novelraw Chapter 460 What Do You Do When You Are Lonely?
Chapter 460 What Do You Do When You Are Lonely?
In fact, she knew in her heart that no matter how much she liked the boss, it was absolutely impossible for the boss to like her—no, so to speak, she still gave herself too much face.It should be that no matter how much she likes the boss, no matter how much she chases after him, the boss will never see her in his eyes.
Hey~ It's accurate to describe it like this.
So she has always been clear in her heart that one day, the boss will marry a woman.And that woman could never be her.
In the past, just thinking about her boss marrying another woman made her feel so jealous that she would go crazy!
Jealousy made her ugly.
She wished she could kill all the women in the world with a machine gun.In this way, she is the only woman left in the world, and even if the boss doesn't marry her, the boss can't marry another woman.
If she, Lin Wanwan, can't get it, then no one else can get it.
For a long time, her thinking was so extreme.
But many things really cannot be guessed and inferred.Half a year ago, before the boss married his sister-in-law back home, even if you put the gun to her temple, she would never have thought that one day, she would give up liking the boss and marry him back The woman at home became friends.
They can still be busy talking and laughing together in the kitchen like they are now.
This was something that was unimaginable half a year ago.
But it just happened.
"It can only be said that things are impermanent, right?"
"The world is impermanent. There are so many unexpected things in this world." An Ning said casually, "There's nothing to be surprised about. It's so normal."
Even she didn't expect that she, a little person with no hair, could climb up to the high branch of Quan Wuye.Not only did she successfully join the upper class, but she also became the most prominent lady in the upper class circle in the capital.
Madam Quan!
Listen, these three words sound domineering and powerful.
His Fifth Master Quan really doesn't have the surname Bai.
Even the surname is powerful.
"Sister-in-law, you are such a nice person, how could you not even make a friend before you went to college?" Lin Wanwan asked her in wonder.
An Ning asked lazily, "You Miss Lin is such a nice person, why didn't you even make a friend before you met me?"
"Because I don't want to make friends at all. I have high vision, and I always feel that no one is worthy of being my friend. Not worthy of me."
"Then my thoughts are similar to yours."
"What do you mean almost! Almost, that means there are still some differences?"
"I'm not as confident as you are. I don't think anyone is good enough for me. I've been busy making ends meet and keeping myself alive. I don't have time to make friends. You know, making friends takes time." One thing. Friends, if you don’t maintain them, the relationship will gradually fade. And I don’t have time to make friends.”
She needs to learn, and only learning is the only way out for a little person like her who has no parents, no power and no power.Only by studying hard can she change her destiny.Let yourself no longer worry about having a full meal and a place to sleep.
She needs to make money, and she needs to make money to feed herself.But she is a student, where does she go to work?She just wanted to go to work, and there was no place for her.The only way she can make money is through scholarships.Participate in various competitions, get rankings, and get bonuses.
So in the final analysis, she is studying desperately in order to survive.
People who can't even afford to eat, how can they have the heart to make friends?Even if she had the time to make friends, she didn't have the money to go out to eat and hang out with them.
money!
A word of money can really stump a hero!
"But sister-in-law, you don't need to worry about such things anymore. You are married to the fifth master, let alone worry about food and clothing. Now you are the most prominent wife in the capital."
"So, didn't I just make you a friend?"
Lin Wanwan smirked at her, didn't speak, just smirked like that.
An Ning smiled at her inexplicably, and her back was also a little hairy, "Why are you looking at me with a smirk?"
"No, I just think about it. The fate between people is really amazing."
The word fate is the most indescribable.
How could she have imagined that one day, she would talk and laugh with her rival in love, and even work in the kitchen together?
"Fate is here, it can't be stopped no matter what." An Ning couldn't help but comfort Lin Wanwan, "Miss Lin, why are you in a hurry? You are still so young, you will always meet that correct person."
Master Quan Wu is not the right person for Lin Wanwan.
Ming Jiuye is not the one who is willing to be right.
They all just fell in love with the wrong person at the wrong time.But it doesn't mean that they will never meet the right person in their life.
What's the hurry?
With a population of more than one billion, it is not that simple to meet the right person.
Just wait and see, it will always happen.
Lin Wanwan asked her, "If it's life and death, then you won't meet?"
