Chapter 189
Chapter 189
He didn't need anyone to help him. On the way down the back mountain, he stumbled all the way, sometimes even rolled down for a long time.
At the moment, he is undoubtedly the most embarrassed and down-to-earth image of his life——
After the rain, the soft soil stained all over his body with his stumbles. His shoes, trousers, clothes, hands and face were full of mud.
Even his head and hair were covered with soil and grass.
No one dares to come up and wipe it for him, and he doesn't allow anyone to come up.
Now mu Jifei's heart is empty
In front of many people, mu Jifei, who is very powerful, is like a walking corpse at the moment.
He didn't know why he went into the orphanage again.
From Houshan cemetery, walk to the orphanage, and then walk every corner of the orphanage
What is he doing?
Searching for the memory of childhood or looking for the footprints of little fish?
The dusk was already thick, and he was still reluctant to leave.
Finally, his footsteps stopped under the big banyan tree.
Once, the big banyan tree witnessed the moment when he and little fish loved each other most. The rusty swing carried the happiest moment between him and Le Yutong.
But now, when he comes, his little fish is gone
Le Yutong, where are you?
Will you still appear under the big banyan tree, or in my dream?
"Brother Fei, work hard -- a little higher -- a little higher --"
"I'm taller! Gao Gao -- "
The silver bell sound of the little fish seems to be still ringing in my ears
In a flash, the little fish grew up and became a big girl. She sat on the swing——
With his back to him, his long and soft black hair tilted down like a black waterfall, and one soft hair danced with the wind
Le Yutong!
Mu Jifei's heart moved and he was about to touch the man.
However, as soon as his steps approached and his fingers touched the cold swing, the beautiful illusion in front of him immediately disappeared.
Le Yutong——
Originally, nothing exists, and the air is full of loss and sadness.
And the loneliness of bone etching pain
Mu Jifei stepped forward to the swing, closed his eyes, stretched out his arms, hugged... And hugged the air full of arms.
At the moment, he can only numb his lonely soul by memory——
Recalling the way he saw Le Yutong sitting on the swing, he slowly stretched out his hand and held the iron chain she had held before. He imagined that she was still sitting on the swing at the moment. What he held was not the iron chain, but her hand.
He seemed to feel the temperature she left on the iron chain and the desolation and tenderness of her hands.
Mu Jifei, mu Jifei, who can you blame? You used to be so close to your little fish. God personally sent her to this swing. You also held her, but why did you leave her?
You killed your happiness yourself. Can you still blame God for injustice?
Mu Jifei's mouth was shallow, but when he opened his eyes, his dark fundus had nothing but the cold template and the night.
Empty black
"Uncle, are you very unhappy?"
Suddenly a timid question sounded vaguely but crisply.
Is it a little fish?
He thought he was hallucinating again. He hesitated and slowly turned his body to face the direction of the voice.
I didn't know when a small voice stood in front of him and looked at him with dark eyes in the dark twilight.
Not happy fish.
It's a beautiful little girl with a defective upper lip.
"..." for some reason, he squatted down in front of the little girl.
Just because of his squat, he relieved the little girl's tension at once.
But the little girl looked at the dirt on his body and the dirt on his head, stared at a pair of black eyes, and some dared not speak.
"Hey -" Mu Jifei sighed heavily and asked, "it's dark. Why are you still wandering outside and won't go to bed?"
He knows the rules of the kindergarten. If he runs around the yard after dark, he will be punished.
He was often punished before.
Every time he broke the rules and was caught by someone on duty at Xiuer's mother's place, Xiuer's mother would make him punish him for washing his hands and rubbing towels with a handkerchief
Take Xiuer's mother's words at that time, "if you are so energetic all day, then do more housework!"
Every time he was punished, the little fish would sneak up to help him wash.
"Not today, not these days. My mother and teachers are receiving education..."
Oh, by the way, he ordered all the staff in the orphanage to study the "moral character" series of courses every night while being investigated, and they must learn nine o'clock every night.
Why didn't he think these poor children needed to be taken care of
It's all his fault!
He reached out and rubbed his temples.
"Uncle, aunt said, if you are unhappy, bury your unhappiness..."
Aunt?
Mu Jifei looked at the little girl with doubts.
Seeing that he didn't believe it, the little girl nodded affirmatively and seriously and said, "don't believe it. I saw my aunt bury memories here with my own eyes. She said those are unhappy memories. If you bury them, you'll be happy."
"Is that Aunt thin with long hair?" Mu Jifei suddenly stretched out his hand, clamped the little girl and asked excitedly.
The little girl was so frightened by his sudden move that her eyes stared round and closed her incomplete lips.
"Tell me, did that aunt come here?" Mu Jifei still asked eagerly. A heart was about to jump out of his chest.
It must be le Yutong! It must be her! She must not be dead!
"Tell me, when did you see her? Is it the last two days? " His hands still clamped on the little girl's thin body, as if they were clamping on all his hopes.
The little girl was obviously frightened by his action and expression. The whole person was stunned, and her round eyes gave out a frightened light.
Seeing the little girl's delay in answering, mu Jifei noticed that it was his momentary gaffe that frightened Xiao girl.
After realizing this, mu Jifei loosened his hand, tried to squeeze a smile out of his handsome face, wrapped the little girl in his arms and said in a gentle voice as much as possible——
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, my uncle scared you... However, my uncle is very unhappy now. My uncle wants to learn the method of the aunt you said... Can you tell me how my aunt buried her unhappiness?"
Seeing mu Jifei's expression softened and her voice became better, the little girl relieved some nervous emotions.
However, she stared at mu Jifei's face and shook her head.
"Will you tell your uncle? My uncle grew up here when he was a child. Now my uncle is very unhappy and sad. Help my uncle. What should I do? " Mu Jifei released the softest gesture of his life and begged the little girl.
Because of the requirements of all my friends, Xiao Yue spits blood and adds another chapter tonight. I love you!
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