Chapter 48
Chapter 48
Xin Ying asked, "Why did you come out?"
Bai Xin said: "Xiao Hong has been dizzy all the time. She was sleepy just now, but she is asleep now."
Bai Xin walked to the balcony, stood beside Xin Ying, and asked, "What's wrong? I see you've been off tonight. Did something unpleasant happen with Le Yao?"
"No." Xin Ying shook her head, "It's nothing."
Bai Xin didn't break the casserole to ask the end.
The two looked at the flower garden downstairs through the corridor window. After a while, Bai Xin said slowly, "We've known each other for so many years, and this is the first time I've seen you like this."
Xin Ying asked, "What kind?"
"Desperate."
Xin Ying pursed her lips, but said nothing.
She was holding an unlit cigarette in one hand, and because the hospital did not allow smoking, she kept holding the cigarette and smelling it from time to time.
Bai Xin smiled and said: "You still said that you are fine, you have already taken out your cigarettes, you don't usually smoke."
Xin Ying laughed and said, "I usually don't smoke, but it doesn't mean I never smoke."
Bai Xin didn't grasp this irrelevant point and continued, she said: "No matter what, Xiao Hong and I wish you well. Although you said that you and Le Yao are married, we can all see that you treat Le Yao well." It's different, it's rare to see you so close to a girl in so many years, we are all very happy. So don't think about things by yourself, talk to Le Yao more. "
Xin Ying was silent beside her, and the faint smile that had been hanging on the corner of her mouth froze.
After a long time, Xin Ying asked, "Sister Bai, why did you and Xu Hong divorce in the first place?"
Bai Xin smiled gently and said: "We have been married for seven years. Except for the quarrel in the first year due to running-in, we have not had any quarrel in the following years. Our divorce is not because of outsiders or other objective reasons. The reason is On us. I don’t know if Xiao Hong has told you about it, but she brought up the word divorce, but I am also responsible.”
Xin Ying turned to look at Bai Xin as she spoke.
Bai Xin has an elegant temperament, and she has been the gentle big sister of all the children in their villa area since she was a child.
They had never seen Bai Xin lose her temper once since childhood.
At the beginning, no one thought that such a gentle person would end up with Xu Hong, who loves racing and fighting.
The bright light in the corridor shone on Bai Xin's face, making her eyes sparkling and moist.
Bai Xin said slowly: "You know Xu Hong's character. She is fiery and enthusiastic, like a little sun. With her by her side, no matter how cold people are, she can warm up people. When we were in love, the same-sex marriage law in China was still in place. It was not implemented, we have been secretly in love. When we got married, the Marriage Law had just been implemented for a few days, but we still chose to have a secret marriage. I have been filming for the past few years, and when I was away from home for a few months, Xu Hong stayed at home alone We can't bear it, but I can't always ask for leave from the crew. Even if Xu Hong comes to visit the set, he can't visit too many times. I feel sorry for her, but she doesn't feel it at all. Every time she visits the set, she opens her eyes like a deer Looking at me intently, she is very happy to see her once. I also want to quickly end this life of running between two places, but you also know that after my father committed suicide, he caused a major project accident and needed me to take care of him. The compensation of [-] million is borne by me alone, and I have to be busy these few years in order to be more free in the future."
Hearing this, Xin Ying's eyes drooped. Although she knew Sister Bai's situation very well, she still couldn't help but feel uncomfortable.
Bai Xin said to herself: "Xu Hong knew that I was unwilling to accept her family's help, so she silently accompanied me, but the two people who love each other, while I love her, why doesn't she love me? I rushed back from the set half a year ago. I spent the anniversary with her at home, because I stayed up all night a few days ago, and my stomach hurt before I got on the plane that day. I didn’t take it seriously, and went home for a few hours. When we met, I immediately saw her vomit a puddle of blood, and I still remember the pale and terrified expression on her face at that time. She sent me to the hospital and checked for stomach bleeding. After my condition stabilized, we quarreled."
Speaking of this, Bai Xin smiled: "I just said that we have never quarreled since the second year of marriage, and I slapped myself in the face. The only quarrel we had was the one before the divorce."
Bai Xin continued: "Xu Hong hasn't contacted me since that time, because I still have dramas on me, and I went back to the set after I was discharged from the hospital. We met again when I celebrated my birthday last month. We are home, and Xu Hong is back. This is the first time we met again after half a year. When we first met, she looked at me with red eyes and said, "Let's get a divorce." A week later, I took the divorce contract and asked her to sign it. At that time, I regretted not wanting to sign, but I pressed her hand and forced her to sign."
Bai Xin turned her head and asked Xin Ying, "Am I particularly cruel?"
Xin Ying looked at Bai Xin's moist and red eyes, and shook her head.
Bai Xin took a deep breath and forced back the tears: "You have always wondered why the relationship between the two of us has not changed after divorce. What I want to say is that things like feelings should not be seen with eyes or ears, but Rely on your heart, use your heart to experience, and once you understand it, you will be able to make a choice naturally."
"The three of us are actually quite similar. We look glamorous on the outside, but we all have some painful experiences behind our backs. It makes it difficult for us to let go of our guard against people when we grow up. When we meet someone who wants to get in touch, we have to think I have been worried for a long time. However, Xiaoying——" Bai Xin looked at Xinying, "Although I am seven years older than you, Xiaohong is three years younger than you. When she was 16 years old, she dared to surround me and call her sister every day. I like you, you are thirty this year, don't you have no courage?"
