novelraw Chapter 114
Chapter 114
Putting this ring on Lin Leyao seemed to have exhausted all of Xin Ying's strength.
The rain in the sky became heavier and heavier, and the body gradually lost consciousness under the continuous beating of raindrops.
Xin Ying rested her chin on Lin Leyao's shoulder, her right arm was hanging weakly from her shoulder to her side, and her other uninjured hand was stroking Lin Leyao's back again and again.
I don't know how long it took, Xin Ying's body gradually lost its support, and she slowly nestled in Lin Leyao's arms.
The movements of her hands became lighter and lighter, and Xin Ying slowly closed her eyes and began to speak.
"I had a dream last night. I dreamed of you when I was a child. You were a cute little talker when I was a child. You liked to stay by my side and talk to me. But what I had was a nightmare. One day you suddenly appeared in my At the door of the apartment, tell me that you are dead. I don’t believe it, how could you die, you saved my life, even if I die, I will die first.”
Xin Ying's body had already started to heat up, and her whole body was burning hot, and she kept mumbling indistinctly.
The cold rain hit Xin Ying mercilessly. Xin Ying's senses had become dull at this time, and she leaned motionlessly on Lin Leyao's shoulder. Lin Leyao could only hug Xin Ying tightly and let her body help her. Block the invasion of these rainwater.
Xinying in her arms seemed unconscious, she still closed her eyes and talked to herself.
"I wanted to die a long time ago. When I was 16 years old, I found out that I was suffering from blood cancer. I was so happy at the time. How nice it is to die. After I die, I can take revenge on these people. My fifth brother was murdered by Xin Hechang. After I die, my life becomes very important. It's ridiculous, I don't care about a life, but others care very much. My father, my brother, they dare not let me die, because the fifth brother has been killed Now, Xin and Chang have only one life of their own family in their hands, which is different from two lives. My existence is the fig leaf of this family. If I live, this family can continue to maintain, and if I die, this family will be completely destroyed. It's over. They tried their best to save me back then, they were actually saving themselves, they were all for themselves..."
Xin Yingying wants to utter all the words that have been suppressed in her heart for these years. For the first time, Lin Leyao knows that Xin Ying is suppressing so much pain in her heart. She hugs Xin Ying tightly with red eyes.
Before Xin Ying finished speaking, her breathing suddenly became short. She took two hard breaths and swallowed the blood in her mouth: "I have received ten years of psychological treatment, and I have lived in pain for so many years. , why the lunatic who hurt me didn't need to treat the disease, but asked me to take medicine instead? Le Yao, why me?"
Xin Ying held her breath and said the last sentence, suddenly she began to cough violently, with a "poof", Lin Leyao felt warmth in her ears.
Lin Leyao's eyes widened suddenly, and Xin Ying, who had been holding on tightly in her arms, finally lost her strength and slowly slid down from her arms.
A beam of silver light hit the muddy two people in the fruit forest from a distance, and the rescuers shouted in surprise: "The missing person is found! Both are here!"
With a "Hula", all the rescuers gathered around.
On the muddy ground in a rainy day, two young women were lying unconscious on the ground.
I don't know how long she has been sleeping, Lin Leyao vaguely heard someone talking beside her bed in her sleep, the sound was like the humming sound of mosquitoes vibrating constantly, she couldn't make out what the other person was saying at all.
Time passed slowly, and Lin Leyao's mind was always in a state of humming and quietness at times, until one day the membrane covering her eardrums was finally lifted, and all kinds of noisy sounds came into her ears.
There are the voices of doctors and nurses, the voices of grandfather and mother, Xiao Yan has been here, Xin Wenwen Iris has been here, and Mr. Ji has also stayed here for a long time.
Finally, Lin Leyao opened her eyes.
As soon as Lin Leyao opened her eyes, she saw the white ceiling, and the smell of disinfectant in the hospital lingered in her nose.
She tilted her head slightly, and met the eyes of the person sitting next to her.Seeing each other, Lin Leyao was very surprised.
Lin Zhipei also looked at Lin Leyao in surprise, she didn't expect Lin Leyao to wake up during the time she was taking care of her.
The two looked at each other for more than ten seconds, and Lin Leyao said, "Why did you go back to China? Don't you go to school?"
