novelraw Chapter 501: Being Kissed by Someone Who Doesn’t Love You
Chapter 501: Being Kissed by Someone Who Doesn’t Love You
But she never expected that her compromise did not earn the mercy of fate, her every concession did not bring her son peaceful days, but rather, it became a series of even harsher brushes with death.
She was just a woman, living under the protection and love of her husband for so many years; what did she know about these things?
At this moment, she again followed the advice of Old Master Xu, whom her husband had deeply respected, and sent Song Yansheng away.
With her son by her side, it was unsafe. But outside, wasn’t it even more unsafe?
However, Old Master Xu said that outside, there was still a glimmer of hope for life; at home, it seemed more doom than fortune.
That day, she wept by her husband’s sickbed, asking him what she should do, how to protect him, how to protect their son...
But her husband, lying on the sickbed, could no longer answer any of her questions!
That day, after leaving the hospital, she returned to the Song Family Mansion and knelt in the back courtyard’s Buddha hall for an entire night.
The next morning, she went to wash up, put on new clothes, groomed herself carefully, and then called Old Zhang.
She took out the silver gourd that had been stored for ten years and asked Old Zhang to go to Moyang Mountain to find Zhong Jinnan.
Moyang Mountain belongs to the very western end of the Wangshan Mountain Range; it is quite remote, the roads are difficult, and cars cannot access it, so one can only go on foot.
So, not many ordinary people go there, compared to the main peak Wang Mountain, obviously, it is much less noticeable.
Old Zhang hiked up the mountain, but waited outside the mountain for a full day and night before Zhong Jinnan appeared.
Old Zhang returned to report, saying Zhong Jinnan would come to see her.
She then waited at home for three days, on the night of the third day, Zhong Jinnan appeared.
Zhong Jinnan asked her if she regretted not choosing him back then?
In truth, she did not regret it, marrying Song Xiuwen was the best decision she ever made in her life.
Even though Song Xiuwen had become like this, she had absolutely no regrets!
She did not answer, afraid of provoking Zhong Jinnan; all she wanted to do was plead with Zhong Jinnan to protect her husband and son!
She pleaded, cried while pleading with him.
She was also born into a prestigious family, considered a lady of nobility.
Back then, when Zhong Jinnan pursued her, he was just a recluse. In others’ words, he was simply not worthy of her.
But many years later, she could only plead with this man whom everyone thought was unworthy of her; fate truly is a wondrous thing!
What she did not expect was that Zhong Jinnan actually suggested she spend a night with him!
She couldn’t believe it, couldn’t believe those words came from Zhong Jinnan’s mouth!
How could he say such a thing?
And what shocked her even more was that her son suddenly appeared, witnessing everything!
This was the thing that made her feel the most guilty towards her son; as a mother, she let her son see her most shameful moment...
It was a sin, truly a sin...
This hurt her more than Zhong Jinnan’s outrageous request.
Zhong Jinnan left that day, without saying a word, just left like that.
A few days later, Zhong Jinnan appeared again.
Asking if she would agree to his demand, she had no choice but to nod and agree.
What is it like to be kissed by a man you don’t love?
It is a feeling of despair, pain, a wish to die!
At that moment, she really thought about dying!
Tears fell incessantly from her eyes; Zhong Jinnan couldn’t be oblivious.
So in between kisses, he stopped and asked her why she was crying.
She bit her lip, did not answer, also felt that answering was meaningless.
He asked her again, "A Yao, if I take you tonight, will you hate me in the future?"