novelraw Chapter 601 : I Will Give You an Answer
Chapter 601 : I Will Give You an Answer
Chapter 601: I Will Give You an Answer
"Do you think I'm dirty?"
Chen Fan was startled and quickly shook his head, waving his hands.
"Absolutely not."
"Don't say such things."
Wen Wan slowly sat up from the ground. The two sat on the floor, looking into each other's eyes.
"I'm not drunk. I haven't had too much to drink."
"I'm very clear-headed right now. I also know what I'm saying."
Wen Wan looked at Chen Fan, as if summoning all the courage of her life.
At this moment, she no longer suppressed her emotions.
She was all in.
Wen Wan gazed at Chen Fan with intense eyes. Even a fool could see the affection revealed in this woman's eyes.
"I'm 28 years old this year, 5 years older than you."
"I've never been married. I only had one boyfriend in college, which lasted for 3 months before we broke up. I..."
"I'm still a virgin."
Chen Fan's face became flustered, losing his composure for the first time.
"You... why are you telling me these things? That's not what I meant. I mean... oh, I think I've had too much to drink tonight, my mind isn't clear."
Seeing Chen Fan scratching his head anxiously, Wen Wan just sat there without speaking, quietly waiting.
As if waiting for the most important result in her life.
Chen Fan felt a burning sensation in his chest, as if a fire was burning.
He slapped himself hard, forcing himself to sober up a bit.
Then he looked up at Wen Wan.
"I have a girlfriend."
"I know."
Wen Wan replied calmly.
"I said earlier, I don't mind that you have a girlfriend, and I won't interfere with your life."
"I don't want any status, and I won't ask you for any promises."
"I am where I am today because of your help."
"At first, I thought I should repay you, but you lack nothing, and the only thing I could offer seemed to be... my body."
At this point, Wen Wan's face was flushed with embarrassment, her expression a bit unnatural.
But soon, she gathered her courage and continued.
"But later, I realized it wasn't like that, at least, this wasn't the main reason."
She bravely raised her head and looked at Chen Fan.
"The main reason is... I like you."
"I don't even know when I started liking you."
"I know I'm older than you, and I was once your teacher. It's shameless of me to say this, people might despise me..."
"But when it comes to feelings, it's never something that can be controlled by one's willpower."
"Liking is just liking. What can I do about it?"
At this point, Wen Wan gave a self-deprecating smile, "Anyway, I probably won't get married in this life. So I want to be brave for myself tonight."
She gazed at Chen Fan with burning eyes.
"I'm willing."
As she spoke, she raised one hand and gently pulled off the strap of her evening gown on her right shoulder.
The movement was slow but visually impactful.
"As long as you're willing, I'm yours tonight."
Chen Fan was severely stimulated, his face changing dramatically as he quickly closed his eyes.
"Don't be rash!"
"Put your clothes back on first."
"Listen to me, let's both calm down..."
Chen Fan moved forward a bit anxiously, reaching out with his eyes closed and touching Wen Wan's slightly cool arm. They both trembled at the same time as if electrified.
Chen Fan could only grit his teeth and quickly find her clothes, clumsily pulling the strap back up.
Only then did Chen Fan dare to open his eyes.
Wen Wan was just staring at him, her eyes full of grievance and resentment...
Chen Fan dared not look directly into her eyes.
He could only force himself to reach out to support her arm.
"Let's calm down first."
He supported her, but Wen Wan didn't move.
Chen Fan had to continue, "Get up first, the floor is cold."
Tears finally welled up in Wen Wan's eyes.
Seeing that the woman seemed to have reached a dead end, Chen Fan could only sigh.
"Get up first. I promise you, no matter what, I'll give you an answer, okay?"
Wen Wan's body trembled slightly, and she finally slowly stood up from the ground.
They sat back down on the sofa.
The only difference was that when they were drinking earlier, they sat opposite each other, one on each side.
Now they were sitting close together.
Seeing Wen Wan in tears and looking lost, Chen Fan couldn't help but sigh in frustration.
Damn it!
He shouldn't have had the whim to enter the school tonight.
Living a second life, he thought he would live only for Su Ruochu this lifetime.
Ruochu was his everything.
But Chen Fan overlooked that the soul in his body was that of a mature 40-something-year-old man.
At this moment, he was like a player with a bug in the game world, successful in career and satisfying in love.
He had made up for the regrets of his previous life and was unrivaled in this world.
He should be content and shouldn't ask for more.
But he never expected that an unexpected factor would appear in this world as well.
That was his encounter with Wen Wan.
This woman was elegant, mature, dignified, and considerate...
She appeared unexpectedly and filled the loneliness in the 40-year-old soul inside Chen Fan.
In this life.
Chen Fan's feelings for Su Ruochu were more of admiration, making up for the regrets of his previous life, doting and companionship, being perfect partners, and growing old together.
What about Wen Wan?
For the 40-something Chen Fan inside, his feelings for Wen Wan were appreciation, kindred spirit, regret, a sense of loss, a sigh.
For Fang Ling, Chen Fan could refuse without hesitation, because he knew he could never marry Fang Ling, nor would he fall in love with her.
But what about Wen Wan?
For this woman who was originally proud and confident but had now almost humbled herself to dust for the sake of love...
He couldn't utter that cold refusal.
Just as Wen Wan had said earlier, emotions are not something that can be controlled by one's will.
Chen Fan fell silent.
He unconsciously took out a cigarette and lit it.
Did he have feelings for Wen Wan?
At least the soul inside him had feelings for Wen Wan.
There was nothing wrong with admitting that.
Looking at Wen Wan beside him, she sat there quietly, saying nothing, looking pitifully sad and particularly heartbreaking.
Chen Fan knew very well.
Tonight, if he was willing.
Wen Wan could become his woman.
He could complete the missing piece of the puzzle deep in his soul.
From then on, there would be no more regrets in life.
But did he really want to accept Wen Wan?
Just as Wen Wan had said, she didn't want status, didn't want reputation, and was even humble enough not to ask for a promise from him...
Just to be a woman hidden behind a successful man.
To say that Chen Fan wasn't tempted at all.
That would be impossible.
You must know, this was Wen Wan, the now half-famous big star.
The moon goddess, the dream lover in the hearts of countless fans.
Now, he only needed to nod.
She could become his woman, at his disposal.
For any man, who could resist such temptation?
Such a choice would undoubtedly be a torment for any man.
And Chen Fan.
He considered for the entire time it took to smoke a cigarette.
He put the burnt-out cigarette into the ashtray on the coffee table and stubbed it out.
He slowly opened his mouth.