novelraw Chapter 29
Chapter 29
Tay, you jump I jump."
Everyone in Giggs behind was already frightened stupid by her, only Hotch and Morgan were still calm, but their hearts were beating in their throats.
"I'm tired, Lucia, really. I'm so tired." Carol Müller looked at her and sighed.
Lucia held out a hand to her: "Then take a good rest."
"Yeah." After a long time, Carol Müller slowly stretched out his hand and hit her on the elbow just as Lucia was about to grab her. Lucia fell unsteadily and fell on the roof, watching Carol Mülller smile and leave a "thank you" and disappear before her eyes.
People behind rushed up one after another, looking at Carol Mülller's situation. Hotch wanted to squat down and help Lucia up, but she pushed him away.
After punching the ground hard, Lucia got up from the ground and walked into the stairwell full of anger.
She ran down a few floors, walked in casually, found a sink, scooped up water and slapped her face vigorously.Looking at the face in the mirror that looked a little strange due to anger, she couldn't help but punched it.
The mirror was instantly shattered, and blood snaked down along the cracks, dripping on the white tiles.
After a while, she withdrew her hand and forced herself to take three deep breaths, which caused a nausea in her stomach instead.She scratched the sink and retched for a while, and finally spit out a big mouthful of dark red blood.She didn't bother to pay attention to these things at all, and after resting for a while, feeling a little better, she went downstairs and prepared to close the team and go home.
When she came to the first floor, the riots had subsided, and the CSI people had almost cleaned up the scene.
Lucia looked at Hotch who was communicating with the school with Giggs not far away, pursed her lips and licked her lips.
She walked to her car and was going to sit and rest for a while.While stretching out his hand to open the door, he suddenly felt a strong dizziness.After finally stabilizing her body, she shook her head and blinked her eyes vigorously, finally recovering her sight a little bit.
She tried to reach for the handle, but when she raised her hand less than half the height of last time, she fell heavily to the ground.
Faintly, she heard Hotch and Morgan's panicked shouts and cries for help behind her.
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For those of you who sit in a well and look at the sky and think you are stubborn but can live smoothly in this world
Before I started writing, I experienced rage, grief, and powerlessness. When this moment really came, I was really happy, because I saw the dawn of a new life.
I'm sure no one ever expected this outcome, it's simple - no one really knew me, no one.
You sit in a well and watch the sky, self-righteous, stubborn, and always impose your own narrow, selfish and childish thoughts on me, but you don't know that those are like the air that is poured into angry balloons again and again, and one day, it will explode.
You have to bear all the responsibilities and costs for this ending—it is your insults, abuse, contempt, and injustice that caused all this.Take a good look at what you have done, but how much can you remember?
"Raising you is better than raising a dog. If I raise a dog, I will give it something to eat and it can wag its tail at me. What's the use of raising you?"
I feel sad for you who said this from the bottom of my heart, yes, not for myself.I am not even as good as a dog, what about you who gave birth to me?But this is also true, my life is indeed low, otherwise I would not live to this day.
"You are not capable enough to grow up like this, and you have such a bad temper. Your life has been ruined and there is no way to save it."
Maybe people really have the instinct to forget the hurt, so you should be thankful that I only remembered this sentence that I don’t know how many times it has been said, but this is enough, right?Yes, I am short, fat, and ugly, with protruding eyes, buck teeth, and a flat nose, but please don’t forget who gave birth to such a life?You don’t believe in science, you don’t believe in genes, I can only repeat here: when you gave birth to me, one of you was 42 years old and the other was 37 years old, one was 165 and the other was 155, and you had a daughter with congenital heart disease before. Is it my fault too? !Forget it, anyway, as long as the daughter of the Cruse family next door is around, I will never be able to make it to the top.
"I don't even want to go out on the street with you. I feel ashamed when others see me."
Anyway, I don't seem to have gone out with you a few times, so it doesn't count as losing your face a few times, right?
That's enough, let's stop here, I really don't want to say any more.
