novelraw Chapter 1034: The hurt parting is a new beginning
Chapter 1034: The hurt parting is a new beginning
Chapter 1034 The hurt parting is a new beginning
Xiaoqian looked at her, Bai Jin poured herself another glass, and she drank so bitterly, she didn’t know if it was his remaining tears or hers.
"If his dad really lives longer than us, I will let the old man live and watch us live."
"As a mutual friend of the two of you, I shouldn’t say something logically, but as a doctor, I still have to say one objectively. The long-lasting thing you think is probably a wrong attachment. After all, you two have not officially started. Let your feelings go first. After all, besides feelings, there are many scenery in this world that should not be missed. You wait till the end, if you find that he is not suitable for you at all, time is wasted, how many people have you missed?"
Emotional things, once they rise to the perspective of marriage, are the same as the nature of children buying lucky bags.
There are all kinds of toys in the lucky bag, and everyone expects and likes them when they buy it.
can be taken apart. Whether the toys in the lucky bag are suitable for you, no one can say clearly.
Love is like an unopened bag of fortune, full of expectations and likes, but after marriage is opened, you may like it or not.
Qiuqiu and Baijin now have the dim likes before they are separated, because they can't get the dedication that will be doubled, but this is not for years, who knows how many years will be goodbye, wait until the ball is sent away. , The two can be together unscrupulously and open the bag of feelings. If it is not suitable and disappointed in each other, then what is the waiting for so many years?
Everyone hopes that their relationship can blossom and bear fruit, and as a friend, Xiao Qian also hopes that her two friends can have a bright future.
But in the future, people can change too much.
Even if they break through the shackles of Qiuqiu Dad, the two people’s feelings that are not accepted by the mainstream will suffer many winds and rains along the way. Waiting for the feelings to be frustrated due to reality, the pay is not proportional to the gain. The hurt is greater than the happiness, and a feeling will become too heavy.
As a psychiatrist, Xiaoqian knows that these words are too cruel, but she has to remain objective, which is also her difficulty.
No matter whether other people’s world is happy or sad, Xiaoqian must remain neutral and objective. Both the good and the bad must be explained clearly.
"I don’t know if I will miss someone else, but I don’t want to miss him. I have been with him for only a short period of time, but the happiness of this month is something I haven’t had in the past 20 years. For this I am willing to gamble, even if one day we will run in the opposite direction, I have no regrets. President Qian, you said that waiting for him for ten thousand years is a mistake, then I have to go through this process before I know it is wrong. This process itself is A kind of expectation of beauty. If I give up directly, just as Qiuqiu said, he doesn't want to owe his dad a grave, and I don't want to owe myself a chance to love."
The best time to like one thing, don’t say it’s to make sacrifices for anyone.
In the final analysis, I just don’t want to let myself down, nothing more.
Xiaoqian didn't say anything anymore when she heard this, she raised her wine glass and touched Bai Jin.
"Then, I wish you good luck, studying abroad, I can't guarantee whether your waiting will wait until the flowers bloom, but if you live up to the time of studying, even if you can't harvest love, you can always make your own career. Going to the next level, life is not only about love, there should be more pursuits, and only a word is given to you. No matter when it comes, the person who should not be disappointed is yourself."
Wait, so wait.
Unwilling to wait, turn around and leave without any psychological burden.
Don’t say you don’t let anyone down, as long as you are worthy of yourself, this is life.
Half a month later, Qiuqiu received a text message from Bai Jin, with two words on it, send it to me.
At that time, his father had completed the operation and he was recovering.
The ball rushed out without hesitation, and drove all the way to the airport. There was a traffic jam on the road. At that time, Bai Jin had already checked the luggage and was walking towards the security checkpoint.
I don’t know if it’s a coincidence, Bai Jin also wore a white skirt today.
The ball saw her back in the crowd at a glance.
White, again white.
How many times does he have to leave the pure white in his life to see the rainbow hit?
The ball didn't want to make a sound. He just wanted to watch her leave silently. He wanted to call her name, but she had already turned her head first, passing through the crowd, and saw the ball standing outside at a glance.
