Chapter 457
Chapter 457
The maid took the report form and looked at Jiang Haodong in embarrassment. She was at a loss and wanted to refuse, "husband, madam, it's all in English. I, where can I understand it?"
As soon as he finished speaking, Jiang Haodong couldn't help covering his face. It's over.
Sure enough, Zuo Xiaoyou sighed gently, with a touch of light irony, "I'm blind, but I'm not retarded. Who can't speak English? It seems that this night Ruiju can't accommodate me as a blind man. "
Stand up, very simply groping out.
"Where are you going?" Jiang Haodong quickly stopped her and glared at the maid.
Lying won't say a better thing. You have to find someone so obvious to be seen through.
Zuo Xiaoyou touched the wall and held it. "I'm afraid I'm blind. Night Rui avoids me. I'm afraid he hates me." He smiled fearlessly, "there's no room for me here. Even the servants are lying and bullying me. I'm blind. What am I doing here? Nature is to go where I can live. "
"Madam!" The maid knelt on the ground and burst into tears, "madam, don't go. I read it, I read it. "
Jiang Haodong sighed deeply. At this moment, the master must have killed himself.
He exposed the truth in two rounds.
Zuo Xiaoyou stood still and said indifferently, "read."
The maid did not dare to get up. She knelt on the ground and read out according to the examination results "... The visual nerve has been corroded by drugs for a long time, resulting in corneal damage... It is recommended to have retinal transplantation within a month, otherwise..."
The maid looked at Jiang Haodong and dared not read any more.
Zuo Xiaoyou nervously pricked up his ears and asked, "otherwise what?" Without hearing any answer, he immediately snapped, "say!"
She had always been gentle, and such a solemn tone was the first in five years.
The maid shook her body and looked timidly at Jiang Haodong. Seeing that he waved his hand helplessly, she had to read down, "otherwise, she would be permanently blind."
a bolt from the blue!
As soon as the hands of Zuo Xiaoyou propped up on the wall were loose, she leaned soft against the wall, and tears fell from her large, listless eyes, empty and desperate.
Her voice was very light, as if the strength of her body had been exhausted at this moment, "where is yerui?"
Did he let himself live and die because he hated that he was blind? Or are you busy running for your retina?
"The young master is looking for the retina for his wife." The maid said, "night Ruiju hung a reward in every hospital."
Yes, living retinal transplantation is not allowed in country Z.
Night Rui, will save her.
Zuo Xiaoyou touched the wall and walked out. The maid and Jiang Haodong followed behind. She didn't retreat until she returned to the room.
Jiang Haodong hurried to the basement to find mingsize.
Zuo Xiaoyou groped and sat on the bay window, curled up tightly with his legs in his arms, listened with his ears up, and made sure that no one was there. Then he buried his head between his legs and cried.
Her thin body curled up between her legs and twitched violently.
At this moment, she seemed to understand why yerui was always doubting herself. Because at the moment when she knew she was blind, she was most worried about whether yerui didn't want her. Her first reaction was that night Rui was absent these days because she was blind and despised.
She is blind. She can no longer see yerui, Xiaoche and the most important people in her life.
It doesn't seem difficult to find a useful retina within a month, but with Yeshi's ability, why can't even people see it? It must be hard to find. Because the eyes burned by the forgetful water must be difficult to find a matching retina.
Because Jiang Haodong doesn't explain, Zuo Xiaoyou falls into a fantasy that deepens fear.
Sick people are most afraid of wishful thinking, but sick people are most prone to wishful thinking. The fear of doomsday is torturing them. Fear of death and the unknown is destroying them.
Zuo Xiaoyou sat on the bay window all afternoon. She tried to calm herself down and searched in her mind all the allusions of the world-famous blind.
She told herself again and again that it didn't matter, that it didn't matter if she had no eyes. Zuo Qiuming finished Zuo Zhuan and Homer left a beautiful epic Odyssey.
And Helen Keller, she only hopes for three days of light. And she has had the light for twenty-five years. She has seen everything Helen Keller wants to see, which is enough.
Zuo Xiaoyou muttered, "don't be afraid, don't be afraid. No eyes can see. I remember yerui and Xiaoche. "
However, she could no longer see yerui grow old and Xiaoche grow up.
Zuo Xiaoyou cried for a while and comforted himself for a while. She was tired physically and mentally, but she didn't sleep. She wants to see yerui.
In the final analysis, she was afraid whether night Rui really disliked herself.
She wants to hear yerui tell herself that she wants to feel whether yerui really doesn't care if she becomes blind.
In fact, like yerui, she is a child with no sense of security in her heart. After being an orphan for 20 years, there is still a wandering soul at the bottom of my heart. They belong to each other,
That night, Zuo Xiaoyou waited until dawn. In order not to let herself fall asleep, she sat on the bay window and waited. She listened all the time and woke up immediately when there was a disturbance.
However, all night, yerui didn't come.
Zuo Xiaoyou sleepily stayed up for two or three days. On the third day, his body finally couldn't stand it and fell asleep. Jiang Haodong immediately gave her nutrient solution.
Night Rui's divine sense is also very faint, but when staring at the picture on the screen, it seems that something is gradually waking up.
Looking at Zuo Xiaoyou sitting on the bay window crying, his scarlet eyes kept pouring out tears, and the picture in his mind gradually woke up.
At some point five years ago, he once held her in his arms and sighed softly, "Zuo Xiaoyou, it's my fault to make you cry."
"Zuo Xiaoyou, I will never let you cry again."
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He wants to hold her. Zuo Xiaoyou should be in his arms.
She's waiting for him. She's looking for him.
"Let me out, let me out ~ let me see Zuo Xiaoyou, let me see Zuo Xiaoyou." Night Rui struggled and roared, "mingsize, let me out."
Mingsize heard the cry and looked at the difficult man like a trapped animal in front of him. He couldn't help feeling distressed. But he refused with a hard heart“ As soon as you go out now, all your previous efforts will be wasted. "
"I'll come back after reading Zuo Xiaoyou. I told her I didn't care. I told her myself. She will sleep at ease. " Night Rui roared, "don't you see? She's waiting for me. She needs me. "
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