Chapter 508: She is willing to use her pain to regain memories of him.
Chapter 508: She is willing to use her pain to regain memories of him.
"Isn’t it good to just forget about the unhappy things? Why do you want to remember them again?"
Zhong Xian asked, unable to fathom her thoughts.
"Because besides the unpleasant things, it seems like there are some more important things that I’ve also forgotten altogether."
Su Wanxin answered softly, her eyes lowered.
"You should know me somewhat, since you’re a psychologist, I must have told you a lot of truths, a lot of what’s on my mind. Frankly, I’m quite resentful now."
It was said that she grew up in the Fu Family, living with Fu Shihan for over a decade.
Forgetting those things, she couldn’t accept.
Zhong Xian sighed deeply, his feelings very complicated. "Aren’t you afraid that once you remember all of that, your depression will recur, and everything will repeat itself?"
"I’m afraid," admitted Su Wanxin earnestly. "But after thinking it over, I feel it’s worth it."
Su Wanxin had always heard that women in love are brainless creatures. Before experiencing it herself, she couldn’t quite understand to what extent one could be brainless.
But now, she felt like she understood a bit.
She and Fu Shihan had only reacquainted for barely over a month, and she already felt impulsive for his sake.
She actually felt that if she could remember everything about him, even if it hurt, it would be worth it. She was willing to exchange pain for the memories about him.
She dared not speak of this to anyone, even Su Yao.
Over the past year, she and Su Yao had grown very close, and their relationship was strong.
Su Yao didn’t harbor any worries due to her appearance, like worrying that this newly emerged sister would steal the affection of the family members, or snatch away things that should belong to her.
On the contrary, Su Yao treated her exceptionally well, to a faultless extent.
She said that when she initially changed her name to Su Yao, it was to carry the love of the whole family for her sister.
But even with Su Yao being so good, Su Wanxin didn’t dare share these thoughts with her, realizing it was too foolish.
Su Wanxin considered herself intelligent, but in front of Fu Shihan, her intelligence seemed to vanish.
She agreed to be with Fu Shihan less than a week ago. At a time when she couldn’t be 100% sure whether he was playing or deceiving her, she was still willing to take such a risk.
Was she insane?
After hearing her words, Zhong Xian sighed heavily again. He thought it over and decided to persuade her once more.
"Why don’t you go back and think it over again? If you still insist on doing this, then I have nothing more to say.
I didn’t know very much about you before, but I know you were truly unhappy at that time.
You had to be hospitalized very frequently due to severe psychological issues.
All these were accumulated little by little from life, don’t think it’s fine just because you are strong, because the stronger you are, the greater the stress."
Zhong Xian gave her a choice.
"Think it over carefully and give me a call. I’ll also think about what treatment plan we should pursue when I get back."
"Then I’ll trouble you, Doctor Zhong," Su Wanxin gave a light smile and nodded, "Thank you for your efforts."
Zhong Xian felt it was unlikely that she would change her mind, so this matter was pretty much set in stone.
He stood up to put on his coat, ready to leave. Then he remembered something and asked, "How are things now with President Fu?"
"Why ask all of a sudden?"
"That child, isn’t he the one you had with him?"
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