Stars In His Eyes

Chapter 1837: Willing to Treat You with True Feelings 50

"No one has wronged me, and there’s nothing bad."

Without any warning, Ye Zi burst into tears, "Lin Deng, please don’t come anymore, okay? I’m doing well here, living comfortably. I have a room all to myself, no one disturbs me. When I want to read, someone brings me books. When I want to eat, someone delivers it to me. Everyone is kind to me, they all smile and talk with me. I’m living a carefree life here, everything is great."

But I just miss you so much, I just want to see you, I’m uncontrollably yearning for you.

However, knowing that this longing only tears my heart apart, knowing that this longing is just wishful thinking, I still can’t help but miss you.

I keep telling myself to let go, not to long for someone who doesn’t belong to me, yet the more I try to let go, the more I can’t stop, the more crazily I miss him.

That’s all, nothing more.

Watching Ye Zi get up and leave, Lin Deng didn’t even know how he stumbled out of the women’s prison.

In his mind was only one sentence.

Lin Deng, please don’t come anymore, okay?

Seeing Ye Zi get up and run away, Lin Deng almost blurted out, Ye Zi, do you regret it? Are you starting to resent the burden I’ve brought you?

Does Ye Zi regret knowing him, regret being good to him?

After that, when Lin Deng went to the women’s prison again, Ye Zi indeed never came out to see him again.

Lin Deng went once, waited once, each time waiting for half a day, but he still couldn’t see Ye Zi.

Unable to see her once, Lin Deng waited twice, three times, four times, and in this waiting, half a year went by.

He Da and Chen Ning had their wedding, one was held in the capital, He Da gave Chen Ning a grand wedding. On that day, they moved all the guests present. The normally taciturn He Da read a letter he wrote in front of everyone, which lasted for more than twenty minutes, bringing all the guests to tears.

That day, everyone was very happy, everyone was joyful, everyone was wishing He Da and Chen Ning well. Everyone who knew Lin Deng asked him, since He Da and Chen Ning are married, what about you, Lin Deng? When are you planning to get married?

After attending He Da and Lin Deng’s wedding, Lin Deng went back and wrote a very long letter.

In his heart, Lin Deng found the answers to those questions asked at the wedding.

He told Ye Zi that he also wanted to get married, but the person he wants to marry doesn’t seem to want to see him recently, without knowing if she’s mad at him, or if she blames him for not protecting her and instead dragging her down, or if she’s angry that he left her alone in that solitary place.

In the letter, Lin Deng told Ye Zi that once she comes out, he would marry her and have her as his bride. He wants to earn back all the red envelopes given out over the years at once, and let Qi Chengnan and those with cynical doubts see that he, Lin Deng, also has an agreeable wife.

At the end of the letter, Lin Deng also told Ye Zi that in a few days, he would return to see her.

After writing the letter, Lin Deng entrusted Chen Ning to personally deliver it to Ye Zi. Among their group, Chen Ning has the best relationship with Ye Zi.

Chen Ning didn’t refuse and agreed, saying that she was going to deliver wedding sweets to Ye Zi anyway, so she would help Lin Deng deliver the letter as well.

When Chen Ning went to the women’s prison, He Da accompanied her. They came under the pretense of delivering wedding sweets, and Ye Zi did come out to see them.

"Congratulations to you both." Ye Zi was a bit surprised that He Da and Chen Ning, who had just gotten married, would specifically come to deliver wedding sweets to her.