novelraw Chapter 510: V390: Feng Yushan:
Chapter 510: V390: Feng Yushan:
The momentary righteousness filled Feng Chengjin with laughter.The laughter pulled at his wound, and given his current state, it wasn’t a pleasant feeling at all.
But thinking about why Second Sister would divorce, Feng Chengjin could easily understand what little temptress Feng Yushan was thinking.
Curving his lips, he said, "Marry her back?"
"Yes! No matter what method we use, marry her back!" Feng Yushan nodded with determination again.
For an instant, something deep inside Feng Chengjin’s heart sank heavily. Before he came back today, when his emotions were extremely distressed, something was slowly stirring up at this moment.
No matter what method?
In an instant, Feng Chengjin, who glanced to the side, didn’t immediately agree to Feng Yushan.
In a daze, looking at Feng Yushan, who was just twelve, he recalled a time when he went to pick up his elder brother’s eldest daughter, Feng Yuning, from school and happened to encounter Gu Zixuan, who had also just finished school, at the gate.
The middle school and elementary school departments of Rong City First School are just opposite each other.
Back then Gu Zixuan was only twelve years old too, yet she was walking out of the middle school department.
The nine-year-old Feng Yuning opened the car door and climbed into the car, sitting next to him in the back seat. After seeing who he had been glancing at, she couldn’t help but say, "Hey, Uncle, why are you looking at her too? She’s a legend here, skipped two grades to be in Eighth Grade at twelve, and her scores are always either first or second in the year. We are three years apart, yet missed five grades! I don’t want to be in the third grade anymore. At this rate, I feel like I’m becoming a fool, Uncle. As soon as I get home, I’m hitting the books. You think of a way for me to skip a grade, okay?"
He was already twenty at that time, naturally had no feelings for the still completely little girl Gu Zixuan, he merely thought this little girl looked like a porcelain doll, quite pretty.
Without much thought, he just looked at the aggrieved expression of Feng Yuning and smiled as he nodded.
Besides, there seemed to be someone familiar over there, the second son of the Yu family had come to pick up Gu Zixuan from school. It looked like they were in a romance, he just took a glance, hit the accelerator, and drove away...
Rong City’s most elite social circle isn’t big, living in the same city, chances of crossing paths are very common.
But back then, who would have thought that their fate had begun so early, in the same city, they would miss each other so many times...
...
So, at this moment.
Collecting his thoughts, Feng Chengjin looked at Feng Yushan, whose gaze was firm and as beautiful as a doll’s.
He reached out to touch her hair, paused, and then smiled as he nodded.
"Alright."
The way he faintly smiled while looking so handsome, possessing the charm of youth while also having the steadiness and restraint of a mature man, most importantly, he had just showered and due to applying medication, he was only wearing lounge pants, his entire upper body was bare.
At this moment, even though scars riddled his back, his solid build, tight waist and abdomen, captivating hip lines, V-shaped physique...
The sight made Feng Yushan infatuated, holding her little face, she said, "Oh, why do I even like Lu Han and TFboys, they have no muscles, no depth, no education, and most importantly, no money. They can’t compare to Uncle at all!"
This moment of infatuation amused Feng Chengjin even more, not having any interest in indulging in a little girl’s fantasy, he took his lounge wear, put it on over his head, and took on a typically adult demeanor.
"Alright, no matter how handsome, he’s not your husband. In the future, find your own little boyfriend. It’s already 11:40, go to bed."
Feng Chengjin didn’t prohibit youthful romance at all.
Feng Chengjin’s attitude is that no one knows when they might meet love in their life, and when they do, it’s wonderful, just enjoy the process. As for whether they can be together in the future, if there’s a will, it will happen...
If not, leaving behind some youthful fond memories isn’t bad either.
So, under the strict education of a whole family of conventional people, Feng Yushan became even more of a romantic.
Feeling sweetly obedient, Feng Yushan got up, determined to push her admiration for her new idol to the extreme.
She tidied up the medicine box, put it back on the bedside table, and left.
However...
Before leaving, Feng Yushan hesitated for a moment.
The hesitation made Feng Chengjin think Feng Yushan still had something to say, so he turned his head, "What’s the matter?"
Feng Yushan looked at Feng Chengjin’s back a few times before saying, "Also, when the future Aunt comes in, I’ll tell her later. Uncle, you were so manly today! Really, so manly!"
