novelraw Chapter 1025 [Chapter 6] 39
Chapter 1025 [Chapter 6] 39
He felt extremely shocked for a moment.There was a buzzing in his head, as if the whole world disappeared and blurred behind her, only her in front of him actually existed, and only her voice echoed in his world, extremely clear; In his world - in the world at this moment, only she is the only one.
It never occurred to him that she thought so.
Although he used to be good at using some not-so-advanced auxiliary skills (?) such as "Sweeping the Earth and Confused Eyes" during battles, in general, he still took an open and aboveboard route when solving problems.
Perhaps the most dishonest thing he has done in his life is that after Kondo was arrested, all rescue methods and methods failed, and he had to force Kiyohara Yukiha to return to the dark family she wanted to escape. Finally try to rescue Kondo to make an effort——
Therefore, now he wants to rectify the name of the Shinsengumi and defeat Satsuma, an old opponent who has been hostile for a long time. Under the banner of "Regiment", fight with those Satsuma people with their lives...
It's not like she, from the beginning of the meeting, she wore a false name and a false identity, and even disguised her real gender-then, she also did tasks such as infiltrating in disguise, and finally said goodbye to him. With the help of the "brother" who was furious because the situation went out of control, she revealed her true identity; until now, she is still like this, standing in the shadows, standing in the dark, using a false identity to cover up her real identity Purpose, in order to achieve the purpose, he would not hesitate to lurk in the hostile camp and do things against his will until the end——
If he is the one standing in the light, then she is the one hiding in the shadows.
If he held a shining belief in his heart and was Shidou's last beacon, then she was a long shadow cast by the light with a secret in her heart that could not be said.
They share the same beliefs, have the same memories, and have walked the same long road together... However, today, they finally discovered that they are actually two completely opposite people.
They are the deputy chief of the Shinsengumi and secret agents of the pro-Changzhou, outstanding members of the Shinsenbrigade and behind-the-scenes spies of the Satsuma rebels, a generation of heroes in the torrent of history and ordinary girls from the future. It is male and female, light and dark, firm and compromise, light and shadow.
For about ten seconds, the scene suddenly fell into silence.
Neither of them spoke, and with the sound of the night wind blowing, there was only the sound of their breathing.
Finally, Hijikata moved his feet slightly—adjusted his center of gravity; then, his gaze slowly moved up from his own hand holding her arm, and fell on her face.
The next moment, with a force of his hand, he pulled her towards him.Meeting no resistance, she crashed into his arms.
He wrapped his hands around her shoulders and pressed on her back, as if he wanted to press her tightly against him, as if he wanted to embed her deeply into his flesh and blood and integrate with him.
"...Really." He whispered like a sigh.
"Although I don't seem to care what the answer they can give is, but if you think it must be done, then go for it."
The deputy chief's deep and magnetic voice echoed in Liu Quan's ears. The heavy bass shook her heart and made her dizzy, as if she would lose her mind and succumb to such a beautiful voice in the next second. here, blindly following every word the voice uttered.
"Because I understand one thing now—"
Unusual, the deputy chief hesitated for a moment, as if what he was going to say next was a hindrance to him; he paused for a moment before continuing.
"The people who were trapped in the 'death of Mr. Kondo' and couldn't really come out, besides me, maybe... you too."
Liu Quan:? !
She opened her eyes wide in surprise!
However, the deputy chief who was hugging her tightly and talking above her head didn't see her expression.
He still continued in a sigh-like tone:
"I understand...the person who caused this situation is me."
"At the beginning... because of the desperate reason, I did too much to you and forced you to go back to that terrible family that you tried so hard to escape..."
"So, you have to go through the pain of 'unable to rescue Mr. Kondo' just like me."
When he said this, he stopped again.When he spoke again, there were slight fluctuations in his tone, as if he was trying his best to fight against the ups and downs of emotions and the resurging sadness.
"This pain must have bound you. I'm sorry for trapping you in such guilt until now."
Liu Quan:! ! !
She opened her mouth in shock, and before she could speak, she heard the deputy chief continue to speak calmly.
"You have tried your best... Xue Ye, no matter when, you have done well."
"Kondo-kun, who insisted on keeping you at the beginning, really deserves to be our respected general... He made a good decision. I'm not as good as him..."
One of his hands suddenly slipped to the back of her head, he seemed to hesitate for a moment, and then slowly stroked her hair.
"He left for me the person I should cherish the most... Kondo-kun, maybe you know me better than myself."
Liu Quan:! ! !
The heart beat ten times faster in an instant.It jumped almost abnormally, as if it was about to fly out of her mouth in the next second and soar up into the night sky.
The deputy chief paused again.This time, there was a faint smile in his voice.
"I also feel that I understand him a little better... Maybe he doesn't care what kind of answers you can get from those Samos, because he has already practiced his loyalty by himself—"
"However, if you feel that doing this will fulfill your loyalty and commitment to Kondo-kun, then you can do it."
