Shuiqiancheng

Chapter 5

I ran away in a hurry. The university toilets are much better than those in high school. There are single rooms with toilets, which are much safer. You don’t have to be like high school. You can only hold back when you go to school. In order to avoid going to the toilet, you have to drink less liquids and the like. food.

And this caused me to be constipated all the year round, and I had to have an enema again as a last resort.

Inconvenience in life, whom to tell, I don't want to talk about it.

Rushing into the private room, closing the door, and letting go of myself, ah, it's finally safe, there is no danger of incontinence.

I came out, washed my hands, the water was so cold.

Someone hugged her back suddenly, raised her head in horror, and saw that face, Bai Xuefeng!

My classmate of three years in high school, big brother, first time crush, crush!

The first time I saw his name, I was attracted. It is a romantic and beautiful name, and his grades are very good. I am the first and he is the second.

When the classmates introduced each other, I saw him. Because he was well developed and tall, he was already 180 at that time. He was thin and tall, clean and gentle.

I, who have never liked anyone before, unknowingly and inexplicably pay more attention to him.

For him, in life and study, he responds to every request, answers every question, obeys orders, and accepts everything.

By the time I realized that I might like him, I was already stuck in the mud and couldn't extricate myself.

After the incident in which he refused to save happened, our relationship deteriorated completely.

I have also completely become a venting person in the school. Anyone who sees me, as long as he finds it unpleasant, can vent his anger in any way he can think of.

In order to keep my biggest secret, I can only endure all kinds of love jokes from my classmates without a bottom line.

I tried my best to turn my body and face him: "I still have something to do, I'm going to be late."

He pressed me hard, my lower back pressed against the washbasin, and I leaned my face back as much as possible so that I could stay away from him.

"When I was a child, I raised a little white rabbit, which was very cute, with white fur, red eyes, soft and fluffy.

In addition to being particularly attractive in appearance, his temperament is more docile.

I hold his ear, he doesn't struggle, I hold him, he doesn't struggle.

I put him on my lap and he doesn't run.Put him in a cage, and he stays quietly.

I feed him grass every day, and I feel so happy watching him eat grass.

He grows up day by day, he is white and fat, I like him very much.I also named him Xiaobai.

But one day, when I went home for dinner, my mother gave me a bowl of braised pork, and I ate very happily.

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When I went to feed Xiaobai again, I found that the cage was empty. I asked my mother, where did Xiaobai go?

While washing the dishes, my mother said nonchalantly, "He was the one you ate just now."

I looked at him in a uncomfortable posture, the posture of the two of them was absolutely ambiguous, I don't know why he told this horrible story at this time.

"You know how I felt when I was six years old? I still remember that feeling to this day.

I don't know why adults want to eat cute little animals.

This feeling of horror to this day, makes me feel that my favorite, cute, will suddenly one day in my normal day,

Suddenly it disappeared. "

He looked at my face greedily, and put his arms around my waist, "So, I'm afraid to like you.

When I found out you liked me, I was scared. "

My eyes widened involuntarily, does he know that I like him?

"You are so obvious, even a fool can see it." He kissed my face which was an inch closer.

"So, I'm afraid of liking you, afraid of being gay, afraid of being said, afraid of being excluded.

I just hurt you, I just refuse to save you, I bully others, I turn the whole world upside down to cover up my fear.

The fear of liking someone, the fear of being bullied.

In fact, this world is reversed, because I dare not face my own heart. "

My nose is close to his nose, each other's breath, with white smoke, is inhaled and exhaled in each other's mouth and nose.

My heart was beating violently, and the skin on my face was not flushed when I was shy, but pale when I was afraid.

Three years in high school, I have recognized what kind of person you are, liking someone like you is not the most tragic thing,

Being liked by you is the most tragic thing!

"So, it's not too late for us to flip the world back to normal." He looked me in the eyes and said without a doubt.

What does this mean?Is the white horse going to turn around?

"I have someone I like." Shen Jiu is the one who deserves to live forever.Sunny, warm, cheerful, upright, kind.

He raised his eyebrows: "I know. Isn't it Young Master Shen Qi?"

