novelraw Chapter 1131 [No Responsibility Extra Story Professor Chapter] 30
Chapter 1131 [No Responsibility Extra Story Professor Chapter] 30
Snape: "...!!!"
... Just like back then, he felt that his brain was hit hard in an instant.
Of course, what was different from back then was that after receiving such a heavy blow, what he felt was no longer numbness, stiffness or pain.It was another emotion—a sequela—his brain was buzzing and shaking, and then the chaotic noise in his ears kept ringing to trouble his nerves; his head was hot, but his limbs were hot and cold, and he opened mouth, but can’t say anything, the whole person is like a fish out of water nailed to the cabinet, breathing heavily but no fresh air enters the lungs, and can only open his eyes in vain, as if suffocating Staring intently at what was happening in front of him and being powerless to stop——
He wanted to say "How dare you—!" as he did when he stopped her, and also wanted to say "Your brain full of achnatherum looks more like a powerful love potion than mine, full of Useless pink bubbles, just like Mr. Ron Weasley back then"...
But in the end, he couldn't say anything, and he even held his breath unconsciously, watching the woman with Lily's face, a strange smile appeared on the corner of her lips, and she stood on tiptoe to use it. Hands hooked around his neck, lips were getting closer and closer to his face——
The moment those red lips touched him, he suddenly closed his eyes.
In the next second, he felt a soft and moist touch on his lips—the woman's breath invaded his senses in an instant, filled his limbs, and connected his internal organs like thin threads. It was tightly bound and hoisted in an instant, and then his sanity and brain were all blown to pieces with a bang.
It was strange, for an instant he felt his body turned into a light cloud, floating in the bright sunny sky, so light that there was no weight at all; his mind was blank, except for the touch on his lips , other feelings seemed to have disappeared; the sun shone down and shone on his eyelids, making him feel that the outside world seemed to be bright and dazzling even though his eyes were closed, like a new world that had never been seen and never came ——
He shuddered.His body seemed to be out of his control, and it became hot and cold, making him shiver involuntarily; a little bit of cold sweat slowly oozes from his back, like a person who is already in a barren and desolate wasteland. A traveler who has traveled for too long, suddenly encounters a beautiful city in a magnificent oasis, is shocked, lucky and unbelievable, afraid that everything is just his own illusion——
No, that's not an illusion.That beautiful city in the oasis is real, he can hear the noisy and chaotic voices of people beside him——
"Little girl, since your young man is shy, it's the same if you give him an encouraging kiss..."
"Hey, little gentleman, go and kiss your beautiful girlfriend—"
"I don't have a date for the Yule Ball yet. Would you like to go to the ball with me, Severus?"
"Smile more at Christmas, Severus."
In the end, what emerged from the depths of his mind was what she had said to him at the Christmas ball held jointly by the three schools in the year when they were competing for the Goblet of Fire.
"I thought no matter how hopeless a liar was, he deserved a wonderful Christmas Eve."
And that song that plays when they dance together.
He once thought that he hadn't listened to it seriously at all, but the melody and lyrics emerged so clearly in his mind, as if the scene of that night had never been forgotten by him.
[Idon't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing Ineed
I just want you form your own
Morethan you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas you...]
His heart seemed to be seized by this bold and shameless lyrics, her laughter at that time turned into a thin thread, entangled his heart little by little, and then hung it high; her breath invaded him The world of her, the faint scent of her body filled his senses, her hands tightly wrapped around his neck, pressing his face infinitely towards him; it was the first time he felt the vitality in this world Life is flowing slowly, the flowers are fragrant, the trees are green, the snow is falling, the sun is dazzling, a small pine cone is hanging in the middle of the mistletoe garland above the head, and the air seems to be filled with the faint aroma of pine wood .
He seemed to have lived his whole life, but until now he felt deeply that life is beautiful.
I feel that Christmas is indeed a festival worth celebrating.
He didn't dare to open his eyes, subconsciously, he seemed to be weakly afraid that once he opened his eyes, this beautiful illusion that was almost unreal would disappear; but in his brain, he could almost describe her current state. Appearance - the corners of the lips are slightly raised, there may be a smug smile on the face, the long eyelashes tremble slightly, and the ends of the long eyelashes may gently brush his face because they are too close; although Lily has red hair And beautiful green eyes, but he didn't realize until now that the face was not the same as the Lily he remembered as a child.