You keep saying that I have a bad temper, please reflect on yourself first, when was it not you who scolded me and laughed at me first? Maya rummaged through my drawers and bookcases and stole my pocket money again and again, but as soon as I told the story, you all said that I cared too much and scolded her for bullying her, saying that I have no brains and don’t know how to be a younger sister, and I usually don’t know how to give her some money use.I was 13 years old then!Where did the money come from? !And Maya's pocket money is several times mine, do you think I don't know? !I didn't eat any fruits and snacks bought at home, but in your opinion, I stole Maya's things.Anyway, I am so fat, it must be the result of stealing food, isn't it?
Remember when my great aunt came to our house for Thanksgiving when I was 9 years old?I secretly told Maya not to grab the turkey leg with my cousin, and you said that Maya and I grabbed the vegetables in front of the guests. It's been 16 years, I don't know how many times this matter has been brought up, but no one has listened to my explanation, never.
You tied me to Madison like a dog on a leash, so I had no choice but to give up Johns Hopkins and go to Wei Da.When I participated in the postgraduate interview the year before last, you insisted that Aunt Amy supervised it from the beginning to the end.You all said the clothes I bought were good-looking. When Amy said, "You look fatter in those clothes," you all began to criticize my eyesight, then my hairstyle, then my height, and then my eyes, Teeth, nose, fingers... In the end, I was forced to put on the outdated high heels that Amy's daughter no longer wanted, and said, "This is the pair your sister wore for her college entrance examination. If you don't wear these, there is no hope. Who would?" Take another look at you?" I didn't want to talk anymore, so I didn't answer you, but I was put into such a comment: "You are dumb like you, please don't enter the examination room, or you will lose my face." Everything There is no room for negotiation.
I am a human being, not a dog.I am a human being, not a dog.I'm a human, not a dog! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !
I wonder, is it so difficult to understand and listen to someone?
I just love cars and F1. Is it too much to buy a few car magazines and watch the scene once?You don't understand me, you don't know how I got through those years.I didn't go to Milwaukee with Catherine and the others in high school. I was treated as a traitor by a few of them. I lost my best friend forever and couldn't find a direction in life.Fortunately, I met F1 at that time, and that **** enthusiasm made me barely survive high school.My only hope of survival for a few years was to go to college, go to Indianapolis, see Fernando Alonso once, and die without regret.
In those years I said such words plainly, who of you listened to me?So don't say that I closed my heart, but that I opened the door early to welcome you, but your eyes are high above the top, you turn a blind eye, and keep shouting those ridiculous words.
It's useless to say more, and I don't have that patience anymore.Please go back to the title again and end it all like this.
Carol Müller
2014.9.13
Capitolo25
Lucia opened her eyes and found herself standing in a yard.
The setting sun made people feel warm. Looking down, the green grass under their feet was blooming with vigorous vitality.
"Give me that car, fool's sister! How could a fool play with such a high-end toy?"
"Oh~ oh~ Idiot's younger sister~Idiot's younger sister~ I have a idiot sister named Clara, she can't sing or dance and can only talk stupid things. Friends, don't play with me, because my idiot sister I will take you home and eat you!"
Lucia looked over and saw a group of children not far away were pushing and beating a little girl, and someone was spraying water on her head with a water gun.She stood there watching calmly, without stepping forward to try to persuade them to fight.
A little boy saw her and called the other children to leave together.A group of people screaming and laughing ran past her, leaving only the little girl standing wet.
Lucia stepped forward, pulled the shawl and knelt down to meet her eyes: "You are such a strong child, Lucia."
The little girl was a little surprised, staring at her with big lake blue eyes: "Do you know my name?"
Lucia smiled and nodded: "You are the goddess of light."
"Goddess of Light?"
"Yes, Goddess of Light, bringing infinite hope to others."
"But who can give me hope?" Before Lucia could answer, the little girl disappeared into thin air.
Lucia walked out of the yard and down the road.
It was already late at night, and the wind felt bitingly cool on the skin.
She came to a house just in time to see the little girl she had just met walking in.After a while the house was engulfed in flames. Lu