novelraw Chapter 699: Nuannuan, Don’t Fall in Love with Song Yansheng!
Chapter 699: Nuannuan, Don’t Fall in Love with Song Yansheng!
Shi Nuan knew that saying more was useless, and she didn’t want to dwell on it, so she asked directly, "Then why did you meet me today, what exactly do you want to say?"
"I do have something to say..." Shen Zui’s eyes became focused and bright.
He looked at Shi Nuan and spoke almost word by word, "Nuannuan, don’t fall in love with Song Yansheng!"
"..." Shi Nuan was taken aback, a hint of panic flashed in her eyes, but it quickly disappeared.
Shen Zui continued, "Nuannuan, I know that you’re with Song Yansheng now because of hardships, I know this wasn’t your initial intention. What I hope for is that after you finish what you want to do, you can leave in time, or one day, when you want to leave, tell me, and I’ll take you away immediately... I hope that by then, you can leave without hesitation, without any regret, you know what I mean!"
Shi Nuan bit her lip, and after a while, she said, "You’ve gone to great lengths to see me, is it just to tell me this?"
"Yes..." Shen Zui said, "Because this is what I’m most worried and afraid of right now. I’m making an effort, Nuannuan, every moment I’m trying, trying to improve myself, trying to become strong, but I’m afraid my efforts won’t match the speed at which you’re falling, I’m afraid that in the end, all my efforts will be in vain, I’m afraid I can never find that carefree, innocent, and lively Nuannuan again, and I’m even more afraid... that Nuannuan will ruin her life because of this!"
"Ruin her life?" Shi Nuan’s eyelashes lowered, she sighed and said, "Shen Zui, when you left T City, did you ever think that I would ruin my life because of it?"
Shen Zui was stunned, "Nuannuan..."
But Shi Nuan shook her head, saying, "You don’t have to say any more, I understand what you mean, and I really thank you for always caring about me, but I think everyone has their own fate, and this is mine, what can I do? As for Song Yansheng, I’m not sure if he will ruin me in the future, but at least for now, he is the one helping me, and the only one who can help me, and now besides trusting him, there’s nothing else I can do..."
She looked at the young man before her, smiled, and said, "Shen Zui, have you ever thought about why you liked me back then?"
Shen Zui was taken aback but didn’t answer.
Shi Nuan said, "Never thought about it? But I have. I think your smile is particularly warm, and you look particularly good in a white shirt. That kind of handsomeness bewilders my mind, makes me feel a sense of déjà vu, I think, this is probably fate, so when you confessed to me, I didn’t even think and just got together with you... Three years, not long, but not short either, we walked together hand in hand, from fifteen to eighteen years old, that was one of the few happy times after my mother passed away. In my heart, I am really grateful to you, and I also think, I truly liked you..."
"But after all, that was more than three years ago. I’m no longer the fifteen-year-old, and you are no longer the eighteen-year-old, we’ve both changed, the feelings we give each other are no longer the same. For example, now you like wearing dark clothes, wearing a baseball cap, frowning, no longer that sunshine boy who smiled at me in a white shirt... Shen Zui, more than three years have passed, I’ve accepted reality. Now, it’s your turn..."