Lin Zhipei replied: "When I saw the news of your mudslide, I went back to my country. I don't need to worry about going to school for a day or two."
Lin Leyao nodded slightly and said, "Thank you."
Lin Zhipei felt a little unnatural being thanked. She glanced at the white sheet at the end of the bed and said, "Mom and grandpa stayed here last night. They just returned to the hotel to rest not long ago. I'm going to tell them you're awake now."
After all, Lin Zhipei got up and left the ward, Lin Leyao wanted to say that she was not in a hurry, but she didn't have time.
The room fell into silence again. Lin Leyao closed her eyes and opened them again. After repeating several times, she felt that "it's all over".
The place she is currently in is a single ward, and I don't know what's going on with Xin Ying, Lin Leyao is anxious to sit up, but there is a sharp pain in her waist, and her legs still don't work.
The action of just a few seconds immediately made Lin Leyao so painful that cold sweat poured down like rain.
Lin Leyao sat up with the support of her two arms, she was already sweating profusely from exhaustion, at this time the door of the ward was suddenly opened from the outside.
A group of doctors and nurses walked in, seeing Lin Leyao's actions at this moment, they widened their eyes and stopped them.
After a series of examinations and instructions from the doctor, Lin Leyao was finally relieved of her condition.
She had injured her lumbar spine before so that her legs could not walk, but after the doctor's explanation, she knew that there was no major problem, and the sensation of her legs would slowly recover after a period of time.
After the examination, Lin Leyao pulled the doctor and asked, "How is the situation of the girl who entered the hospital with me?"
It took a long time for the doctor to realize who Lin Leyao was talking about: "That lady is in charge of another doctor. I don't know the specific situation. Miss Lin, if you have any problems with your body, you can ask someone to come to me immediately. Did you check up just now? No big problem, you can lie down and have a good rest."
After all the medical staff left the ward, only Lin Leyao and Lin Zhipei were left in the quiet room.
The medical equipment in the room was making slight noises, and Lin Leyao slowly had a bad feeling in her heart.
Lin Zhipei noticed Lin Leyao's probing gaze, she hesitated for a while, and then said: "Sister Xin's condition is more serious than yours, and she is still in the ICU ward."
Lin Zhipei looked at the expression on Lin Leyao's face, hesitated for a few seconds and then continued: "After she fell off the cliff with you, her internal organs have been displaced, her ribs were broken and her lungs were pierced, and her pelvic cavity was also bleeding. She After being sent to the hospital, he was rescued after issuing critical illness notices twice, and he has been in the ICU ward for three days now."
Following Lin Zhipei's words, Lin Leyao's face turned pale inch by inch.
Lin Leyao vaguely remembered that after the two fell off the cliff, Xin Ying proposed to her and said so many words, how could she be injured so badly in this state?
"Where does she live, take me to see her."
Lin Zhipei persuaded: "Your legs still need to recover..."
Before Lin Zhipei finished speaking, she was interrupted by Lin Leyao raising her hand.
A few minutes later, Lin Zhipei pushed the wheelchair to go out. At this time, Xin Sinan appeared at the door of the ward.
Seeing the sober Lin Leyao sitting in the wheelchair, Xin Sinan was very pleasantly surprised: "Le Yao, are you awake?"
Lin Leyao nodded.
Xin Sinan asked, "Where are you going now?"
Lin Leyao replied, "Go to the ICU ward."
Hearing these words, the expression on Xin Sinan's face instantly became heavy.
Lin Zhipei pushed the wheelchair and was about to leave, Xin Sinan persuaded: "The time for visiting the ICU today is over, Le Yao, why don't you go see it tomorrow?"
Lin Leyao said without looking back, "I'll just take a look outside the ward."
Seeing that Lin Leyao had made up his mind to go, Xin Sinan said: "Then I will go with you."
In the end, Lin Zhipei handed over the wheelchair to Xin Sinan, and Xin Sinan pushed Lin Leyao to the door of the ICU ward.
In the ward, Xin Ying lay motionless on the hospital bed with her eyes closed, with various instruments inserted into her body.
It was the first time Lin Leyao had seen such a lifeless Xin Ying, and there were still some bruises on her face, these were the marks left by Xin Ying falling off the cliff and colliding with various gravel and trees that day.
