novelraw Chapter 1146 [No Responsibility Extra Shannan Chapter] 7
Chapter 1146 [No Responsibility Extra Shannan Chapter] 7
He knew what was coming.Compared with the Boshin War, the defeat of the shogunate, and the end of the Shinsengumi, the current disputes and scheming seem like a joke.
When Kokotaro Ito approached him step by step, his face was calm and indifferent, but what he was thinking of was the evening when Yukoji changed. He walked in the corridor of the garrison, stood in front of her, and asked her The scene where the order to go to Yukoji for support was given.
When that Hijikata-kun showed a vigilant look towards him, as if he was afraid that he would come up with some new weird ideas and kidnap Kondo-kun, what he was thinking of was that night in Sendai City, the other world. Hijikata-kun knelt on the ground, held his hand tightly, gritted his teeth and tried his best to endure the heartfelt, real grief, anger, regret and intolerance, and said to him in a rough voice, "Take the Shinsengumi's How important things are, it is easy to understand this matter just by looking at Shannan-kun."
He kind of wanted to laugh, but also kind of wanted to sigh.He felt that fate had played a big joke on him, and it ended up bringing him back here now.
"I don't want to be a bloodthirsty evil ghost..." He answered her in a low voice, "But now I find that I have got rid of that identity, but I haven't become any happier..."
She seemed a little surprised, but she didn't ask any more questions, but looked directly at him, her eyes were calm and soft, not at all like staring at a bloodthirsty evil spirit, but like a friend, a brother, A very important person who had left a place in her heart——
He heard her say clearly: "In my mind, Mr. Shannan has only one identity."
After a pause, she continued: "That is the chief of the Shinsengumi—you are not some bloodthirsty evil spirit. You are our reliable chief, and you have never lost your gentleness, composure, calmness and wisdom at any moment. , no matter what happens, I have to discuss it with you before I can rest assured... This is Mr. Shannan in my mind."
Shannan:! ! !
He opened his eyes slightly in surprise.
But she was still talking in a calm tone, as if she hadn't noticed how much her words had brought to his heart.
"At Ikeda House, in Yukoji... when those big events happened, you were the one who sent me out. You must have confidence in me to send me there..."
"Also, even in this flower street, didn't you come here quietly, and encouraged me when I lost my confidence and felt confused and doubtful about the future?"
Shannan: "..."
Yes, of course he remembered that time.
He was a "dead person" at that time, and it was impossible for him to openly show up in the bustling Huajie to carry out his mission.Although he knew in his heart that she was strong enough to retreat completely, he was still worried.
Because that time, Yukimura Chizuru also went to take on the task of "inside detective" with her.
His feelings for Yukimura Chizuru are very strange. On the one hand, he seems to be condescendingly pitying that completely weak woman, because she has almost no ability to survive in this troubled world if she does not accept their protection; on the other hand, he is a little crazy Because she is an out-and-out ghost, possessing a powerful ghost power that even she can't control and can't make good use of.
Those powers made him crazy in his eyes. Considering this, Yukimura Chizuru seemed to him like an innocent child staggering through the busy city with a lot of money, unaware of those ulterior motives in the next second. People can lay hands on her for these powers that she possesses but cannot use well.
He also thought about whether to use tenderness and consideration to win over Chizuru Yukimura and make her listen to him more; because her blood is not only sweeter and more attractive to Rakshasa than the blood of ordinary people. times, and of course it is ten times easier to manipulate her than to manipulate other women - such as another woman in the Shinsengumi, Kiyohara Yukiha.He was thinking about whether to study the superiority of the ghost race compared to the Rakshasa, whether to cheat some blood from Chizuru Yukimura to continue the research, and see if he could continue to improve and become Rushui, and at the same time fight for a better life for himself. More time and more power...
But in the end, he found that he had accomplished nothing.He had indeed been talking to Yukimura Chizuru tenderly, and even presented her with a gorgeous hairpin; but at those times, Kiyohara Yukiha always came to mind in his mind.
When he spoke softly to Yukimura Chizuru, he would think about what Kiyohara Yukiha would think if he saw this scene.When he gave the hairpin to Yukimura Chizuru, he would think that if Kiyohara Yukiha knew this fact, would he be angry, would he feel hurt, would he be so angry that he would turn his face away from him.
Even on the night of the Obon Festival in the third year of Qingying, the two of them went out to watch the Daimonyaki together, but when they met Chizuru Yukimura who was a little bit aggrieved and walked alone on the street, and was almost knocked over by someone, he Although he immediately supported Qianzuru in time, and spoke to Qianhe gently, but what he really wanted to see in his heart was Kiyohara Yukiha's reaction.
He wondered if she would react more than "reasonable," if there would be a tinge of injustice on her face at his gentle treatment of others; but he could see nothing, and she He even readily gave him up to Chizuru Yukimura, while he turned around and left——
He was so impressed with that night.Because he seemed to have never been so angry before, and even for a moment his head was buzzing with anger, and his breath was suffocated.
