Shuiqiancheng

Chapter 11

However, you also believe in the reincarnation of souls, so when you see me, you think it's her!

Just take me for her!I turned out to be Jasmine's stand-in!

I whispered softly in his ear: "Let go of me, I can't breathe."

He loosened his arms around me, "Baby, as long as you wake up, everything will be fine."

Delighted, she looked at me greedily, touched her face, and kissed me again.

I was so calm that there was no ripple: "Why am I in the hospital?"

He grabbed my hand: "Baby, I'm sorry. I'll tell you when you get better."

"What's the name of Kuishan's daughter?"

He looked into my eyes, his clear eyes stained with pain: "You know?"

I looked at him calmly. Anyone who hurt me once, I will never forgive him, and I will never give him a second chance.

Because I have completely believed, trusted, relied on you, and given you everything!

So, never forgive!

"Her name is Jasmine, just like the name, like a jasmine that just bloomed in the morning, and was picked away before it could express its fragrance."

"You are also the one who taught?"

"I'm not, but Uncle Kuishan believes in that religion deeply.

The one taught to drink human blood, shave human skin, and offer human sacrifices.Uncle Kuishan would not listen to anyone's accusations against this religion. "

"They said, I am the goddess of that religion, I don't want to be."

I don't want to go back!

"You don't need to go back. You have already made sacrifices."

"What sacrifice?"

"When you are well, I will tell you."

There was a deep sadness hidden between his brows.

"What has happened has happened and passed away. As long as we are still alive, we will not be afraid of anything."

He took my hand, but I no longer feel warm.

Yes, what should have happened has happened, and we can't go back.

In the hospital, infusion in the morning and recuperation in the afternoon, Leng was by my side all the time. I asked him to go back to work, but he pushed, and he turned off work.

Focus on being with me.

I try my best not to get angry or angry, but it's really rare for me to be so stupid.

Whenever I see him, I see how stupid I am.

Stupid all the way,

I like Bai Xuefeng, and I only take second place in the exam.

Like Shen Jiu, so he worked hard to learn English, and wanted to study in England.

I like Leng Cuichuan, so I study acting, Japanese, Korean, Thai, and shoot commercials.

When do I, for myself, be myself?Always please.I also hope that there is someone who really likes me!

Please, Shen Jiu, please Shen Qi, please Leng Cuichuan, please grandpa, please grandma, please father,

Try to be a good baby in the eyes of some people, because of what?Is it because of his special constitution?

Wronged. . . . .

Leng Cuichuan kept coaxing me, "Baby, don't cry, I can't bear it when you cry.

If you feel uncomfortable, hit me, don't hold back.

I know you're not happy about Molly, but it's been 16 years,

You are the one I love most now.

Baby, don't punish yourself.

Can you hit me?

Baby, don't cry. "

I didn't want to talk to him, and turned away.

"Honey, we are still young, let's take care of it for a while, if you want a child, we will conceive another one."

He said it in passing.

I turned around abruptly and looked at him. He opened his mouth, forgetting that he wanted to hide this from me!

I stared into his eyes, and his eyes betrayed everything about him.

"What did you say, say it again." My wolf-like expression surprised him.

He was silent.

"Say." I suppressed the frenzy in my heart and calmly squeezed out a word.

"The other day I received a call from Xiaolin, saying that they had taken a fancy to you and wanted you to be a goddess, but I know they taught you.

If you want to be a goddess, then you will have no freedom. Wherever you live in the circle for the rest of your life, if you are worshiped as a god, you will have no freedom.

I flew over right away, but when I arrived, it was already late at night.

Their religious service is drawing to a close.

I reported the name of Uncle Kuishan, and finally entered the scene of the priest.

It turns out that you are not seen on the priest's altar.

I felt relieved, but everyone was facing each one on the priest's altar. . . "

His plump lips trembled, and in the middle of the full moon night, a group of people performed strange rituals in front of the bloody altar.

No matter who thinks, it is not a pleasant thing.

He changed the subject, "I didn't see you, so I looked for you right away, fortunately Xiao Lin was always by your side.

He said you had a miscarriage. "

I covered my eyes and slid under the blanket.

His big hand grabbed my hand: "Baby, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's all my fault, I was not careful."

No wonder, these days, I have been staying with me in the hospital, not letting me blow cold wind, not let me eat raw fruit, Thailand is so hot, and I have to cover it with a thin blanket.

It was so!

My heart aches like a knife.