I was very surprised, how did he know about Shen Qi?Thought, me and him?What a big black pot!

"Don't you go online? Your university post bar is full of your photos. One of your buildings has thousands of floors.

I don't surf the Internet, and I'm not interested in going to my university's post bar.My goal is not in the country.

"Let me go, I just made an appointment with him, and I'll wait for him after school. I'm going to be late now."

I freed his arm and went to open the bathroom door.

"I will go with you."

"Need not."

"You really like the new and hate the old."

who is newwho is oldignore him.

Go quickly to the appointed place, most of the students in the school have gone home, only those in their department are still taking the exam,

There were not many people, and Bai Xuefeng kept chasing and pulling my arm.

"You give me the strength, don't you? In the past, you were so obedient and rushed to find me.

Are you that cheap?It’s hard for me to change my mind and come to you, but you’ve turned your nose up.”

see it?This is Bai Xuefeng, a gentle scum with a small chicken stomach, not responsible!

I can do everything according to my own heart. When I want to bully you, I don't have to do it myself.

Now I want to chase you, and you should take the initiative to throw yourself into my arms, otherwise you will be ignorant and guilty.

Ben Baima came to you with honor, so you have to be grateful and weeping for your cooperation.

I don't want to get entangled with him. It turned out that I was ignorant and liked you. I was blind, but now I don't like you.

The person I like is a hundred times better than you!

Seeing Shen Qi and his classmates talking and laughing from a distance, I raised my hand: "Sai Wen!"

Seeing me raising my hand to call for help, Bai Xuefeng was also in a hurry. The original little white rabbit, obedient rabbit, didn't listen to his call anymore.

He pulled me into his arms and covered his mouth as soon as he grabbed it. Everything I wanted to say was covered by his lips.

He just wanted Shen Qi to see us like this and know his relationship with me!Declaring sovereignty, sowing discord, unfortunately, he chose the wrong audience for the show!

I was also in a hurry, and pushed him hard. He probably didn't expect me to resist so violently, and was pushed away all of a sudden.

Big brother's face, a little bit lost face, I shouted: "Severn!" and ran to him.

Bai Xuefeng rushed over from behind, and with the huge impact, I was knocked forward and fell straight down. Suddenly, my lips and the ground kissed firmly. Suddenly, I felt a fishy-sweet liquid coming from my nose. and mouth watering.

I don't understand why Bai Xuefeng did this?Is it just that the obedient little white rabbit has another owner?

My little white rabbit, if I want to kill or beat it, it's all my business, and it's mine to throw aside, but no one else can intervene!

Before the two of us got up from the ground, Shen Qi's bodyguards had already arrived.

Bai Xuefeng was quickly subdued, and Shen Qi had already rushed over, seeing my mouth and nose was bleeding, covered with dust, and I was in a panic,

"Xiao Shui Shui, oh, my God."

He hurriedly helped me to the infirmary to clean the wound.

I covered my mouth and nose, I was ashamed, this was the first time I was abused after I went to college, and my elder brother did it himself!

I feel so unaccustomed!

The doctor on duty washed me immediately, and the scarf was also stained with blood and was thrown aside. The inner membrane of the nasal cavity was ruptured, and I was stuffed with cotton pads to stop the bleeding.

The inner side of the lower lip was broken, stuffed with cotton wool, and contained it.

I can't speak clearly, anyway, I don't talk much.

Shen Qi looked at Bai Xuefeng, and punched him straight up!

The corner of Bai Xuefeng's mouth was bleeding immediately, instead of being angry, he smiled instead: "Master Shen Qi, do you really care about cutie?

This punch is strong enough!like a man. "

"You don't need to tell me, I know who I am." Shen Qi shook his wrist.

"But, Young Master Shen Qi loves him so much, do you know about his past?

Has he told you about his past?

I am his eldest brother for three years in high school, and I have witnessed many things with my own eyes.

Your little cutie has a very tortuous, bizarre and bumpy past.

The scheming is so deep that even I have been deceived. "Bai Xuefeng sneered sinisterly with blood dripping from the corner of her mouth.

If my scheming is not deep, if I don't try my best to live carefully, I am afraid that my secret will not be a secret long ago.

