novelraw Chapter 3960: He Jinsi, you bastard!
Chapter 3960: He Jinsi, you bastard!
Teng Siqing had a fire in her heart, and when he beat He Jinsi, she used a lot of energy.
However, He Jinsi seemed to be totally unaware, hugging her tightly, refusing to relax at all.
Teng Siqing struggled for a while, and gradually lost the mood of resistance, put her hand down directly, and snorted coldly: "Let go!"
He Jinsi still did not move.
His low voice came from above Teng Siqing's head: "I'm sorry, Siqing, I'm sorry for you. Six years ago... it was all my fault. I was too self-righteous and hurt you and Qingze. I know. In fact, no matter what I say, I can’t offset past mistakes, but...I still want to say, sorry."
Teng Siqing's body trembled slightly, and then, as if suddenly froze, she stopped moving.
He Jinsi pursed his lips, not daring to look down at the expression on her face at this moment.
He paused for a moment, then went on.
"Since... we separated at the airport some time ago, and after returning home, I have reflected a lot and deeply realized how serious mistakes I have made."
He laughed self-deprecatingly, "I am not afraid of your jokes. Before you got on the plane and escaped, I was deeply immersed in self-narcissism. I felt that although it was not right for me to disappear back then, my starting point was good. It was for you. Without being dragged down by me, to have a better future, at most I ignore your feelings. But now I understand that I am a self-righteous scumbag!"
"I have always been immersed in the aura of being a Uranus superstar and a wealthy young master. I feel that what I do is right. It is only natural that you like me. That's why I have never understood what you need and how you know your feelings. Even when I left, I said it was for you, but it was more for my own face. I think it’s more important to keep my perfect image in your heart than to go through the last part of life with you. As for you Thinking, how do you choose, I never thought about..."
"I am a selfish scum. You are right to reject me. I am not worthy of you at all."
He Jinsi's voice trembled slightly, and his heart was extremely heavy.
At the airport, Teng Siqing and Han Tuoyu woke him up.
After returning home, he kept thinking about the scene of the year, his despicable heart was completely lifted, shame and guilt surged in one after another, and he even dared not face the real world soberly for a time.
He began to drink heavily. Only when he was drunk could he have hallucinations, fantasizing Teng Siqing and Teng Qingze back to him.
But once he is sober, he knows that he is not worthy.
Teng Siqing and Teng Qingze would not want to see him appear in front of them either.
He doesn't even have the qualifications to make up for his mistakes.
Until that day...
Mu Yichen arrived at his villa.
In fact, after hanging up the phone that day, he knew that Teng Qingze was lying to him by pretending to be sick.
However, he still decided to rush to the island.
Because he finally realized that Teng Qingze really wanted to be with his father. In order to achieve this goal, that honest and well-behaved little guy even pretended to be sick and deceive...
He had already made a mistake and left the lover who needed him in a self-righteous manner.
This time, he can no longer ignore the needs of his already fragile son.
On the nearby playground, there was no one, except for the neighing of seabirds nearby, there was only silence.
After He Jinsi finished speaking, he held Teng Siqing quietly, without moving.
I don't know how long it took, when he suddenly felt a sharp pain in his neck, Teng Siqing jumped over and bit him badly.
"He Jinsi! You bastard! A complete bastard!!"