I never thought that I would have a baby, but I also imagined, if I were a father, what would happen to me?

No matter how my child is, I will want it, and I will never abandon him alone!

Not how great I am!It's because I don't want my children to be treated the same way as I am!

But now?I am not as good as my father!

He didn't even know that he had a baby, and it disappeared out of nowhere.

I couldn't catch my breath, my heart was agitated, my limbs twitched, my eyes went dark, and I didn't know anything.

This time he was rescued quickly.

Another bottle of medicine was stuck on his hand.

Leng Cuichuan held my hand tightly nervously and remorsefully: "Baby, I'm sorry, you're fine, don't get over it."

"Where is the child?" I asked, and I regretted it after asking.

He did not answer.

"Sacrifice instead of me? Haha." I couldn't help laughing wildly, I couldn't tell if I was crying.

"Their teachings require pure people to sacrifice. Since you are pregnant, you no longer meet the standards of a goddess.

But our child, a boy just formed, a boy not yet born, is the purest and purest sacrifice.

There is no trace of secular fireworks or sin, so they let you go. "

This world is too crazy!Who can give me an answer?Why is it always me who gets hurt?

"If you want children, we will go to the United States, find the world's top doctors, and show them to you. We will still have some."

I sneered: "Hehe, that child is not yours."

Since I don't want to be with you anymore, this child is the best excuse.Although I'm not quite sure who this child belongs to, but it probably belongs to Shen Qi.

Sure enough, he was stunned. "Don't be mad at me. You, I still don't know?"

I looked at him viciously, and continued: "What do you know? When I was in high school, I seduced my best friend who had a girlfriend.

Also because of this incident, my good friend changed schools.

When I was in college, I even dated the two brothers at the same time.

I was also caught by my ex in high school, so I came to New Zealand to hide.

That child belonged to the younger brother of the two brothers.

Who do you count as my Shui Qiancheng's first boyfriend?

I do the math, the fourth, or the fifth.

You have the nerve to say that the child is yours! "

My acting class was not in vain, I never thought that the first one would be used on him, hehe, life is full of unexpected things.

He was breathing heavily from his nostrils, wanting to slap me, to irritate and humiliate me, he, Leng Cuichuan, who is loved by thousands of people, has ever suffered from this?

Raising my big hand, I yelled secretly, hit, hit, after the fight, the two of us will be completely finished!

His hands were trembling, his chest heaved violently, his face was flushed, and finally, his big hand stopped in the air for more than ten seconds, and he shook it fiercely,

Stride out, slam the door, and leave a sentence: "Take care of him."

All love is accompanied by hurt, and every hurt makes people grow.

It's just this growth, why is it so painful, and I have to bear it alone

After I got out of the hospital, I went back to New Zealand directly. In this state, I was injured physically and mentally. Grandpa would see it when I returned home.

I don't want to have to deal with all kinds of concerns when I'm feeling uncomfortable. Sometimes others' excessive concern is a kind of pressure, and I just want to stay alone and quietly.

Xiao Lin sent me back and helped me pack my things. Before leaving, he asked: "The teacher you arranged for me during the summer vacation, do you still want to come?"

Language and acting teacher, I don't want to have anything to do with Leng Cuichuan now, and of course I don't want to learn language and acting anymore.

"I'm so tired now, I don't want to learn anything."

Xiao Lin looked at me paralyzed on the sofa, "Okay, I will tell the boss. You should have a good rest."

he's gone.

During the whole vacation, I lived with Xiao Li Bai, who was busy with work all day long.

I sleep all day, stay at home, surf the Internet, and do my homework.

While wandering around the Internet, I accidentally met a hacker who was free to attack the vulnerabilities of various websites. He is a rich second generation. He has money at home and has nothing to do. He attacks others just to show off his IQ. Laugh at other people's incompetence.

Gain a psychologically perverted sense of satisfaction.

Recently, my mind is also a little gloomy, with a lot of negative emotions. When I chatted with him, it was very easy to talk to, and I spent a lot of time online during the holidays. I got to know him very well within a few days.

His name was Mario, and I told him my name was Molly.

Why take this name, don't blame me for twisting my mind.

Through him, I got to know hackers from all over the world, learned a lot of network knowledge, and found that the knowledge I learned in textbooks before was simply childish and childish.

I am addicted to the carnival of network hackers exchanging knowledge, and keep learning various vulnerabilities, patches, attacks, and defenses.

Looking up information and looking at the case list, I am very busy.

Mario deliberately gave me a few small loopholes, see if I can find them?

