Chapter 1104
Chapter 1104
Xiaoqian immersed in the dream that heartbreaking picture, heartache let her feel to suffocate.
The last picture is the scene where he just said he would not touch the gun again, which made Xiaoqian dizzy.
"No!" Xiaoqian wakes up and sits up from the bed. What she sees is snow white. What she smells is the special smell of disinfectant. Then his anxious face comes to her eyes.
After she fainted, he immediately took her to the army's infirmary. After a detailed examination, he just said that because of the bad rest and anxiety, Yu Qingming was not at ease. Looking at Xiaoqian's face, he woke up from the dream in horror. He was busy holding her hand and gently stroking her head.
"Husband, husband" Xiaoqian looked at him, the tears suddenly poured out.
"I'm not afraid it's all dreams. It's OK." He didn't know what she had dreamt of, and could make the invincible woman cry into a tearful person.
"It's not a dream, honey. I'm sorry. I'm wrong."
Xiaoqian said while crying.
Why did she make such a choice? Why did she hurt the man she loved so much.
She only saw her own pain, but she didn't notice the scars of his deep love. Her previous life's leaving must leave deep traces in his heart full of wounds. She stabbed his injured heart with the gesture of a victim!
"Don't cry, don't cry." Yu Mingming doesn't know how she can suddenly do this. She can only wipe his tears in a panic, but she holds her hand tightly. For the first time, he sees such complex emotions in Xiaoqian's eyes.
All of a sudden, Xiaoqian pounced on him, put her arms around his neck and buried her face in his chest. She was like a little girl and would not let go.
"Captain, is my sister-in-law awake? Oh, I retreat, I disappear!" The military doctor wanted to come in and check Xiaoqian. Seeing this scene, he left immediately.
"I must cure you, I must bring you out, I must!" Xiaoqian listened to his heartbeat and said to him.
"Don't force yourself. I know my situation. As you said, it's nothing for my present position not to shoot." Yu Mingming comforts her bitterly.
He especially hates that he can't help himself now, because he worries Xiaoqian so much, but she is always so strong that her mood is out of control at the moment. He attributes all this to himself. It's his fault that makes Xiaoqian worry and get angry with him.
So more and more try to be brave, Xiaoqian shook her head with tears.
"If I can't cure you, I'll tear my doctor's license and quit the field of psychotherapy. I won't see a doctor in my life!"
This is what she owes him. Her walk in the previous life broke him for the rest of his life. In this life, she is by his side and will pull him back even if she does everything!
What is the glory of doctors?
It is time and again from the hands of the disease to save patients, it is time and again with difficult challenges, to save the patient's despair.
Although Xiaoqian loves money, she never forgets that she is a doctor. As long as she handles cases, she will do her best, even those free cases.
If she can't save her favorite, what's the use of her medical skills?
No matter how much money she earns, no matter how much fame she has, what's the use?
"Don't be angry." Yu Mingming worried that Xiaoqian would put too much pressure on herself, so he advised. Xiaoqian said seriously in a firm tone, "I've never been as firm as this moment. I'm sure what I said is not angry. Yu Qingming, I must cure you! "
He also wanted to use the same prevaricate tone as before, pretending to be indifferent to her, but he couldn't speak when he looked at her seriously.
"I know it will hurt you to open your scar, and I know it's cruel to ask you to cooperate with me, but please cooperate with me, I beg you, let me try."
Xiaoqian used the word "please". She never asked for help, which made Xiaoqiang sad but could not bear to refuse.
"Qianbao, everyone has his own life. Maybe the present sharpening is also a kind of test for me. You don't have to block the responsibility on yourself. Maybe I will be fine after a while. Time can cure everything."
Xiaoqian shakes her head, tears like pearls in the air like a sad arc.
"No, time is not a panacea. There are always some things that time can't erase."
Xiaoqian, who has been used for so many years in her previous life, has never gone out. When she thinks that he used to be so sad in a place she can't see, but she has to pretend to be strong. She wants to show you a strong man, but she leaves the deepest sadness in her heart. Xiaoqian is in agony.
"Xiaoqiang, I'm really selfish this time. I'm not for you. I'm for myself. If I can't cure you, I can't get over this obstacle in my life. I will live in self blame every day for the rest of my life. I'm not only for you, but also for me. Please promise me!"
Listen to her like this, Yu Ming Ming's heart is soft. He really doesn't want to face the painful memories, but he can't see his wife feel sad for his abnormality, so he can only touch her head.
"Don't cry, you have to calm down, otherwise how can you see a doctor for me?"
"Husband, are you willing to be treated?" Xiaoqian said with tears.
Yu Mingliang sighed, "you work so hard for me, how can I be so selfish?"
Pain with pain, life has already pushed the two to a point where there is no way out.
Xiaoqian thought that his current situation would make him try to avoid treatment, but she only showed her true feelings and he made a concession, which made Xiaoqian ignite infinite hope.
If it is a previous life in the clear will refuse, he will bite himself not sick, but in the clear just admitted, he is sick.
This is hope! That's the difference!
They have been in love for a long time, and these trust and mutual pity are not in previous lives, so she still has hope, and she still has the opportunity to pull it out from the hands of Xiaoqiang!
With this expectation, Xiaoqian burns up infinite fighting spirit. When they go back from the infirmary, Xiaoqian immediately closes the door and makes a series of scales and conversations for Xiaoqiang.
She's going to have to determine the extent of the injury.
But the result poured a basin of cold water on her just burning fighting spirit.
She can see that Yu Ming Ming has tried his best to cooperate with her, but it's useless.
He is immune to all psychotherapy, even if he tries his best to cooperate, but his instinct will still take the initiative to make self-defense, whether it is conversation or scale, his performance is no different from that of normal people, not that he deliberately conceals, but that his subconscious is highly exclusive. If such a person was born in wartime, he must be the kind of loyal person who can't be beaten to death, and all kinds of torture are useless.
But for psychiatrists, it's almost invulnerable to meet such patients, just like antibiotic immunity.
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