Lin Leyao watched, her eye sockets gradually turned red, the family members of the patients in another ICU ward not far away were squatting in the lobby and crying loudly, the heart-piercing sound pierced into the chests of everyone waiting at the door of the ward .
Lin Leyao leaned her head against the door, tears streaming silently for a long time.
Xin Sinan watched silently from behind. After a long time, he said: "After tonight, Xiaoying will be transferred to the general ward without any accidents. Her health will get better and better. At least she is alive and everything is in order. It's going in a good direction, isn't it?"
Lin Leyao didn't turn her head back, and said sullenly, "What if she doesn't want to live anymore?"
Shock appeared on Xin Sinan's face instantly, Lin Leyao didn't look at the expression on his face, she said softly: "Fourth brother, can you tell me carefully what happened when Ah Ying was 16 years old?"
"Aying told me that, except for herself, none of the Xin family was willing or daring to let her die. Did you also think so back then?"
Xin Sinan's face was full of changes, after a long time he finally calmed down, looking at Lin Leyao's thin back, he said a word slowly: "Yes!"
With a head resting against the door of the ICU ward and a person standing not too far behind her, Xin Sinan slowly talked about what happened back then.
"Back then, Xin Hechang planned to kill the fifth younger brother. After he did something bad, he knew he had made a big mistake. He took Xiaoying abroad as a hostage and wanted to use Xiaoying to threaten his father and sixth younger brother. Only then did Xin Hechang do these things to Xin Pengchi. Xin Pengchi probably didn’t know what Xin Hechang had done, so he would often help Xin Hechang with things. Later, Xiaoying was deceived and sent abroad and Xin Hechang locked him up. Xin Pengchi realized something was wrong. Xin Hechang, a lunatic, was afraid that Xiaoying would run away and feed her all kinds of things. The drug made Xiaoying paralyzed in bed like a disabled person every day. It was not until several months later that Xin Pengchi found that Xiaoying was in a bad condition and sent her to the hospital. His father found Xiaoying's trace and rescued her. You don't know that Xiaoying was just arrested It just came out, the flower-like girl was already hungry and skinny when she found it, her arms were full of pinholes, her nosebleeds were hard to stop, and many bruises would appear on her body with a little effort. At that time, Xiaoying had a strong feeling of Stress response, she would bite anyone who approached her, and the doctor gave her physical treatment as well as psychological treatment.
You said 'what if she doesn't want to live anymore', Xiaoying really didn't want to live at that time, she wanted to hurt herself all the time, and her mood would be stable only after taking the medicine, but that kind of stability seemed to be locked in The beast that has been tamed for many years in the iron cage has dull eyes and no aura anymore.At that time, we visited Xiaoying only after she took the medicine. At that time, Xiaoying had no attack power and could watch you and talk quietly, but I will never forget her empty eyes.
A Ying wants to die, but we will not and will not let her die.Xin Hechang killed Xin Ting'an, and the event of brother killing is a big event for us brothers who have the same blood as Xin Hechang, and the sixth brother and younger sister who have the same blood as Xin Ting'an. The divisions that were inherently different deepened, and our entire family began to tear apart.Xiaoying was the last straw in our family.Xin Hechang didn't kill Xiaoying, as long as Xiaoying still has breath, we can breathe a sigh of relief. If she dies too, by the hands of Xin Hechang, the entire Xin family will have no possibility of easing up. "
Xin Sinan said this in one breath, Lin Leyao finally couldn't help turning around and staring at Xin Sinan, and asked aggressively: "Xin Ying survived and lived well, the culprit didn't get the punishment he deserved but died of cancer , the other was also expelled abroad without pain or itching. You chose to let Xin Ying be the fig leaf. Under this fig leaf, you continued to live in love and love each other as the Xin family. Xin Ying's sixth brother chose the Xin family. , he chose to give in but stayed at home and felt sorry for the dead fifth brother and hurt younger sister, so he went to a distant city to pursue an official career that was completely unrelated to the Xin family. In the end, all of you left everything behind Xin Ying, all the injuries and all the responsibilities are borne by Xin Ying alone. She has received ten years of psychological treatment and taken ten years of medicine. How much of this medicine is for your family members?!"
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