It also attacked my social networking sites and mailboxes, causing me to keep encrypting my passwords and firewalls.

In this way, my skills continue to improve.

I found out that if you master a skill that can kill others with a single sentence, it is easy to fall.

For example, spying on other people's privacy, transferring money from mobile banking to the account you own, listening to a certain phone call,

Even once, Mario shared with me a NASA space and ground call. In that call, we heard the three words of aliens.

So much so that the school started for a week, and I haven't found out yet.

The teacher called the guardian and asked if he hadn't come back in China?

I just found out that there is another school waiting for me, so I don't want to go.

Back then, I came to school to hide from Shen Qi. How long have you not thought about Shen Qi?What did he get his name from?Shen, You, Lin?

Forget it, forget it.

Now, hacking is to forget Leng Cuichuan, ah,

Really, say Cao Cao, Cao Cao is here.

Kobayashi is here again, this time to tell me that language and acting classes will resume.

I have been at home for more than a month without washing my face or combing my hair, let alone reasoning, and the whole room is even more disgraceful.

When Xiao Lin saw me who opened the door, no matter how good his professionalism was, he couldn't help opening his eyes and mouth.

"What have you been doing this month? If you mess with your hair and tie it up, you'll be a goddess. When you're in a mess, you'll be a womanizer!"

"Study, I have already finished all four years of computer courses in college!"

I let him in and kicked away the drink bottles and garbage bags in front of the sofa.

"I know you can do it, you have a high IQ, but are you dying? Are you in good health? Doing it this way?" He was surprised, anxious, and distressed again.

"The wounds on the body, take care of them slowly, and they will heal. The hard ones are the wounds in the heart. They will never heal in a lifetime."

He knows everything about me and Leng Cuichuan, of course he understands what I said.

"It's hard for us to talk about the matter between you. This time I'm here to let you resume the original courses and continue to learn language and acting classes." Xiao Lin said.

"It's over between us, what else should I learn?" Didn't I learn these two things to please Leng Cuichuan?

This month, I have already thought clearly, and I will not please anyone in the future.

I am myself, who can control me?

First of all, let's not talk about my father, even if he doesn't love me, he will give me living expenses for the sake of face. I am not yet an adult.

Even if I am an adult, what can I do if I am a gnawing old man?You can't watch your son starve to death, can you?

No matter how bad it is, if you don't give me money, I'll hack your company account. That's how Mario hacked his father's website, and it's tried and tested.

Besides, my grandfather, if he dies, he will definitely leave me a lot of money, even more than what he gave to my two half-brothers and sisters.

Even if I don't hack other people's money, the money is enough for me to survive.

It will be fine for me to live on my own in the future, why bother to find a lover, torture myself, and cause trouble for myself?

Bai Xuefeng, Shen Jiu, Shen Qi, Leng Cuichuan, with these four tops, I am fed up with love.

Never touch love in this life!

"That's what the boss means. Last month, I gave you a vacation in consideration of your bad health and mood.

But the time has been long enough, and, squeezed several commercials did not shoot.If the client didn't specify that you want to take pictures, you would have changed people a long time ago. "

"Is it related to me? I have nothing to do with Leng Cuichuan."

Xiao Lin scratched his forehead, "My ancestors, can you two stop making trouble, it's us servants who make things difficult."

I didn't compromise, didn't speak, just looked at him coldly.

Xiao Lin had no choice but to dial the phone: "Mr. Leng, the little ancestor doesn't have to go to class or work anymore. I can't mess with you, tell him yourself." He handed over the phone,

I didn't even answer the phone, so Xiao Lin had to stick the phone to my ear.

"Baby, what are you doing? Still angry?"

I didn't speak, did something like using me as a stand-in, and just wanted to say a few nice words, so I just fooled it?Hmph, what a beautiful idea!

"Baby, I admit, at first, when I first saw you, I thought you were Jasmine.

I was charmed by your face, and later found out that you are not, but I don't want to let go.

Nothing started with Jasmine, and she disappeared into this world.

I don't want you to disappear in an instant like lightning, I just want to catch you, so I desperately want to possess you, your body, your thoughts, your life, everything about you is mine!

From the moment I met you, your life was tied up with mine! "

Leng Cuichuan's voice gradually became decisive, resolute and unquestionable from the gentleness at the beginning.

I don’t want to listen to you now, I’ve been with hackers full of bad words for a month, and I just opened my mouth and said, “Shut up!”

