Chapter 181
Chapter 181
This is the first time Gu Jingxuan saw Shi Luo himself after the incident.
Gu Jingxuan's whole body is frozen, and his blood flows back.
Time falls... Time falls
I thought I had made enough psychological preparation, but only now did I find that he overestimated himself.
He's not ready. He's still not ready.
Seeing the cool eyes of Shi Luo, Gu Jingxuan's heart is pulled, and his mind is out of control. He remembers the figure in the video sent by doctor Chang.
He thought of the wind that he once hated, and the way that she said she was uncomfortable and cold.
Mingming only saw it once at that time, but he didn't see it again. However, those pictures were deeply engraved in his mind. As time went on, they didn't fade, but became clearer and clearer.
Gu Jingxuan is stiff all over. His heart seems to be strangled by a rope. The more he wants to loosen it, the tighter it is.
He can only tell himself over and over again: it's not her, it's not her.
When he said this to himself, he finally gasped, but his guilt came out of control.
He didn't know, he never knew, the original blood she so uncomfortable, don't know blood so hurt.
He didn't know all the time, so sometimes he didn't need a blood transfusion. It was just a little uncomfortable. But Li Fang said that he could lose. Gu Xiao said that she was OK. She was not afraid to make her brother better.
Looking at Gu Xiao's ruddy complexion, good spirit and good health, and her kindness, he agreed.
He just thought Gu Xiao was ok, so he was moved every time, but he didn't take it seriously.
He never knew that it would cost his life, that it was so painful.
He can't remember the time when it happened, but these days he dreams back in the middle of the night. As long as he falls asleep, he always dreams of her eyes and looks at him in fear.
He was a murderer in her eyes.
Because he is the devil who will kill her, slowly killing her and killing her.
So she was afraid of him.
He was looked at day and night like that, but he couldn't help it. Later, he dreamt that he would become a vampire, suck up the falling blood, and kill her.
Nightmares all night, let him restless, he did not even dare to think when the name.
The name of Shi Luo, after seeing the video, is like gangrene attached to bones, falling in his blood.
The gangrene attached to bones should be removed as soon as possible. He knew this truth, but he could not remove it.
Only when he told himself time and time again that he was paralyzed, could he get peace.
Gu Jingxuan is interrupted by Gu Xiao's crying and pulling.
"Brother, let's go back, I don't want to be here..."
Gu Jingxuan's eyes are dull and moves to Gu Xiao's face.
Gu Jingxuan lost a lot of weight because of nightmares and worries. He didn't think about food and tea and didn't have a good rest.
He is thinner, Gu Xiao is thinner.
Gu Jingxuan's pale face and red eyes were pitiful. In the past, Gu Jingxuan would have been deeply distressed.
But at the moment, he didn't feel distressed, and even thought of the short message that was sent on his neck.
The news was sent by Gu Xiao.
Now, whenever he sees Gu Xiao, he will think of these things uncontrollably in his mind.
Think of SMS content, think of Gu Xiaobai sitting beside the bed, let time fall to save him.
I think of Gu Xiao's sweet words about saving my brother.
Once let him warm warm words, but become distorted ridiculous.
Her ruddy complexion, patting her chest, became so ridiculous in the weak voice of Shi Luo.
Gu Jingxuan can't help but be stunned.
Gu Xiao stepped up, "brother, did you hear what I said? I want to go back, I don't want to record, mom is still waiting for us to go back, let's go back... "
Gu Xiao's cry, let Gu Jingxuan back to God, and then he inevitably thought of Li Fang.
That kind mother.
Li Fang is good to Gu Xiao and better to him. He is still satisfied with the stepmother. Some time ago, he thought it would be OK to change his name to ma.
But now seeing Li Fang, he thinks of the way she treats another daughter's life like a mole ant.
Gu Jingxuan is in a daze again, and Gu Xiao bites his teeth.
She is very flustered, Gu Jingxuan these days, always with such a look at her, let her tremble.
She cried so long, waiting for her brother to support her again, but Gu Jingxuan didn't speak for a long time.
Gu Xiao can't cry any more. He can only rely on himself.
She turned and looked at the director, "director, I'm not feeling well, I may not be able to participate in the recording..."
The director didn't seem to be surprised. He came over with a smile and said, "what's wrong? Shall we take you to the hospital? If the doctor's diagnosis really can't be recorded, then we have no problem, but if it can still be recorded, we have to record it. After all, we also signed a contract. "
Signing a contract represents compensation.
Gu Xiao was angry when she heard that. She thought that a little compensation was nothing. She had Yuanhang media behind her... No, she didn't.
Gu Xiao's face changed and he wanted to look back for his brother.
But Gu Jingxuan didn't look at him at all. He looked straight at the time behind the director.
His eyes are only on time.
Gu Xiao's heart suddenly became a ball, how can my brother see the time fall? My brother said he believed her
Her heart was occupied by confusion and fear, crumbling, as if she was going to faint in the next second.
In the past, Gu Jingxuan always paid attention to her state, and soon found her abnormality, but this time Gu Jingxuan didn't.
He was out of control, looking at the clock and confused.
At the beginning, things broke out, Gu Jingxuan downloaded the Weibo, decided not to care, decided to believe Gu Xiao.
But he was afraid. When he was afraid, he came up.
If time falls, what should we do if we want to be Miss Gu to replace Gu Xiao?
He thought a lot and contradicted a lot, but there was no sign at last.
He couldn't say whether he was relieved or disappointed. He was so ambivalent that he hoped that she would find him, but he was afraid that she would find him, so he ran away.
At the moment, he is still contradictory, can't help looking at the time and don't know what to do.
In his conflicts, Gu Xiao can't help pulling his sleeve and diverting his attention.
"Brother, the director is talking to you."
Gu Xiao is afraid that Gu Jingxuan will recognize Shi Luo directly if he looks down.
The director repeated with a smile, "the program has to be recorded, quit, pay compensation, and will be blacklisted by us in the future. It's really... I suggest recording."
Gu Jingxuan is silent.
In the past, he didn't pay attention to such threats. He didn't record them if he didn't record them. It doesn't matter, but now he can't.
Gu Jingxuan looks at Gu Xiao, "Xiaoxiao..."
He need not say clearly, Gu Xiao already knew Gu Jingxuan's attitude.
Her tears rolled down in an instant.
"Brother..."
How can my brother treat her like this? Before, as long as she cried, he would never force her.
You don't even have to cry.
How can it be like this now.
She has been forced to quit the program before, and now she is forced to record the program.
Gu Xiao was very sad.
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