novelraw Chapter 936 [Chapter 5] 520 Special Irresponsibility
Chapter 936 [Chapter 5] 520 Special Irresponsibility
Countless times later, when Severus Snape recalled that fateful night, he would feel a trance.
In my impression, he didn't have a good day that day.The approaching end of Dumbledore's life, the growing pressure from the Dark Lord's side, and even - the inexplicable restlessness that he felt increasingly after learning of Lily's return - made him feel upset distracted.
He remembered the look on Dumbledore's face when he told him the secret.The respected old headmaster of Hogwarts, who hadn't shown a relaxed expression in front of him for a long time, suddenly winked at him when his complexion couldn't be more ugly after hearing this secret.Then, Dumbledore said in a relaxed tone: "Originally, they made an unbreakable curse to keep this secret until the victory came... However, because I feel that I don't have much time, and I think you deserve to be encouraged ...so I'm giving you this extra news - for the sake of the final victory, keep it a secret until then, Severus."
He simply didn't know what expression to put on his face.He didn't even have to look in the mirror to guess the look on his face must be scary.Because the magical portraits in the headmaster's office suddenly became uproarious; although Dumbledore cast a silencing spell when talking about this matter, the people in those portraits could not hear what they said, but those who commented on his face He could still hear clearly.
"Merlin, his complexion is almost the same as that of Mibu Mibao!"
"It can scare a horned camel to death!"
"Maybe even breathe fire like a Hungarian Horntail!"
Snape felt a nerve twitch in his face.He was tempted to pull out his wand and give each of the pictures on the wall a "split" as a gift.
He dared to say that Dumbledore must have seen his anger, but pretended not to see it, and chuckled.
Then Dumbledore suddenly intoned, vividly and emotionally, in a poetic tone: "What does a name matter?"
Snape: "..."
He just didn't want to say another word to this old wizard who was really like father, teacher and friend to him, who played the role of all important elders in his life.
But he still responded politely: "...What? Do you also need me to cast an unbreakable spell?"
Although Dumbledore was smiling, there was a different meaning in those deep and wise old eyes staring at him.After hearing Snape's answer, he smiled and shook his head, instead of responding to Snape's words, he recited more eloquently:
"A rose is not called a rose, but it is still fragrant."
Snape felt he had nothing to say.
Of course he knew that Dumbledore hoped that these two plausible lines would make him think about it, and forgive the impostor magnanimously.After all, although Lily has experienced a lot of pain, the ending is good-Lily's reputation is even stronger than when she was still alive, and everyone regards the name Lily Evans as a reliable and admirable excellent witch Lily has returned now, and there will always be a way to return her soul to her original body in the future... At first glance, that impostor did not do anything harmful to Lily, but did a lot of harm to Lili and Ivan He has done a lot of good for Dumbledore, for Harry Potter, for the victory of the good - and even for himself - to the good of the name.So, what reason made him stubbornly insist on refusing to forgive her?
Was it her concealment? ...However, Dumbledore also hid some very important things from others.For example, didn't he ask Snape not to tell Harry the secret that he had to die in order to actually kill Voldemort until the final battle?
Was it her deceit? ...but hadn't he also cheated on some things?Who is more innocent than whom?
Snape actually understood all these reasons.He's not that stupid yet.
However, he just didn't want to let go of those condemnations and grievances against her easily, and stubbornly emphasized again and again that she had done too much to him in the past—as if... once he let go of those things, there will be no more relationship between him and her. There is no entanglement of grievances, and it is like there is no relationship at the same time.
……
Of course, such thoughts do not always exist.
For example, on that fateful night, when he was about to rest—it was not him who was scheduled to watch the night—he suddenly heard the door of his office being banged.
In an instant, he knew who the person outside the door was.It was the impostor—and only she, who would slam his door in such a blunt, rude, impolite manner, as if he was going to kick the door open and rush in the next second—but when he got angry After rushing over to open the door for her, she thoughtlessly left a word that made him feel bad.
She said: "Neither Dumbledore nor Harry are in the castle.
It's no big deal that Dumbledore's not in the castle, but the point is - he's still out with that Potboy!Besides, does it have to make her run around the castle like a cannonball to inform him?What if she didn't see the slightest problem with it?