The deputy head gently stroked the hair on the back of her head, and his fingertips penetrated into her tangled hair, and slowly straightened it out.
"You, it's been like this for so many years..." He actually commented on her with a sigh and a smile.
"...He is a stubborn person. It seems that there are not many things to be afraid of... No matter how difficult and dangerous the situation is, he will rush forward with a dull head—"
"At the beginning, I would think that having this kind of subordinate is so worry-free... Later, I have a terrible headache, and I worry about it every time!"
The deputy chief actually complained.
Liu Quan felt that his last few words were like a sledgehammer, directly piercing through her celestial cap, causing her brain to vibrate along with it.
She stammered and asked, "What do you mean by holding on to your heart, Mr. Hijikata...?"
The deputy chief's hand stroking her hair suddenly paused slightly.Then, he coughed nonchalantly.
"...Because I'm afraid that your recklessness will make you do something terrible, which will cause consequences that even I can't solve!" There seemed to be a layer of annoyance in his tone.
"I've always wondered, what if one day your adventures lead to some bad consequences, what if you are taken away by that danger and never come back... Then, suddenly one day, you really and never came back—”
Speaking of this, the deputy chief paused suspiciously, his chest heaving violently, as if he was trying to suppress the emotions that were on the verge of explosion.
"...Really, don't worry, idiot!"
As if to cover up his overly vacillating emotions, the deputy chief said in a rough voice on purpose, without too much embellishment between the words, the words were rude and straightforward.
However, when he uttered the two syllables "Ba Ga" in a slightly trembling voice, Liu Quan trembled all over.
As if a bolt of lightning hit the spine, and then rushed from there to the soles of the feet, her body gradually trembled until she could hardly stand still, and she could only hug his waist tightly, shaking her whole body. All the weight can be thrown into his arms.
How to do how to do.
There has never been a moment like this moment, making her deeply attached to him, wanting to stay by his side, always standing where he can see, giving him headaches, troubles, and worrying about him, but not Let him worry again; there has never been a moment like this moment that made her deeply understand that protecting the world from collapse allows him to exist longer, live to ten years, 20 years, 50 years, 100 years Years later, how important it is to her.
If you ask the deputy chief, "If there is a chance for Mr. Kondo to live, but you will never see him again, would you accept it?", you will probably get the same answer.
Sometimes, there are people who are always in our hearts, the most important people, just know that they are alive, somewhere in some world, safe and healthy, doing what they want, like a star in the night sky, drowned in the sea of people No longer easily seen in the center, but forever elsewhere, shining brightly—and that might be enough.
She grinned, but it took several attempts before she could let out a low, slightly hoarse laugh.
"Because Hijikata-san said—"
As soon as she opened her mouth, she realized that her voice was terribly hoarse, as if it had been polished by gravel.
She tried to calm down, blinked, and blinked away a teardrop hanging from her long eyelashes.
"'Ask for obsession/If you don't ask, there is no confusion/The way of love'—right?"
Earthwork: "..."
He was dumbfounded for a moment before his dull brain realized what she had said.
...the haiku he wrote!
Damn it, the book where he secretly wrote the haiku collection really fell into the hands of the chief executive and her.Moreover, she really memorized every song!
He choked, and the sentimental atmosphere just now was swept away; his eyes widened subconsciously and he was about to roar, just like when he found out that his haiku collection had been stolen many years ago in the garrison like that.
"You—!" Before he could say anything, she heard a real chuckle.
"Sousse-kun, although he stole Mr. Hijikata's haiku collection, he can't recite Mr. Hijikata's haiku." She said.
"Only I can—don't you understand, Hijikata-san?"
Earthwork: "..."
understand... what? !
In the next second, she revealed the answer neatly.
"Because I like Hijikata-san. That's why I recite all Hijikata-san's haiku. That's why I want to know everything about Hijikata-san. That's why I want to maintain this world with Hijikata-san—"
She raised her head in his arms and looked up at him.The moonlight fell on her beautifully curved chin.
"I think I'm a lucky person to be able to go back to Mr. Hijikata again," she said.
Earthwork:! ! !
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February 9:
I'll reply to your messages when I get back tonight.
I've been too busy recently, so I don't have time to reply to messages ==
Because I'm too busy, I want to brush up the content of brainless sweet talk [Hey!
Everyone, just drink glass slag and mix sugar with me [You are enough
PS. The girl quoted the deputy chief’s haiku "Seek and be fascinated/If you don’t ask, you will have no confusion/The way of love" means that love is like this. If you fall in love, you will definitely feel troubled. Don’t talk about it. Then there will be no confusion.
In fact, the girl is saying, even if I trouble you, you still like me, right?
Next update: Should it be the afternoon or evening of the next day (28th)?
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