An Ning replied, "It's okay. One can live a wonderful and exquisite life. You don't have to find the right person to live a chic and nourishing life. When two people are together, it's good to be together. But when you are alone, there are advantages to being alone. At least, when you are alone, you are free enough. You can do whatever you want, but no one is in charge of you. You can arrange your own time as you want.”
Lin Wanwan was washing the dishes, and sighed slowly, "I've been free for too long, and I'm so cheap that I always want someone to come out and take care of me."
"You said it too, cheap."
"Sister-in-law, did you never feel lonely before you married the boss? Eating alone, going to work alone, and leaving get off work alone, there will always be times when you are lonely!"
"Of course I will feel lonely." An Ning was able to open her heart to Lin Wanwan, she said: "Sometimes when I see other people getting married, I feel a little bit lost."
"Is it? Especially when it's raining. People have boyfriends and girlfriends together, either in the rain, or someone gives an umbrella. But I'm alone in the shape of a human being. I'm pitiful when I think about it."
"I've never felt alone because of it."
"Then when did you feel lonely by yourself?"
"Probably... after my work and study pressure is particularly high, and I concentrate on work and study, the leisure after the short busy time, I will feel a little lonely. At that time, I would think, Ah... If I had a boyfriend, I wouldn't have to be alone. I finally have time, but I don't know how to spend it, and I don't know who to spend it with. At this time, I feel a little lonely .”
Lin Wanwan sympathized with Chickie Mimeng and nodded, "Yes, yes, sister-in-law, what you said hit the nail on the head. I am the same. When I am busy, I don't care about whether I am lonely or not. It is just a half-day leisure after I am busy. , feel very lonely.”
The state that is so tight that you have to squeeze in time to catch your breath, once it is over, you will feel that the time is extremely long.I don't know what to do, and I don't know how to pass the time.
At this time, it is the loneliest.
On the contrary, when you are busy, you don't have time to think about those messy things.If you are too busy, how can you have time to feel lonely!
"Sister-in-law, when you feel lonely, how do you pass the time?" Lin Wanwan curled her lips, "Usually when I am like this, I will grab Xiao Zhuiming and go clubbing. Or go to the people under my command Eating and drinking like crazy."
"But after this, wouldn't it be more empty?" An Ning asked seriously, "The more you feel lonely, the more you want to find someone to accompany you. Yes, when someone is with you, you Of course you will feel less lonely. But people can’t be with you all the time, when they can’t be with you, the sense of emptiness and loneliness will be more violent.”
"Yeah..." Lin Wanwan pouted her lips and looked viciously at the half-washed dishes in her hands. "The more lively, the more lonely you will be after the lively. This is an endless cycle."
"So the more lonely I am, the less I will find someone to accompany me."
"Then what are you doing?"
"Reading a book, looking at a book, the whole afternoon is wasted. Learn something that I am not good at at all, such as cooking. No, this is how I practice my cooking skills now. If I have spare time time, sleep."
But her sleep quality has not been very good.Most of the time, I still lie in bed and read a book.
In fact, she is not a person who loves to read, but besides reading, she doesn't know what else to do when she is alone.As a result, before she knew it, the habit of reading had already been formed.When she has no time now, she will try to squeeze out some time to read books.
Once a habit is formed, it is very difficult to change it.
Lin Wanwan looked at her in admiration, "Sister-in-law, you are really amazing."
"well enough?"
"People who can enjoy loneliness are very powerful."
"That's not enjoyment, it's digestion."
"It's amazing to be able to digest loneliness!"
"Miss Lin, you might as well try next time. When you feel lonely again, don't go out to make fools of people. Just stay in your own room and find something to do."
"Reading? Don't, don't, sister-in-law, I'm really the type that gets a headache when I read a book."
"I didn't tell you to read a book. You can do whatever you want. In short, just stop looking for a bunch of messy people to go out and mess around. As long as you feel lonely in the future, you can do this thing. Slow down Slowly, you won't feel alone."
Because when she is alone, she will habitually do something.
Everyone is alone.
Without boyfriends and girlfriends, this loneliness will be offset.
She felt that, instead, she had someone by her side, and when that sense of emptiness and loneliness struck, it was the most violent.
Because, I am used to having people around me, once no one is with me, I will never be able to fill up the huge loss.
And that's why she's always been alone.