novelraw Chapter 1359: 899
Chapter 1359: 899
Capítulo 1359: Chapter 899
“Do you think I’m here to shed crocodile tears? Do you think I’m here to laugh at you?” Wan Yuqiong paused, “Well, if I were in your position, I might think that way too.
Honestly, I never expected my thoughts to change so much in such a short time, but that’s how it is. When a person hits a stumbling block, growth truly happens in an instant.
And my change started on the day of Qian Jianming’s funeral, looking at that small square box, I felt it was incredibly absurd. All our struggles and disputes, what were they really for?
Is it worth sacrificing life to achieve an awakening? Of course, I can’t say I’ll never make mistakes again, but at least regarding our matter, my thoughts have changed.
You were indeed wrong, and truly unworthy of forgiveness, but as for me? If I had done well, Qian Jianming would never have turned to you, nor stayed with you for all those years.
If I could choose again, I would surely give up and fulfill both of you. If you were together, truly happy, then perhaps that is your fate with each other.
It’s far better than today’s situation…” Wan Yuqiong sighed with a bitter smile, “The three of us, reaching this point, none of us are winners.”
“Aren’t you the winner?” Yao Xinqing looked at her calmly, “You have a son and a daughter. Even if your son can’t be with you, he’s still your son.
Your daughter lives with you, the bond is there. No matter who you become in the future, you won’t be lonely at the end. Compared to you, I’m the one who’s utterly defeated.”
Even if I hadn’t acted like this, even if I could have stayed with Qian Jianming, I know what my future would be like. I can no longer have children.
A woman married later without children, would the Qian Family truly care? And given Qian Jianming’s character, even if he married me, he might not truly cherish me.
In fact, the “might” should be removed, because his earlier actions have said it all. Before, he was deeply in love with me, divorcing you for my sake.
But soon after, right after divorcing you, he started to regret it. That’s just the kind of person he is—once he has it, once he holds it, he doesn’t really care.
Only when he can’t grasp it, the unknown, does he take it seriously. So, going back to the earlier question, if I really married him, becoming the one he could grasp, stay with, the outcome is self-evident.
These days, my mind hasn’t been idle. Scenes of being with him over the years flash before me, and I realize how naive I have been, how outrageously wrong.
I also don’t know what I was thinking before, how I felt that if I just persisted, someday I would achieve my own happiness, but even I don’t know what that happiness is.
Forget it, the one thing we can’t take in this life is the medicine of regret. If you hadn’t come to tell me these things today, maybe I would have carried these words in my heart for life.
Before dying, unraveling the knot in my heart, is really a mercy from heaven. However, Yang Meiqing, unlike you, even knowing how excessive he is, I still want to be with him.
So, even for this wish, I must follow him. During this time, if they weren’t watching me so closely, I might have already chased after him.
Your love for him is conditional, and mine is too, but perhaps because I have no children, or because I have not been able to fulfill my wish in this life, even today, I persistently want to be with him.
You can laugh at my foolishness, but you must not interfere with my decision. I believe that with your father’s capabilities, maybe you could help me in this matter, but I truly don’t need it.
What I hope for now is to hasten the execution, let me catch up to him sooner. Whether or not there’s a next life, I want to try hard once, and I can assure you, even if I catch up with him, I won’t force him to choose between me and you.
I just want to clearly ask him if he ever truly loved me, and as long as he did, I am confident I can hold onto him, make him stay by my side forever.
This is what I want most now. Yang Meiqing, after saying so much, do you understand? If you do anything, I will hate you forever.”