A few years ago, Qiuqiu once liked a girl named Jingjing. At that time, he also sent her off in the same way. Jingjing was also wearing a white dress. History seemed to repeat itself, but the difference was that Jingjing never did. The ball was found, but Bai Jin looked back, and she saw the ball at a glance.
He is still that handsome, but the expression on his face is no longer in the sun.
is life forcibly placing people in a position, forcing a person who should have been sunny to be covered in haze.
At this moment, he is restraining, and she is restraining too.
Looking at each other across the crowd, but can't do anything.
The ball wants to wave to her, saying a safe journey.
But his hands are too heavy to lift up, and even a goodbye cannot be said in his throat.
The heaviest parting is this.
This distance, the people who are separated, seems to be too heavy in this love.
Qian always analyzes it objectively. Even after more than ten years, this love will not be recognized by the mainstream. Maybe a few years later, they will become the negative teaching material of unhealthy feelings and be criticized.
The ball doesn't care about the eyes of the world but can't pass the level of family affection.
The reason why I choose to separate is just to be worthy of the words myself and to be able to distract a couple of lovers. What else is there besides myself?
Bai Jin deeply engraved the ball's face in his heart, forcibly suppressed his tears, smiled at him the most brilliantly, and then turned around, as if the flowers were blooming in full bloom, and the beauty was extremely beautiful.
If you can't stay with each other, leave him the most beautiful self.
I love you.
She said silently. The distance between the two of them is so far that it is impossible to hear the ball, but when he looked at her mouth, the voice of this brave and just girl sounded in his ears. The sentence I love you is how many years he has longed for The feelings that couldn't ask for it, as if through the soul, directly hit his heart.
The ball burst into tears at the time. He wanted to shout loudly that I love you too.
But no, fate has forced him to a point where he can’t look back. He can only shout loudly in his heart, I love you too!
Bai Jin was on the plane with tears in her tears. She thought she had succeeded.
Qian always said that there used to be a very important girl in Qiuqiu's heart, who kept in Qiuqiu's heart in a white dress for many years, but today he stubbornly chose the same clothes and told him in the same way as yesterday. Goodbye.
But it’s different. She Baijin is not Jingjing, Jingjing doesn’t love the ball, but Baijin loves her love heart hurts, she just wants to declare war with fate in such an extreme way to erase the ball. There was a girl in the ball's mind, even if she was going to say goodbye to the ball for a while, she could wait until her full-fledged return, then no one could leave any traces in the ball's heart, only her.
This is the trick that Mr. Qian told her.
As expected, President Qian had an insight into people's hearts. Bai Jin's amazing smile turned around and this silent but soul-stunning confession was amazing at the bottom of Qiuqiu's heart. Every time she was alone, she thought of this brilliant smile. , I was thinking about her almost heroic confession over and over again.
When Qiuqiu drove back, he saw the flowers blooming on the side of the road, the blooming flowers were fascinating, and exhausted all his energy to bloom in the best season, he suddenly thought of his love.
That is love, that is love.
When I think of chatting with Bai Jin, when I think of shopping together and decorating the room together, I burst into tears when I think about it.
It turns out that the best love is just like this flower that blooms to Tumi. It will wither when it is so beautiful. When it is in full bloom, it will not be far from withering.
No one regrets that blooming time. It is enough to meet a confidant in your life, even if it is lost, there is nothing to ask for.
I just wish her in a foreign land, everything is well.
This beautiful summer is over.
Just because the time with her is so amazing that in the next year or so, as long as the ball sees the flowers in full bloom and the cicadas screaming in the summer, they will think of the day when she is sent away. The flowers are like this, the most beautiful Whether your Xia will come again, maybe only time will know.
A small theater that never abuses but must cry for the sake of harmony: I guess someone will send me the blade by mail, ooh, in fact, I also cried and finished writing. Dear friends think I am the most soft-hearted mother in history. Do you want to abuse? Look at my sincere tears, am I such a snail? Am I, am I?
(End of this chapter)