The Lily in his childhood—the real Lily—had a stubborn and serious expression, a standard Gryffindor, perhaps sometimes too enthusiastic and forthright, jealous and vengeful, ignoring the tiny feelings of others; but gradually, The face grew into hers.
The same red hair and green eyes, but there is always a calm, gentle and confident smile between her brows, as if her soul is tough and powerful, nothing can shake her will, and nothing can erase her trust in him , even though he became a Death Eater, became one of Voldemort's most trusted lieutenants, and finally clashed with the Boy Who Lived in the Great Hall of Hogwarts in public, confronted Professor McGonagall and fled, Nor can this tenacious trust be dispelled...
That face was the face she was supposed to grow into.It was her face, not Lily Evans's.
Her name is Lily Evans, so the owner of that face is Lily Evans.Her name is Bigonia Columbine, so the owner of that face is Biggonia Columbine.Even her name is Esther, the owner of that face is Esther...
Ah, now he finally understands one thing.
It wasn't because of that face, that beautiful red-haired, green-eyed witch was named Lily Evans, and he had always tolerated her, giving in or backing down strangely in various places, and being directed by her to turn her around , just like a kid who has never seen the world——
It's because the person who instigates him, the person who teases him, who always ingeniously makes him overwhelmed, his mood goes up and down, and he is unable to make rational judgments, is just her.
At some point, his arms seemed to return to normal from the numbness.Then they seemed to have their own consciousness, and the next moment—very naturally, they encircled her waist and back, pressing her as much as possible to him, as if she had never left, as if As if I had never lost this person——
What is it about in that song?
['Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on tomesotight
What more can I do
Baby, all I want for Christmas you]
He let out a deep sigh from his throat, and then slightly loosened his lips that had just been tightly closed due to tension and panic, as if he had given up the last line of defense, and was defeated by her laughter, fragrance and kisses, crushing defeat——
Ahh, she was right.
She had told him in the Room of Requirement before the final battle at Hogwarts that everything would be fine.
So we must live well.she says.
It seemed to him now that what she said was always right.
Live well, and one day the world will give the best, sweetest, and most incredible rewards to those who make sacrifices, endure loneliness, shoulder heavy responsibilities, and move forward bravely.
Just like now.
He felt as if his body didn't belong to him anymore, he had a convulsion, as if he had some serious illness, his brain was dizzy and heavy, his ears were buzzing, his limbs lost strength, his body was so hot that he couldn't stand still, Just thinking about finding a support, the two supported each other and stood up together——
He felt that he was hypoxic, dizzy, and had a high fever, and the breath he exhaled was scorching hot flames, as if the whole world was going to be set on fire in the next second.
He marveled at the bottom of his heart, feeling that for the first time in his life, he actually understood the feelings of the young and stupid Mr. Ron Weasley at that time, because such a terrible thing as love potion was really a terrible invention, Everything from the mind to the body and mind can be dominated and dominated by it, and the whole person becomes a puppet controlled by this kind of reasonless and crazy emotion. He knows that if he gets rid of this emotion, he can regain his original rationality, calmness and high self-control. , but would rather fall into this quagmire called love like a bewitched, keep falling, keep indulging, keep indulging——
He suddenly remembered for no reason that after Ron Weasley was almost poisoned by the love potion and poisoned wine by mistake, Harry Potter did one thing right anyway, which was to rummage through The detoxified bezoar was stuffed into his stupid friend's mouth in time; when they teachers rushed to the school hospital after being notified, they had to witness a scene of savage love Shura field, watching two girls fight for Ron Weasley quarreled - at the time, he was so annoyed that he wanted to gouge out his own eyes, but Dumbledore said something meaningful.
He said: It's nice to be young, and you can still be hurt by love.
In fact, if you think about it carefully, the meaning of Dumbledore's words can also be interpreted as another kind——
It's good to be young, and you can worry about love.
Yes, he thought.
Compared with Dumbledore, who always liked to put the two of them together, the two of them - he and the woman whose name kept changing - were really young.
So, Dumbledore was right.
It's good to be young, and you can worry about love.
It’s good to be alive, and to be immersed in this whirlpool of weakness, dizziness, confusion, and joy, as if you have been drugged with love, and feel that life is real, the world is fresh, and everything you have experienced Suffering and all troubles are valuable; I feel that even if I am abandoned by my parents and the world, I am also valuable, worthy of being cherished and loved by others——
Will go, try my best to hug and retain, cherish him seriously, found him in the corner of the world, always believed in him faithfully, held his hand and saved him when he was sinking in the dark abyss That person whose life was supposed to flow unstoppably.