I don't know how many times I was violated, right?

After hearing what he said, Shen Qi looked back at me, "What does his past have to do with me?"

After hearing this, a mysterious smile appeared on the corner of my mouth, your past really has something to do with me.

Bai Xuefeng was taken aback: "When he was in high school, he liked me!"

Oh, after hearing what he said, Shen Qi turned around and asked me: "Do you still like him now?"

I shook my head firmly.

Shen Qi turned around: "Okay, he doesn't like you now, you are at best just an ex, disappearing before my eyes.

Don't make me see you a second time!

Now he is under my cover! "Shen Qi's capriciousness and domineering, at this moment, is so powerful and relieves his anger!

Bai Xuefeng smiled: "Okay, Young Master Shen Qi, let's see which of us will have the last laugh! I will give you a big gift."

Wiping the blood from my mouth, I took a deep look at me, like a cobra staring at its prey, and I couldn't help shivering again.

Deep-rooted habit, the gift he said was never a good thing.

Just like: the joke of "love"!

Like a fat man knocking my head on the radiator, bleeding profusely. I, who still don’t understand the rules of this world, told my dad and went to the teacher. The teacher said: “My classmates like your children, so I messed around with your children.” , if he doesn't like your child, ignore him!

Parents, don't be too sensitive, let the children establish their own order, which is also part of the social relationship.

From then on, I slowly understood that this school is a jungle, full of teenage hormones, teenagers who don't know what to do, like little beasts, with nowhere to vent their energy, instinctive battles, wanting to stand out and be the best. Brother, I want others to listen to me.

Everyone wants to bully those who are weaker than themselves. There is no reason. Maybe he will come and punch you just by looking at him.

There is no justice, kindness here, the only rule is: the winner is justice.

I am four years younger than my classmates, and I often become a sandbag for them to vent their dissatisfaction for no reason, maybe it's just because they have just been bullied elsewhere.

There is another reason. On the first day of class, the teacher asked everyone to introduce themselves. My Mandarin has a hometown accent, and Wu Nong’s soft language. Chatting with people from our hometown is as good as singing Pingtan.

People here chat, like quarreling, the tone is more anxious, and the words are more humorous.

You thought they were going to fight, and the two laughed happily again.

Due to my special constitution, my voice has not changed significantly. It is still a child's voice, which is slower and softer than the Mandarin spoken by the locals.

I don't know who among the classmates listened to my self-introduction, so they just laughed and said, "sissy."

I want to make an excuse: I am not a mother, but I am more gentle and quiet.

Since then, this title has become my proper noun, from this class, to this grade, to the whole school.

Because there is a boy in another class who is a little girly, he will be compared with me, squeezed at the door of the classroom, and call me, when I look up, I laugh again, and then they conclude: "Ah, sure enough, it is still Your class, Shui Qiancheng, is more of a mother. Haha."

But this matter, I will not take the initiative to say, think of, mention.

Bai Xuefeng sneered and left.

Shen Qiyou looked at my face, "The lips are swollen."

"I'll go back to grandpa's house after the swelling subsides." To prevent grandpa from asking and worrying.

Shen Qi smiled: "It's a blessing in disguise, we can play for a few more days."

Looking at his heartless face, I was faintly worried, Bai Xuefeng.

Raising his hand, he put his arms around my shoulders habitually, and the two of them went home.

During these three days, I packed my luggage, called my grandfather, and told my father that I would go back to Dongshan directly and let him come back during the Spring Festival.

Then, after Shen Qi turned my lips over and carefully checked that the wound inside had healed, I went back to my hometown by car.

According to Shen Qi's temper, he must be at the door, kissing goodbye, I think he is clingy like a puppy: "It's not that he won't come back, it's just a winter vacation."

Open the door and get in the car.

I was sitting in the car, looking back at him, it was really rare to see him so lively, a little lonely, a little sad standing under the cold winter sky.

I feel uncomfortable in my heart.

"Stop the car." The driver stopped on the side of the road.

I opened the door and walked towards him. He was turning around to enter the door. When he saw me, his eyes flashed and he smiled.