And earlier that night, when they didn't meet Yukimura Chizuru, they hid in the gap between the two houses in order to escape the stalking of Kano Shuo, the guard of the imperial tomb, and pretended to be a pair of passionate lovers. The faces that covered each other were exposed and recognized by others; at that time, he was really impetuous, and for the first time lost his sense of calm as an adult, and even lost a lot of vigilance against the dangerous enemies that were being followed by the outside world , just because of this sudden, excessive closeness and intimacy; but when the crisis passed, he soon realized that she was not so shaken, which disappointed him, annoyed him, and made the bad little thing in his heart The flames soared, wanting to do more extreme things to test and retaliate——
So whenever Qingyuan Xueye also came to talk to him, he wanted to talk to him well, but he couldn't help but have some bad thoughts, and wanted to use a worse tone and attitude to test whether she knew about him or not. How would she feel about the terrible things she had done? She still wanted to test how bad she had done before she would give up on him in despair.
He wants to test the bottom line of her tolerance for him, and also wants to get some gentle treatment and shining trust from her. In this way, relying on these short words and tenderness, he can stay in the dark longer, and he can Endure the pain of those darknesses eating you longer.
He is like a patient who has been poisoned, knowing that the warmth, admiration, and trust that taste like sweet honey will stir his internal organs when he swallows it, and it will turn into poison and corrode to the bone. His reason, heart and lungs finally left his body empty and dark; but he still couldn't stop.
So on that day, he knew that she sent a wandering girl to the village to report the letter, and also knew that it was an unfortunate day that the cadres were busy with other things and would come back later.Kondo-kun was summoned by the guardian of Kyoto that day, and only he and Hijikata stayed in the village.
After they received the news, they had an urgent discussion, because according to the original plan, after receiving the exact information, they should immediately respond to Chizuru Yukimura, who has no combat power and self-protection ability, to withdraw from the corner house, and another group of cadres rushed into the corner house to fight against him. The ronin fight; but now they have no one to use - the stealth mission is unexpectedly taking too much time, and their Shinsengumi can't keep everyone in the corner room on call for a long time.However, it was such a strange coincidence—the only person who could be dispatched immediately was Hijikata, so——
The earth finally decides to bring Yukimura Chizuru back to the village first, leaving Kiyohara Yukiha to wait for the opportunity to act on the spot, delaying time until Okita, Saito, Yongcang and others arrive, and then wipe out the futile ronin.
But there is only one place to take risks in this plan - let Qingyuan Xueye take risks.
Shannan wanted to object.He even wanted to persuade Hijikata to send Yukimura Chizuru out of the gate of Shimabara, and he would be responsible for escorting Yukimura Chizuru back to the village, and let Hijikata go back to meet Kiyohara Yukiba first.However, on the way from Shimabara to the settlement, many places were unavoidable, brightly lit roads, and it was still dark when they received the notice, and Shannan's power as a Rakshasa had not fully recovered, which was inconvenient Walk outside.This proposal was rejected by the earth.
Shannan also knew that from a rational point of view, it was not a difficult task to let Qingyuan Xueye stay in that corner room by himself for a while and just continue to lurk for a while to procrastinate.Before the truth of her identity as a woman was exposed, Qingyuan Xueye was even sent out to execute the death plan. She was not a delicate little white flower, and she had enough combat power to escape from the death plan.But at that time, they were able to send "Kyohara Yukiya" to execute the death plan without hesitation, and their mood had changed.Now he just found it hard to sit back and watch her alone in the big, dangerous corner room.
So he proposed to go to Shimabara after dark, and the earthwork would still send Xuecun Chizu out, and then he could escort Chizuru back to the village.But Tufang felt that if that was the case, there would be long nights and more dreams, and if something happened during this period, there would be more troubles, so he left the village in a hurry.
Shannan endured the weakness and discomfort all over his body, and stood in the shadow of the corridor to watch Hijikata's figure go away quickly, but he also knew in his heart that if he went out now, even if he arrived at the scene, he would only cause trouble for everyone.The inconvenience of being a Rakshasa made him extremely resentful at that moment, and he even took that emotion out on Hijikata—even though his reason told him that Hijikata had done nothing wrong.
When they decided to continue to take in Qingyuan Xueye, they had clearly informed her that they would continue to treat her as an ordinary soldier in the future, and would not give her extra preferential treatment just because she was a woman; He was still a little unsure of what she was thinking when he left her as an "ordinary soldier" on a dangerous mission.
Will you feel wronged?Will you be angry about it?Would he blame Hijikata who gave orders to her without regard for his own feelings? ... definitely will.
...But, will she give up her blind admiration and following of Hijikata because of this?Will you abandon Hijikata because of resentment and turn to others?
...Definitely, no way.
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February 5:
I seem to fall in love with Shannan-san's perspective【Hey
It feels delicious to eat alternately with the main text related to Hakuouki hhh
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