novelraw Chapter 1015 - 67: Brilliant Sparks, Only True Feelings Cannot Be Forsaken
Chapter 1015 - 67: Brilliant Sparks, Only True Feelings Cannot Be Forsaken
She couldn’t accept such a result; her proud self-esteem had been shattered.Even thinking about the already existing fact, facing the paper-thin marriage with Feng Chengxuan, she had no sense of security at all!
Feng Chengxuan would be taken away! He definitely would!
Feng Chengxuan only misunderstood that she had lost her chastity to him, so he felt responsible. If he found out the truth, he would rather break completely with Feng Jingguo, abandon his identity as the eldest son of the Feng Family, elope with that woman, and divorce her!
In a mood of chaotic unease, she paused, made up her mind, and at night, wearing seductive sleepwear, she entered Feng Chengxuan’s room with scented candles.
That night with the door locked was her most tremulous night.
Feng Chengxuan had no desire to touch her. Even when she asked if, since they were already married, it was okay, he still refused. She clearly understood the extent of his "unwillingness."
But ultimately, the drug’s effect was stronger than anything else. On the night when Feng Chengxuan completely lost consciousness, she obtained him, completely giving her maidenhood. Staring at the pale red stain on the sheet, she finally clenched her fists, a cold smile playing on her lips. She no longer feared any unexpected events afterward—she now had bargaining power!
By daylight the next day, that woman coincidentally showed up.
Jealousy, a guilty panic in her heart, along with newfound confidence, caused her trembling fingers to slap that woman.
For the first time, assuming the posture of a victorious woman, she grabbed that woman to flaunt her victorious outcome. That day, she also tasted for the first time the benefits of securing marriage prestige first.
That woman left and never came back.
Upon leaving, her eyes were filled with such despair as if she had lost her entire world.
But what did that have to do with her? Isn’t love a survival of the fittest?
She pretended she never knew that woman existed, living the married life she desired.
Although Feng Chengxuan did not love her, and sometimes even seemed to dislike some aspects of her character, being morally obligated because he took "her" virginity, he was still willing to indulge her. Moreover, fate was especially kind to her, giving her children.
The birth of Yu Ning eventually made Feng Chengxuan’s longing for that woman abate somewhat. Emulating the process again with the birth of Yu Xi further deterred Feng Chengxuan from openly seeking that woman, considering the psychological impact on the children.
Except... with the arrival of Qiu Zhixuan, her marriage seemed to plunge into winter once more...
Thinking of this, Li Zhi’s memories seemed to come to an end.
Only in the cold spring night did her shoulders, shallow and cold, speak of her lonely body at this moment.
But what trembled even more was the unease from constantly dreaming about past events recently.
It was as if the sense of gains and losses, the fear of Feng Chengxuan leaving, had returned.
Had that woman come back? It made no sense; ever since that woman left, despite Feng Chengxuan secretly seeking her many times over the years, she was never found, so how could she just come back! Even if she did, that woman should be married with children by now!
Feng Chengxuan couldn’t possibly know the truth!
Yet recently, she kept having nightmares at night. Thinking about that one time made her unreasonably panicky.
It was as if that woman was clutching her throat, asking her, Madam Li, now that you’ve taken my first time and married the man I was meant to, how’s your married life? Hahaha! What you took from me should be returned now!
The clock, ticking away, struck one in the middle of the night.
Her heart trembled violently, as if in the horror of a rude awakening, she regained a breath.
Everything was a nightmare. It’s all over. Half a lifetime has passed; what else could happen?
Go to sleep.
Li Zhi reassured herself, lying back down on the silk-covered bed...