able to take care of myself in the future. But now...
Meng Chun trembled all over, shocked and afraid that he would feel chill all over.
"No, my aunt and uncle are not like that. Not me, don't worry, my wife will not leave the court. No matter what happens in the future, I will never leave you." Seeing that Meng Chun was afraid of becoming like this, his face turned pale Although Xin Dahua also had indescribable pain and sadness. However, thinking that Meng Chun followed him when he was the poorest and most out of the way, he still promised to Meng Chun with confidence: "If you don't believe me, I can swear. If I, Xin Dahua, divorce my wife, will not be good. die."
"I believe you. It's my fault, so I shouldn't doubt you."
Xin Dahua's vow finally made Meng Chun secretly relieved. She looked at Xin Dahua with tears in her eyes: "I shouldn't blame you either. I don't blame you in my heart, I blame myself."
As she said that, she started crying again, and couldn't help but reach out and slapped herself: "Why am I so stubborn at the beginning? It's like taking the wrong medicine? I blame me, it's all my fault. Even if you hate me for divorce, I deserve it.”
"Don't say that, I will not be able to rest after I say it, but you will definitely not."
Xin Dahua hurriedly persuaded her again. After persuading for a long time, she finally coaxed Meng Chun and coaxed her to bed again. Seeing her so tired that she fell asleep before she walked out of the door.
The wind outside the door was blown by the big flowers, and they were full of confusion.
Without children, what face will he have to meet his parents and ancestors in the future?
Xin Dahua knocked her head against the corridor column next to her, and she burst into tears for a moment.
Will he have only one way to adopt the law in the future? No, he is not an uncle, he does not have the big mind and politeness of his uncle. Even if only Wan'er's cousin is a girl, the aunt cannot accept his fate after giving birth to him. She would rather let Wan'er's cousin get married.
What's the best thing about recruiting a wife? The law allows men who have married into their families to return to their hometowns for three generations.
No mistakes, one song, one content, one in 6, one book, one bar, one reading!
It can be seen that recruiting a husband is not a long-term journey.
His situation is even worse now, he doesn't even have a daughter with his own bloodline. I'm afraid I can only adopt it in the future.
But, he really doesn't want to go and adopt someone else's children and come back to raise them. He admitted that he was just an ordinary selfish man and that he just wanted to raise children of his own blood.
But he did not regret his vow to Meng Chun today, so he would have the only way to take a concubine.
He was not trying to let Meng Chun down, he just wanted his own descendants. When the concubine gave birth to a son, he would carry him to Meng Chun to raise him, and then send him away. In the future, he would wait for Meng Chun and his son to live a good life.
After making up this idea, Xin Dahua felt a little better. However, he soon thought that if it were just a commoner's home, if he and Meng Chun would still have to live with their aunt and uncle in the future. Then he has no shame to mention taking a concubine.
It seems that he can only go to the border to make achievements and rely on military merits to fight for a good future...
When his uncle mentioned it to him, he hesitated and asked Meng Chun what he meant. Compared to wealth and prosperity, Meng Chun was more afraid that he would never return to the battlefield, so he refused.
At that time, when thinking of Meng Chun's child, Xin Dahua finally rejected her uncle.
Now that the child is gone, if I don’t try it, then what’s the face to mention taking a concubine and having a child?
After thinking a lot, Xin Dahua finally clenched her fists and went to the martial arts field in Zhuangzi--
(End of this chapter)