I stood in front of him, tiptoed, and printed a kiss on his cool lips.Good morning kiss, good night kiss.without him.

"If you don't come here for a while, you won't be able to sleep at night again. You have to call me. This will be fine."

I find a reasonable explanation for my behavior.

He smiled brightly: "I will tell you Brother Ninth."

"Tell and tell, who is afraid of you?" Do you dare?Feel free to leave.

During the Spring Festival, traffic jams everywhere, and finally returned to the small town of Dongshan, still comfortable in my hometown.

Old houses, old neighbors, old markets, old rivers, familiar and kind, mainly because grandpa is here.

Grandpa is very happy that I am back.I asked my aunt to cook a lot of dishes, and asked my relatives in the local area to come to eat. It was lively, sitting around the big round table, and the whole family.

The steaming hot pot was gurgling, chatting casually, harvest, catch, prices, real estate, everyone chatted casually.

The atmosphere was great, and Grandpa encouraged me to drink too.

After being so drunk, I didn't wake up until noon the next day.

Grandpa saw that my eyes were blurred, and I was sitting on the chair sluggishly: "Go out and blow some air, and the hangover will be relieved after strolling around."

"Well. Grandpa, what do you want to eat, I just brought it back for you."

"Old Chentou's rice wine on the east side of the town, it's Chinese New Year, and his family's rice wine is going to be sold out. Let's buy a few catties and keep it."

"I'm going."

Stepping on the creaking wooden ladder, I went downstairs, passed by the wet patio, pushed open the solid wooden door, raised my legs, and stepped into the small street.

Gloomy!

I took out my mobile phone and looked for an angle. The background is a gray-blue brick wall, and there is a corner of the cornice exposed. The wall is about 400 years old, and the history is mottled by wind and frost.

Look for a good angle, a clean forehead, gentle eyebrows, big round eyes, a small straight nose, and ruddy lips. Doesn’t it look like a hangover?

I think it's okay, so let's take this one.

He took a selfie and sent it to Shen Jiu.

"Ninth brother, I'm going back to my hometown."

During this period of time, don't expect him to reply immediately, he is still in London!Because of time difference.

Sometimes, I also wonder why Shen Jiu and Shen Qi are twins, Shen Jiu has already participated in the management of the company and is in charge of it alone, while Shen Qi is studying for a diploma that doesn't matter much?

I was carrying ten catties of rice wine, two barrels, five catties a barrel, from the Chenjiami Hotel.

Step on the pavement of smooth stone-paved side streets.

Thinking that the person I like is in London thousands of miles away, a place I haven't had the chance to go to yet, but now I am in a thousand-year-old town,

Looking at the children in fat cotton clothes running by, holding marshmallows or lollipops in their hands,

It feels so time-traveling, the world is so small, yet extremely real.

Carrying two buckets, my hands hurt so much, I put them on the pier next to the small bridge, and rested for a while.

People kept coming across the bridge. I leaned on the railing of the bridge and watched the awning boat pass under the bridge.

Suddenly a person stood beside me: "Hey, Shui Qiancheng, are you on vacation?"

I turned around and saw a handsome, gentle and elegant boy from Jiangnan, another old classmate. Now that I go back to my hometown, of course I will meet my old classmate.

I nodded: "Zhao Nanxing, are you back too?"

We rarely saw each other since he transferred schools, and it was the first time we met in college.

He smiled: "Wine for your grandpa?" He looked at the two wine barrels in my footsteps.

I nodded, bent over to pick it up, and wanted to leave.Because I don't want to think of my past with him!

"I'll get it for you." He reached out and took a bucket naturally.

"No, I can carry it myself." Rejected.

"Your hands are red, and it's not far away. I'll deliver it to your home." He insisted, the town is not big, of course it's not far away.

But I don't want to go shopping with you.

In case any mad dog girl jumps over and bites me again!What happened these two days?The people you don't want to see come out one by one?

Compared to Bai Xuefeng, I don't even want to see Zhao Nanxing!Seeing him is even more embarrassing and awkward!

Oops, embarrassing cancer is about to strike!Forgive me, I can do it myself!

"It's just five catties of wine. It's not heavy. You still have something to do. Go get busy." I declined.