After she finished speaking, Feng Yushan blinked, smiled cheekily, and quickly closed the door to leave.
Her mischievous manner left Feng Chengjin stunned for a moment, quickly realizing what she meant.
Helplessly shaking his head, he smiled.
He moved forward, turned off the main light in the bedroom, picked up his phone, lifted the quilt, and got into bed to sleep.
The bed was very large, and even in winter, the villa, fully heated, couldn’t replace the peace and happiness of having a woman to hold while sleeping.
Lying alone in the center of the large bed.
Feng Chengjin picked up his phone, glanced at Gu Zixuan’s number. His heart sank, thinking of that woman, and remembered the current state of hopeless irretrievability, a bitter smirk on his lips...
...
On the other side.
After Feng Chengjin left, Gu Zixuan just kept crying.
She cried until she was exhausted, cried until she was hoarse.
Then Timi quietly curled up next to her, and after a long while, she just stroked Timi’s fur, gazing silently out the window.
In her quiet demeanor, she looked particularly beautiful, the light following her strands of hair, casting a soft curve on her face.
Shed of her girlish innocence and after eight years of life’s tempering, she had gained a touch of a woman’s calmness and serenity.
However, this serenity couldn’t ease any of the pain in her heart.
Eight years...
A full eight years, if you can’t understand her pain, just think about how many eight years a person has in a lifetime to wait, to squander.
Isn’t it a woman’s most beautiful time in life?
Thinking back to the past, those lonely nights, remembering how he galloped on her body, then whispered in her ear, all imprinted on her memories, digging into her heart wrenchingly, but in order to find the person he once was, she still didn’t want to give up on waiting again...
But then?
In the joyous days of rediscovering and knowing that person was him, she thought Feng Chengjin didn’t come to find her only because he didn’t know that the person she loved was him, and seeing she was married, so he didn’t want to disturb.
She even thought his waiting, she would stay true enough to believe that if he really faced great family resistance, they didn’t need the marriage certificate, and some things could be addressed slowly when they have a child, they could love each other for a lifetime without considering anyone else.
But she never expected it would be like this...
The irony caused her two days of raw pain.
The breakdown tortured her for three days.
The speculation that perhaps he didn’t love her that much, left her confused and daydreaming for yet another day.
Then switching positions, with the pain of having to choose between him and her father in the future, tore her heart for another day...
But it was nothing compared to the seventh day, when she somewhat calmed down.
Why is that?
When the initial anger, entanglement, pain, and rending gradually wore down, dissolved, and settled over time.
She increasingly went mad wanting to know exactly what happened.
Otherwise, why would Feng Chengjin attack her father and family for no reason?
For business and money? No, even if this were eight years ago, she wouldn’t think a person with His temperament would see this as so important.
For the father and He Qimo to hide the truth? No, if he really knew the truth, with his temperament, he would definitely come to her quickly, regardless of whether she was married.
Therefore, thinking it over and over, unable to find an answer, she just started waiting for him to come...
But thinking about his answer, what does this count as?
What does this count as!!!!
The irony of being slapped in the face again, let her inner pain despair.
But this isn’t the most despairing for her...
If, during the past few days, these torments hadn’t destroyed her potential future...
At this moment, another vague pain in her lower abdomen caused her slender fingers to clench tightly, her face turned a bit pale from trying to endure, completely draining her energy in the pain...
Because...
No matter how sad she had been these days, thinking there’s still a child in her belly, she would force herself to take a couple of bites.
But the constant dull pain in her lower abdomen since becoming pregnant also brought some rationality slowly back during these days of contemplation.
She didn’t go to the hospital, nor did she dare to go.
She just used her phone to search for all possibilities, even visited many baby tree and mom forums.
When she found the most common answers, without exception, in the end, even some authoritative experts voluntarily replied to the posts.
"New mom, you are very likely to have an ectopic pregnancy, quickly go to the hospital for an ultrasound, if so, it’s very dangerous."
She trembled with her fingertips to reply, "If it is, what will happen? Is it impossible to keep?"
They collectively replied to her, "Don’t be naive, you definitely can’t keep a baby in an ectopic pregnancy, you might even be in danger yourself."
At this moment she leaned against the door, the phone in her hand with the SIM card removed, but still connected to wifi and lit up... The display screen still clearly showing that segment of text.
And in her desperate closed eyes, two lines of tears streamed down again...