novelraw Chapter 100 My Heart Aches So Much
Chapter 100 My Heart Aches So Much
Shen Yi stood there, stunned. All his worries, fears, and heartache found an outlet when he saw this scene.
Those emotions that had been building up for too long suddenly erupted.
He rushed over, something stuck in his throat, and he could only manage to utter two words:
"asshole……"
He wanted to reach out and hug her, but his arm stopped abruptly as he raised it.
His fingertips trembled, hovering in mid-air, afraid to touch her for fear of hurting her wounds.
They could only remain frozen in place.
Tears welled up unexpectedly, like beads falling from a broken string.
It fell down with a thud, hitting the floor and also the back of his own hand; it was frighteningly hot.
He opened his mouth, wanting to say something, but was choked up by sobs.
I could only let the tears blur my vision, cursing in my heart over and over again.
That bastard, he got himself into this mess.
Su Qiu was taken aback by his sudden reaction and stopped what she was doing.
Seeing his red eyes and tear-streaked face, she raised an eyebrow slightly, her tone carrying a hint of barely perceptible helplessness:
"Why are you crying? I'm perfectly fine, aren't I?"
Shen Yi still couldn't speak, he just shook his head vigorously, and his tears fell even more fiercely.
The injuries that Black Wolf had mentioned earlier now turned into sharp pains, piercing his internal organs and making them tremble.
Shen Yi tried desperately to see Su Qiu's face clearly, but his tears flowed like a flood.
I just wiped it clean, and the next second my vision blurred again.
He clumsily wiped his eyes with the back of his hand, repeating the process several times, but the more he wiped, the more tears he shed.
The crying gradually changed from suppressed sobs to uncontrollable wailing, filled with deep grievance and lingering fear.
Su Qiu's temples throbbed from his crying, and she finally couldn't help but click her tongue, her tone slightly impatient:
"come over."
As if a switch had been flipped, Shen Yi immediately sobbed and moved to sit down on the edge of the bed.
Her shoulders were still trembling, and tears were falling onto the sheets.
Su Qiu then noticed that he was barefoot, with some dust on his ankles.
They clearly rushed over from the hospital.
Her brow furrowed almost imperceptibly, and she felt a slight, indescribable sensation in her heart.
"Does it hurt...?"
Shen Yi asked in a hoarse voice, his voice choked with sobs, every word laced with tears.
Su Qiu raised her hand and gently wiped away the tears on his cheek with her fingertips, her fingertips touching something burning hot:
"It doesn't hurt."
"You're lying!" Shen Yi suddenly looked up, his eyes as red as a rabbit's. "I heard everything from Qiu Lang... Waaah... It was really serious... You almost died!"
Thinking of the wounds Black Wolf described, his cries grew louder, like a child who had suffered a great injustice.
She cried out all the pent-up fear and heartache she had been holding in.
"Host, I'm really afraid this villain will cry himself to death. Why don't you cover his mouth?" Little Xitian clicked his tongue in his mind.
Su Qiu ignored it and just quietly looked at Shen Yi.
She was crying so hard that she had no regard for her image, her face covered in tears and snot, yet strangely, she didn't look pathetic at all.
Like a fluffy little kitten, once all defenses are down, what is revealed is the softness and worry hidden deep in its heart.
Shen Yi dared not touch Su Qiu, only gripping the blankets, his knuckles turning white from the force.
"You bastard!" His voice cracked, slurred with a heavy nasal tone as he slammed into me.
"When Su Qian told me you were dead, I thought I had misheard..."
The kitten's shoulders trembled like leaves in a storm.
"You know what? I've watched that explosion video so many times, but you still didn't come down..."
Shen Yi's face was streaked with tears, and teardrops still clung to his eyelashes. "My heart aches so much...it feels like it's shattered, and I can't even put it back together..."
The man's sobs were laced with choked cries: "How could you die... I just agreed to be your boyfriend... You liar..."
She looked at his reddened eyes and watched the tears slide down his angular face.
What I was really thinking was:
She looks so beautiful when she cries.
"Alright," Su Qiu's tone softened, and she pulled out a tissue and stuffed it into his hand.
"If you keep crying, you'll rupture my wounds."
Shen Yi immediately fell silent, though his shoulders were still trembling slightly and his hands holding the tissues were shaking.
Seeing his appearance, Su Qiu didn't say anything more, but simply raised her hand and gently pressed it on the top of his head.
Seeing Shen Yi's red eyes, Su Qiu's tone softened unconsciously:
"Be good, don't cry."
"Um."
Shen Yi sniffed, his voice still hoarse, but the tears had indeed stopped, though his eyes were still very red.
"I won't die," Su Qiu paused, then raised her hand and patted the back of his hand. "I'll be fine in a few days."
"Um."
Shen Yi responded again, his gaze fixed on her face, unblinking.
"I will deal with all those who bullied us before, one by one. They won't get away with it."
When Su Qiu said this, a hint of coldness flashed in her eyes, but it was quickly replaced by gentleness.
"Um."
Shen Yi's response remained simple, as if all his strength had been drained away, leaving only instinctive obedience.
No matter what Su Qiu said, he would only give a soft "hmm".
His eyes were fixed on her, as if he wanted to make up for the time he had missed these past few days.
There was lingering fear, relief, and a barely perceptible dependence in his eyes.
Like a child afraid of losing a precious treasure, fearing that the person in front of them might suddenly disappear at any moment.
Su Qiu knew he was terrified.
His gaze fell on Shen Yi's bare feet, still covered in dust. He frowned slightly and called out, "Little White Wolf."
"Boss." White Wolf responded and walked in from outside the door.
"Get me a pair of slippers."
"Yes," the white wolf replied and left.
They quickly brought a pair of clean cotton slippers and placed them beside Shen Yi's feet.
Shen Yi was still sobbing, tears still flowing, his eyes red as if soaked in blood, his cheeks and nose also flushed red.
He wiped away his tears haphazardly with the back of his hand, looked up at Su Qiu, his eyes still filled with lingering fear and dependence.
Once he had calmed down a bit, his gaze fell on Su Qiu, and he finally saw her injuries clearly.
Under the thin blanket covering him, the outline of his body wrapped in gauze could be vaguely seen.
It extends from the shoulders all the way to the waist and abdomen, like being wrapped in a thick mummy bandage.
One side of the hair was shorter, clearly a burn mark.
There were still a few faint scratches on her cheeks, which, although scabbed over, were still glaringly obvious.
Shen Yi's heart clenched suddenly, the pain was so intense it made him numb, and his breathing became somewhat labored.
He reached out and carefully grasped Su Qiu's hand that wasn't receiving an IV drip. His fingertips trembled slightly, and his voice was hoarse, as if it had been rubbed with sandpaper. "I...I will help you get revenge."
He will not let any of those who have hurt her get away with it.
Regardless of whether or not they will be controlled again.
Su Qiu looked at the fierce determination surging in his eyes, a determination different from the fragile tears he had shown just moments before.
"Hmph, I'm waiting for your revenge, so don't be soft-hearted."
"Um."