novelraw Chapter 2
Chapter 2
From the moment her daughter died in her arms, Xiaoqian suffered from severe hand washing obsessive-compulsive disorder.
Obsessive compulsive disorder belongs to anxiety disorder, no matter how resistant consciousness, or will be out of control, do what you don't want to do.
No matter how many times she washed her hands, she always felt that her daughter's blood was still on her hands. When someone aroused her disgust or abused her child in front of her eyes, her obsessive-compulsive disorder would attack, forcing her to wash her hands again and again.
If you don't wash your hands, you will feel as weak as you are now and feel hollowed out.
Many psychiatrists are patients at the same time. If they come into contact with too many patients, they are easy to get psychological diseases, and it is difficult for doctors to treat themselves.
About 5 meters in front of Chen Xiaoqian, a middle-aged man is carrying a broom and beating a teenage girl.
"Let you steal!"
This scene, deeply hurt Xiaoqian's nerve, she now every cell is crazy shouting, want to wash hands
The girl's face overlapped with her daughter Xiaowei in her memory. When her daughter died, she was so old.
At this time, Jia Xiufang has come after her, pulling Xiaoqian's arm.
"How dare you run!"
"Let go of me!" Xiaoqian pushed her away and walked quickly to the man who hit the child.
Jia Xiufang was stunned by her daughter's roar. How did she feel that her daughter suddenly changed her personality? The one who just looked at her was so frightening!
"How many times have I told you not to steal? If you dare to steal, I'll beat you."
"Stop it Xiaoqian grabs the broom in the man's hand and looks at the girl. She is beaten black and blue. She feels that the impulse to wash her hands is stronger.
She clenched her teeth and distracted herself with pain.
Many people think that if they have a mental illness, they can overcome it as long as they have a firm will. However, they don't know that the most terrible thing about mental illness is that they can't restrain their own behavior. People who don't experience it personally can't realize what kind of despair it is.
"This girl dares to steal. Don't delay me to manage the children!" The man sees the face of small Qian, be surprised by her pretty appearance Leng next, afterwards just return to a God.
Xiaoqian never mind her own business. She is a top-level psychological counselor. All the people she receives are dignitaries and dignitaries. When she comes to see a doctor, it's calculated by the hour. The consultation fee of 5-digit RMB per hour is not in line.
She thinks that she is a very indifferent woman. People who have no money look for her and die in front of her, she will not blink an eye. She is absolutely heartless.
But since the death of her daughter Xiaowei, Xiaoqian has changed. As long as she sees someone abusing her child, she will intervene uncontrollably, which is also a manifestation of obsessive-compulsive disorder.
Looking at the shivering girl behind her, there are many bruises on her arms. Her eyes are full of fear. The fear in her eyes makes Xiaoqian think of her daughter Xiaowei, and her impulse to wash her hands is even stronger.
"Are you her father?" Xiaoqian asked.
"Yes! This girl steals three times a week. This time she steals beer from the supermarket. She has to break her hand to save her memory! "
The man is the manager of the market office. He is famous for his integrity. When his daughter has such a thing, she has no face.
Xiaoqian look at the girl, and then look at the man, coldly said“ Even if she plays 10000 times, she will not change, unless you take her to receive regular treatment. "
If she's not mistaken, the girl has pathological pilferage.
Stealing things you don't need is obviously not for use, but for the satisfaction of your soul. This is a quite common mental disease.
But the girl's father, obviously did not accept Xiaoqian's judgment. The man became angry and pointed a stick at Xiaoqian.
"Get out of the way!"
Jia Xiufang rushed over and pulled Xiaoqian behind her, pointing at the man and shouting.
"If you dare to touch my daughter's hair, try it!"
If you beat your child ten thousand times, others can't even move a hair. This is the unique paternal love and maternal love in China, commonly known as protecting the calf.
Jia Xiufang is holding a basin and a man is holding a stick. It's like a conflict on the battlefield. It's full of gunpowder. It's funny to look at it.
Xiaoqian tugged at the girl's hand, "although, I don't know what your psychological shadow is, but now you can't restrain the impulse to steal goods, am I right?"
The girl was frightened and kept shaking her head. At the age of 11 or 12, her face was full of helplessness.
Through her, Xiaoqian seems to see her daughter's successful career in her previous life, but she was kidnapped by her former husband. When she got there, her daughter had already jumped off the building.
Xiaowei loves her mother, and she is reluctant to give up her mother. Although Xiaoqian, who loves her daughter so much, madly retaliates against the slag man who bullies her daughter, her heart is still empty.
"If one day you want to overcome this impulse to steal, you can come to me at the laundry in baitaling village." Xiaoqian thinks it's ironic.
She is a cold-blooded female devil, but it is difficult to resist her children. Even if she clamors rationally and doesn't meddle in her own business, her body is still out of control, which is the terrible obsessive-compulsive disorder.
At the moment, the impulse to save people is not because of the doctor's heart to save the world, but driven by obsessive-compulsive disorder.
From the moment her daughter died, she had lost the ability to love the world.
"You two, stop arguing." Xiaoqianla's mother.
Jia Xiufang is uneducated. She comes to protect Duzi for no reason. The man on the other side of the street is sprayed by her, spitting on her face and wiping her face helplessly.
"Shrew..."
"Tell me again?"
"Mom, don't talk. I'll say something. Your daughter will become like this. As a father, you have the responsibility. This child must be stimulated by something. The more you beat her, the more serious it will be. If you have a chance, you can take her to see a psychologist. "
"How dare you say my daughter is psychotic?" The man was completely furious.
Psychiatrist, in this era, it's for mental patients. It's an insult!
When he was angry, Xiaoqian's mother was not willing to show her weakness.
Take out my brave and good fighting spirit towards menopausal aunt, turn the basin to hit the man, rely on his arm big waist round, fat hand thick, basin round tiger wind, the man is embarrassed to hide. Xiaoqian stands outside the circle, watching the girl who steals run away, her eyes gradually return to indifference.
There is no child to see, there is no cause for her obsessive-compulsive disorder, now indifferent to her, is the normal.
In her previous life, she has never been ungrateful to the world, accepting all the unhappiness with a gentle and tolerant heart, but has the world ever treated her tenderly?
The scum man, who was cheated by homosexuals, suffered from abuse after marriage. After divorce, he finally relied on his own efforts and made a successful career, but lost his daughter's life.
Mother and man fight, Xiaoqian has no intention to help, she is a cold look at the world spectator.
Only 19-year-old body, live a 38 year-old cold soul, in addition to her daughter, she felt that nothing can make her emotional——
However, when the angry father was tired of being beaten by his mother and hit back with a stick, she accidentally hit her mother on the head. Xiaoqian's body, instead of her reason, responded again.