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C240
In comparison to my excitement, Gao Kan was much calmer. He only said: "Just sit next to me."
"Who doesn't know that I came in as your father's girlfriend, and now that I'm sitting next to you, what does it matter? You know better than I do about the kind of gossip that goes around on two boats, don't you? "
I was completely enraged by Han Youya and his actions. All these words that I just said did not even reach my mind, and I immediately opened my mouth to say them.
After saying that, he bit down on his tongue in regret.
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I tore apart Gao Kan's scar. Originally, I thought he would scold me furiously, but he just sat beside me and said patiently, "Since that's the case, I'll get Old Gao to send you back, okay?"
He didn't answer my question directly. He only said those few words that weighed a thousand pounds. It made me feel as if I had just punched him hard, but it only made me feel as though I had just hit cotton.
Gao Kan on the other hand, pulled my arm, pressed me onto his leg. He absentmindedly called me "stingy", sighed, and said: "Just now, I only chatted with his for a bit, and told his not to make things difficult for you anymore. Did you think that I cared about his even more and ignored you?"
I felt even more wronged when he said that. He knew that I was petty and would misunderstand, but couldn't he have worried about my feelings?
"Nope, she's a big star. The benefits I can bring you can't be compared to me, she's more important than me. I can't compare to her no matter how hard I try, so of course you have to maintain your relationship with her. I still understand the principles behind this." I stubbornly denied it, but as I spoke, my eyes became moist.
"Yi Shanshan." Gao Kan called out my name, seeming to be a little helpless. He rubbed my face, and after pressing down on his chest, he said: "I remember you saying that Su Jiawang is very important to you, right? If I ask you to break off all ties with him and all contacts, would you be able to sit down? "
I blurted out, "Yes."
"Can I?" Gao Kan asked. The hand on my shoulder couldn't help but tighten its grip and asked, "If you can, then where did he get the chance to hug you again?"
I tried to defend myself: "He was the one who hugged me. You didn't see the whole thing, didn't hear what we were talking about. Don't judge me like that."
However, Gao Kan said with an inexplicably excited tone, "Then what if he repeatedly grabbed your arm? Did you push it away? Did you avoid suspicion? If others were to see this, how could they possibly speak nonsense? Don't you understand? "
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I was slightly stunned by Gao Kan's roar. I slightly recalled that day, and don't remember Su Jiawang grabbing onto my arm time and time again? And how did he know? When Xiao Wang came in with his mobile, just as I was about to leave, Su Jiawang was forcefully hugging me from behind. Gao Kan also couldn't see the scene when I was chatting with Su Jiawang previously.
Suddenly, an unbelievable thought rose in my mind, and after it settled on my brain, I pushed Gao Kan away and slid down his legs. I was extremely unwilling to ask him, "So, you have been monitoring me this whole time?"
Gao Kan unnaturally avoided my gaze, then admitted with an indifferent tone: "I just wanted to see how you're doing, and also to see if anyone bullied you, that's all."
I was very shocked, he said the matter of him spying on me in such a casual and dignified manner, to the point where the grievances he felt earlier had unknowingly turned into dissatisfaction in his heart, "Gao Kan, you want to see if I'm really close to other men, is that true?"
Gao Kan denied it: "Yi Shanshan, there are only a few people going back and forth in the crew, what do I have to worry about, do I need to watch over you?"
"Send Little Wang to follow me closely. Also, Old Gao, they'll report my whereabouts to you. Won't they be watching me like this?" My dissatisfaction escalated into anger. I had always thought that those questions which were hidden in my heart would suddenly become sarcastic words that would fly out from my mouth that had lost all reason and could not be controlled.
"Who are Little Wang and Old Gao? It's not like this is the first time you've met them. Could it be that even you have to suspect them?" Gao Kan's tone increased by ten decibels.
"Gao Kan, you are obviously not trusting me, I know in your heart, from the start till now, I have always been a casual woman. You served Su Hengwen and sat at your father's table, yet you still spared no effort in saying good words, begging Han Youya to bring me wherever she goes, so that I won't be cheated and lose your face along with those people, right?"
For a few dozen seconds, Gao Kan closed his eyes. He did not look at me, nor did he speak.
The knot in his heart that he hadn't wanted to talk about, the sore spot I'd been carefully avoiding, was suddenly brought up without warning. I knew that it would hurt both of us, but we had to bleed and look into the past to break the so-called sweet illusion of actually touching each other's heart and beginning over again.
He did not speak, so I continued, "I'm sorry, Gao Kan, I have always avoided those things and have never talked to you about it. If possible, I would like to appeal a few words for myself.
"When I went to the Su Family, it was Su Jiawang who took me there. It was because your two families were neighbors that I followed him. The first time I went to his house, I saw the courtyard of your villa in the room that Su Jiawang lived in. After that, when saw that he was interested in me, he told me about you, saying that you were his complete idol, saying that you sat in that luxurious villa and went from birth to suddenly disappearing. "
"The reason why I stayed at the beginning was that simple. I wanted to look at you through that window to get to know you, who I actually wasn't familiar with. Even in my dreams, I thought that one day, you would suddenly appear from behind that window … Then, almost a year later, you were never heard from again. I've only seen your babysitter and gardener appear, clean and tidy up the villa. And then I realized that you were actually going to America. "
"Once, unintentionally, I sneaked into your e-mail at Su Jiawang's place. After that, I sent you my e-mail for the first time, and we contacted each other again. You will definitely ask me, why didn't I tell you the truth? In addition, I lied and said that I was still studying in Chenchen, so I could only sneak into the Internet Cafe to send you a mail and saved the pocket money Yi Shouzhuo gave me for half a month. That was more than enough for me to call you overseas and mail you a postcard. He is very generous, and gave me a lot of pocket money every month. Su Jiawang is also very good, and took me to many places to play, I have seen all kinds of rich second generations, and only saw places where you rich people gather, and he was even like you, bringing me to dance lessons, music lessons, and to take care of me with great care, compared to those wandering days in America, I am simply enjoying myself and squandering lavishly. "