"I'm fine, I'm just wandering around in the street. I heard you came back last night, and I was going to visit you at your house, so I met you now."

He had already gone off the bridge with his wine in hand.

I had to follow behind.

He and my family are distant relatives. His grandpa's mother and my grandpa's mother are cousins. How far are they?Most of the old residents in the small town are related to relatives near and far.

My grandfather is still alive, so my relatives are not far away, and his parents will also come to pay New Year's greetings to my grandfather during the New Year's Day.

The elders in the family often talk about him and me. They are a few years apart in age. I have to call him cousin, and they are in the same grade.

Grandpa often said that Xiaocheng's generation, that is, Nan Xing and Xiaocheng were a good match, good-looking and good at studying.

The meaning behind the words was that he always wanted to marry Nan Xing and me, so he was relieved.

But, can dad agree?Of course not.

Dad is very helpless and embarrassed about my existence. He probably can't figure out whether to marry a man or a daughter-in-law in the future, so he will maintain the status quo and talk about it when the time comes.

Grandpa obviously regarded me as a girl, so he asked Nan Xing to come to my house to play and go to school together, and asked Nan Xing to take care of me.

For a while, Nan Xing and I could even be described as being inseparable. I thought he was my first friend at my grandfather's house.

But, later!

The troubles between me and Nan Xing are partly due to Grandpa!If it wasn't for my grandpa always wanting to marry me to him, and matching the two of us together, things wouldn't have reached such a level.

I followed Nan Xing thinking wildly, but he suddenly stopped in front: "Cotton candy, do you want to eat it?"

I looked up, and there was a marshmallow stand on the street, and there were colorful ones, a special product in winter. It was so hot in summer that the sugar would stick quickly, and the sugar shreds kept their shape well in winter.

The chubby, cute marshmallow stood on the stand, waiting for me to lick it, and couldn't help but lick my lips.

He looked at me looking at the marshmallow, and before I could answer, he said to the boss, "Boss has a colorful one."

The boss readily agreed, and started to shake the sugar with his hands and feet. I was fascinated by watching the magic-like craft, temporarily forgetting my troubles and enjoying the simple happiness for a while.

Soon the boss handed me marshmallows in colorful flower shapes, pink, green and white.

Take a sip, like eating a colorful cloud in the sky, so happy.

Zhao Nanxing helped me carry a barrel of wine with one hand, and I licked the marshmallow while walking, he smiled at me, "I'll take a bite too."

I handed it to his mouth, and he opened his mouth to bite down a big piece. "It's so sweet."

When it was delivered to the door, the marshmallows were finished. Standing in front of the door with the word "Fu" on it, I took the barrel and said, "Thank you. I'm home."

He stood there, behind him was an old wall that had grown moss for hundreds of years, and the young man's face looked extraordinarily youthful: "Let's play together when we have time."

Grandpa asked in the yard, "Who's there?"

I hurriedly replied: "No one." He replied at the same time: "I, Grandpa, Nan Xing."

Staring at him, he was about to leave, but when grandpa heard it was him, he said, "Nan Xing, come in, let's have lunch together."

Why!I can't stand it!Carrying the wine, I stomped into the yard, went to the kitchen to put it down, and prepared lunch with my aunt.

Leaving Nan Xing and grandpa watching fish and chatting in the yard, admiring the golden wintersweet by the gourd-shaped flower window in the corner.

Lunch, rice cakes, bamboo shoots, bacon, tofu, rice wine.The taste is delicious and the ingredients are fresh.

Especially for me who didn't eat in the morning, what I ate was extraordinarily sweet.

Grandpa watched me eating, and said to Nan Xing, "Nan Xing, you are welcome, Xiaocheng made this for you."

I almost spit out a mouthful of white rice, glanced at grandpa, lowered my head and continued to eat.

"It's all from my own family. You don't have to be polite, Xiaocheng is sorry. You don't have to be polite, you must eat enough."

With a mouthful of rice stuffed in his chest, he drank a sip of tofu soup, rushed, and glanced at Grandpa again. If you talk like that again, I will never let Zhao Nanxing enter the gate of our house in the future.