Xin Ying: "..."
Xin Ying nodded and said, "I see, thank you, Sister Bai."
Bai Xin waved her hand: "I'm going back to the ward first."
After Bai Xin left, Xin Ying stood on the balcony for a long time.
After that, Xin Ying quickly bid farewell to the divorced young couple who were still throwing dog food in the ward.
Just after midnight, Xin Ying received a message from Lin Leyao on her phone.
[I'm going home. 】
Editor Xin Ying replied: [Okay, be careful. 】
Ten minutes later, there was a sound at the door, and the door was opened. Lin Leyao stared at the brightly lit living room in a daze.
Seeing Xin Ying sitting on the sofa neatly dressed, Lin Leyao was very surprised: "Have you not taken a shower yet?"
Xin Ying shook her head.
Lin Leyao and Xin Ying's eyes met and they met each other. Lin Leyao thought for a while and asked, "So are you waiting for me?"
Xin Ying did not affirm or deny, but said: "You have an early flight to the film and television city in a few hours, and there are only a few hours left. Can you rest tonight?"
Hearing this, Lin Leyao sighed, and smiled helplessly: "I thought I could come back early today. But after dinner today, I met the investor of our crew."
Speaking of this, Lin Leyao paused for a moment, and asked, "Did I not tell you that I saved the life of our film crew investor's sister?"
Xin Ying was really surprised when she heard this. She had always been very curious about why Liu Wei kept appearing by Lin Leyao's side. It turned out that there was such a reason.
But now Xin Ying's mind is not thinking about Liu Huan. She also thought of the last time she visited the set and learned from Xiaomi that Lin Leyao was bullied by Wang Baoliang in the crew before she went to Australia to visit her. She knew that Lin Leyao would be buried in many things. I don't tell myself from the bottom of my heart.
But there are some things I didn't let Lin Leyao know.
It is true that the two of them spend too little time together, and they don't know each other well enough. I feel close to Lin Leyao because of things after childhood, but for Lin Leyao, the two of them haven't known each other for long.
After she returned to the villa at night, Lin Leyao hadn't come back yet, she sat alone on the sofa in the living room and thought a lot.
Because of being almost killed by his own brother when he was young, although his body was cured later, the disease in his heart could not be cured.
Because of being betrayed by her closest relatives, Xin Ying became hostile to everyone who appeared around her.
Because of psychological problems, she was sent abroad in the second year to receive psychological counseling abroad. It may be because she is far away from home, or it may be because the psychological counseling has produced results. Xin Ying gradually reduced her hostility towards others.
But her personality has changed a lot, and she has become calmer and quieter.
She was able to receive treatment and became less extreme, but some psychological trauma left by her family's betrayal still could not be resolved.
For example, she can no longer trust others, and she can no longer let go of her guard against others.
Her father and several other brothers felt sorry for her because of the accident, so they were more tolerant and even doting on her, but the barrier between her and her relatives was still difficult to remove.
Three months ago, she attended a reception and heard some business friends talking about the Huanling Group. Xin Ying thought of the little girl who saved her when she was a child.
She specifically searched for news about Lin Leyao, and there was very little news about the little granddaughter of the Ji family, but she still found out the current situation of this little girl.
She didn't expect the little girl to grow up to be so beautiful, and to enter the entertainment circle and become a star.
Because Lin Leyao saved her own life, Xin Ying thought about whether she could help Ji's family so that Huanling Group could tide over the difficulties.
Xin Ying made a special trip back to Xin's house to discuss this matter with her father.
After hearing this, the father looked at her deeply and said, "Xiaoying, you are not like you anymore."
After hearing this, Xin Ying was stunned for a long time.
Her father had many discussions with her.
It is said that businessmen all pay attention to profit, and it takes too much energy to help the Ji family, and it is difficult to make a profit, so it is not necessarily this way to repay the Ji family.She also said that she dared to help, how can she be sure that Ji Hongchen is willing to accept this help, will the other party think that she is a dignified person and wants to annex the Huanling Group? How can a person who has lived for 70 years believe in help without profit motives?
Xin Ying thought for a long time, then suddenly said: "I am married to Lin Leyao, is that okay?"
She didn't know why her father would agree to her inexplicable proposal, maybe she was surprised by her initiative to propose to marry someone.
He may have thought that he would not want to be in close contact with others for the rest of his life.
When she first proposed the marriage, she was really selfish, she thought that it would be very difficult for her to let go of her guard against a stranger in her life, so how about trying it with Lin Leyao?
After all, although Lin Leyao is unfamiliar to her, she is very important to her.
She thought about marrying Lin Leyao, she would treat her well and make her live a happy life after marriage. If in the end Lin Leyao still felt uncomfortable with this marriage relationship, she could choose to let Lin Leyao choose her own happiness.
But as they got along, she became more and more concerned about Lin Leyao, and cared more and more about Lin Leyao's movements.
The authorities were confused by the onlookers, and after chatting with Bai Xin, she suddenly realized.
She fell in love with Lin Leyao.
With this relationship, she developed feelings for Lin Leyao.
In the past, her thought was that she saved me, so I should treat her well.
But now, I like her, and I want to treat her well.
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