He knew in the next second that this matter was really important.
Because the Dark Mark on his left arm was suddenly burning with pain.
It's the villains, who are calling in the helpers they think they can use—
He couldn't help distorting his facial features.
Only then did he realize this—at such a critical and important moment, he lost control of his self-expression in front of others, that is to say, he let others see some important things from the change of his expression. information--
It's dangerous.This should not happen.
Habits are scary.When you are used to showing an expression that is enough to reveal your emotions in front of a certain person, that is a fatal flaw.
...But, if she doesn't do this, she won't be sensible at all!Unlike the little trolls, and other people who were intimidated by his gloomy face, she seemed to have a kind of evil restraint that was immune to his cold face.No matter how harsh or terrifying his expression was, no matter how hurtful or cruel he said, she seemed to ignore him, always acting at her own pace, always expressing her own thoughts——
The feeling of teasing others in the palm of your hand is very proud, right?The feeling of manipulating other people's emotions is fun, right?The person who did the wrong thing was obviously her all along, but she always acted so high and high, saying that she would do things that are beneficial to him, but in fact she played tricks on others, and everything she did seemed to be good. Comprehensible, but it doesn't look like condescending tolerance, mercy and kindness——
Why would he want to fulfill her hobby of being a great kind person—a great sage? !How could she, after depriving others of their only hope in life, still be able to retreat and accept the admiration and admiration of those ignorant and ignorant fools? !
A surge of rage - welling up, causing him to take a step forward, grab her wrist, and slam it further into the room - snatched her wand from her hand as well.
Things are messy enough and bad enough.There was no need for an impulsive and reckless Gryffindor like her to add to the mess.As one of the dark lord's confidantes at the moment, he knew very well how much hatred she had attracted from the dark lord for her demeanor.To be more precise, the Dark Lord is trying to take her to the knife - a Muggle wizard, an outstanding representative of Gryffindor, Dumbledore's confidant, a key member of the Order of the Phoenix, and a professor of Muggle Studies at Hogwarts ...Every characteristic of her is enough to attract the Dark Lord's murderous intent!Not to mention that she has gathered all the traits that the Dark Lord hates!
Just as Snape was about to lecture her on "You have an obligation to preserve Lily's body, so you'd better not seek death yourself", he felt a flash in front of his eyes—
That impostor actually fit him and jumped on him, hitting his chest directly!
He was caught off guard, and there was a buzzing sound in his normally calm and proud brain, and it completely stopped working for a few seconds.
When the sudden sense of paralysis subconsciously caused by being attacked passed—in fact, it seemed to last only a few seconds, and he still had confidence in his self-control—he suddenly found that she had regained Got my wand back from him!
...It turns out that she pounced on it just to get back her wand?
This realization flooded into his mind, and in an instant there was a thud in his brain, and a flame rose up, which spread throughout his body; he felt as if he was about to be humiliated and teased. To be able to fight back immediately, to be scorched alive by the shame and the flames of rage at feeling somehow defeated in front of her.
He was stiff and gnashing his teeth.He heard that his own voice seemed to be distorted by this extreme anger.
"Let go, counterfeit!"
But that imposter didn't mean to let go at all—from before to now, she had never heard his words.
She hugged his waist tightly.And despite so many layers of clothes, he still seems to be able to feel the almost burning heat brought by her body temperature directly on the surface of his skin, which makes him seem to be choking to smoke--
What the hell is going on with this man?Why was she the only one who held on to him when the whole world had abandoned him?Why can't he just throw him in the dark like everyone else and let him get eternal peace?Why can't she play her villain role well, don't care about him, and don't rush to catch him, upset him, and wish to deduct [-] points for Gryffindor? ! ...
【ToBeContinued...】
The author has something to say:
February 5:
Since everyone is cracking the wall and asking for a special episode from the perspective of a professor, well, let's come up with an [.
Today is a good day, so choose a day instead of hit the day hahh
Let me say it first, since it is a non-responsible side story, if I wrote something old-fashioned or broken, please pretend you didn’t see it ww
[Thunder warning ahead! ! OOC warning! !Old meme alert! ! 】
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