Chapter 503 She was confused, yet helpless.
Chapter 503 She was confused, yet helpless.
That evening, Yu Yao, due to Zhong Jinnan’s arrival, was stirred by past affairs, and with the demands made by Zhong Jinnan before he left, she found it difficult to sleep.
In the master bedroom, Song Yansheng and Shi Nuan experienced a temporary ease in their relationship thanks to a so-called agreement from Song Yansheng.
Forget old love, fall in love with each other.
For Shi Nuan, this was something she had already achieved.
She once liked Shen Zui, or perhaps at the age of fifteen, she couldn’t distinguish between like and love.
But for those three years, she was indeed happy and even thought about continuing that happiness with Shen Zui.
But in the end, it didn’t work out. The feelings of youthful days perhaps can’t withstand scrutiny, so she didn’t scrutinize them.
She simply regarded that period as a beautiful recollection.
And past events, after all, are past events. She and Shen Zui have long lost the feelings they once had, and there’s no possibility of rekindling the old flames.
Moreover, she is now in love with Song Yansheng. Those old feelings might not be love anymore, but rather nostalgia, a part of youth.
However, Shi Nuan didn’t believe Song Yansheng could truly forget his old love and fall in love with her.
No matter whether that woman is still alive, or where she might be at this moment, especially with her resemblance to that woman, even if Song Yansheng fell in love with her.
Could Song Yansheng distinguish whether he loved her for who she was, Shi Nuan, or if he was transferring his love from the woman to her!
She was confused but also helpless.
Because she knew very well in her heart, it was wrong of her about the birth control pills, and she harbored guilt inside!
Especially recalling that noon when Song Yansheng’s eyes were red, she was genuinely touched, and she sincerely wanted to find a suitable way to resolve everything.
Now, Song Yansheng had offered a way, if she remained stubborn, she would truly be ungrateful.
As for having children, Song Yansheng said that in the future, he would take precautions, and they could have a child when they were truly in love! It wasn’t too late by then.
It was a beautiful outcome, but because it was so beautiful, Shi Nuan felt it was too unreal!
That night, Song Yansheng held Shi Nuan, kissed her forehead, and they fell asleep in each other’s arms.
It was the best sleep they’d had in days.
The next day, Monday, Shi Nuan suggested going to work at the Shi Family. Song Yansheng initially wanted to refuse, but thinking that the little girl had been at home for several days and surely wouldn’t want to stay, he agreed.
He believed that Shi Nuan was sensible.
"By the way, this Wednesday, one of my roommates is having a thesis defense, and I’d like to go cheer her on!"
To cheer on a roommate? Song Yansheng had no reason to object to this and simply said, "I’ll arrange a car to take you there!"
Shi Nuan did not object.
During breakfast, Yu Yao was not present, and Aunt Hui said that the lady wasn’t feeling well and hadn’t gotten up yet.
Song Yansheng initially thought his mother was just too tired and sleeping in, not really thinking she might be unwell.
He hurriedly wanted to take Shi Nuan upstairs to visit, but Aunt Hui said, "Sir, the lady wants you to go up. She has something to say to you!"
Song Yansheng slightly frowned, looking at Aunt Hui with discontent.
Aunt Hui lowered her head and didn’t dare make another sound.
Shi Nuan said, "You go first, I’ll wait for you downstairs!"
Yu Yao clearly had something to say to Song Yansheng, and it wouldn’t be appropriate for her to go along.
Song Yansheng was also at a loss and said to Shi Nuan, "I’ll be down shortly!"
Shi Nuan nodded, and Song Yansheng went upstairs with Aunt Hui.
After seeing them off, Shi Nuan sat down on the sofa in the living room, casually flipping through the newspapers on the table.
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