"Mr. Leng, stop coaxing an underage child with these words!

You just use me as your tool to vent your desires, and a stand-in to replace Jasmine.

One thing for two purposes, where can I find a suitable person like me?

I was ignorant before, and no one said those love words to me. If I believe you again in the future, I will be a fool.

I advise you not to bother making up those lies, it's a lie! "

I'm not the Qiancheng Shui from before!Gentle, gentle, quiet, kind, those just made me suffer from the bullying of the world!

It's not that I don't know, it's not that I don't understand, it's just that I am kind and gentle, and I don't want to argue or quarrel with others!But these are not the reasons for you to bully me!

"Whether you believe it or not, what I tell you is my truth." Leng Cuichuan said on the other end of the phone.

Hehe, every man who cheats on women has said that.

"The great wizard once predicted your rebirth.

At that time there were four verses:

The golden light shines all over, and the colorful clouds cover the ground.

Phoenix nirvana, rebirth from blood. "

I was still taken aback.

He went on to say: "For 16 years, I kept thinking about these four lines of gatha, how could someone have golden light shining all over the place, and colorful clouds covering the ground?

Think about when we met for the first time, your back was facing the afterglow of the setting sun, and the room was full of golden sunlight.

At that time, these four poems were all in my mind.

You look exactly like Jasmine again.I immediately thought you were Jasmine reborn.

So I said unfreely; "Why are you here?" You appeared in front of me completely when I was not prepared.

Can you imagine how thrilled I was, how excited, oh my gosh, the surprise of finding it again.

What the great wizard said turned out to be true.

The next day, when we were filming at the seaside, think about it, the sky was full of colorful clouds, reflected on the salt fields, and you stepped on the colorful clouds to walk towards me.

I wasn't filming at all, that was my real reaction, I waited 16 years for you to meet you!

can i stand itCan I still bear to lose you?

Wait until I actually sleep with you. . . "

I took the phone by myself and walked to the side. Xiao Lin was too tired after stretching his arms for a long time, and I didn't want him to hear it.

"Do you know how shocked I am? There are many animals in nature who can freely choose their sex. The phoenix is ​​androgynous.

I have been with you for no more than 24 hours, and I have confirmed that you are the rebirth of Jasmine.

Wait until some goddamn temple in Thailand where our kids are gone.

Answered the fourth sentence: rebirth from blood.

Your birth and existence have a history, and you are not in this world for nothing.

You were born for me!This life is for me! "

I was speechless this time.

He changed his tone again: "Okay, baby, don't be angry. I know you were angry with me last time in the hospital.

I was angry because I took you as Jasmine's substitute.of.

Doesn't this just show that you care too much about me, that's why you're angry?

Forgive me now that we are gay.

I am so much older than you, and it is my fault that I still treat my anger with you. We will get along well in the future. "

It was heart-warming to listen to his tender words, having said so much.

"Mr. Leng, you have said so much, I am very moved, and you are also very sincere.

However, there is a problem of principle, that is, you still think that I am the rebirth of Jasmine. "

"You can think of it this way, your previous life was Jasmine, and this life is you."

"Ah, that's it, I don't think so, I am me, not someone's afterlife or past life.

When I was with me, I didn't want the other person to still have other people in their hearts. "

"Baby, can you not dig into the horns?

I once loved Jasmine, but she is already dead, why are you arguing with the dead? "

"Yes, because she is dead, I can't compete with her no matter what I do, I feel tired. So I don't want to continue with you."

He hung up the phone and handed it to Xiao Lin; "Let's go, don't send it off." Push him out.

Turning around and surfing the Internet, Mario was online as usual: "Jasmine, what are you doing?

Jasmine, I miss you.

Jasmine, come on,

I hacked your website. "

I hurriedly checked my network settings, shit, he has already invaded.

"Go to hell, Mario!"

"Haha, baby, it's finally here."

"My parents let me go to school, and I don't have time to play with you in the future."

"Huh? Don't, I'm so boring without you."

"Boring, go attack your dad's company website."

"So ruthless. You are my student."

"I have a lot of courses, my schedule is full, and I have jobs on weekends and Sundays."

"Huh? Then you won't have time to surf the Internet in the future?"

"Yes."

There was a knock on the door, and Xiao Lin came back again.

"The boss said, if you break up privately and unilaterally, you must have professionalism, because we have signed a three-year work contract relationship.

You still have to complete the work assigned by the company.

Otherwise, the company will sue you for bankruptcy! "

I stared: "He dares!"