President's fake girlfriend

Chapter 173

Now I'm lying in front of Xiuer's mother to write to you. Later, I have to say goodbye to the old banyan tree. Thank it for the years it has accompanied you and me. Thank it for giving me such a beautiful memory.

Brother Xiaofei, I don't know what I did wrong. I don't know why I don't like you so much. Why... Why do you maintain and be good to Fengling again and again in front of me?

I dare not tell you that I am your little fish. Fengling is actually a fake little fish. She is a real Xiaoling. She came with the mission of revenge... Do you remember how she wanted to like you when she was a child, but you hated her again and again

So she changed her face as I was a child and became your "little fish", but I dare not expose her at all, because our son is still alive and in the hands of the American black flash organization, and huifengling is a member of the black flash organization.

Although I clearly know that you are good to Fengling because you think she is a little fish. In more than a year, I said to myself again and again that you are good to her, in fact, you are good to me, but... I really can't deceive myself after holding on for so long.

I know that you like her and fall in love with her. It has nothing to do with whether she is a little fish. Even if one day, my identity can be revealed, you won't love me, even a little. You have only possession of me. It's the kind of possession that doesn't lose men's self-esteem.

When I understand this, I think I may still hold this humble "love" by your side and feel your so-called "never leave". But I was wrong again——

When huifengling broke into your room, all I felt was the shame of being caught and raped in bed... Just as huifengling scolded, I was just a shameless bitch who hooked ~ attracted other men.

Do you know what it's like to walk down the street in bathrobes and slippers? From the despised eyes of others, you can see that you are the same as not wearing clothes in the eyes of others.

You know how bad it feels? There's a feeling that you shouldn't do it every day and the earth doesn't work. I am very afraid, really afraid, afraid that everyone in the world will laugh at me, abandon me, and fear that another person will exist alone in the world.

I really miss the days when we were in the orphanage together. It was good at that time!

I can look at you, hold you, hold you, stay with you, and you and I belong to each other completely. However, the reality is really too cruel. The more I look forward to it, the more I yearn for it, and the more I think of it, the more beautiful it is. In the end, I was hit so hard that I didn't even have the strength to stand up.

From small to large, I have only one dream, very humble, but far away - I want to marry you, want to stay with you, love you, guard you, accompany you all my life, and want you to accompany me all my life.

However, things in the world are so different. When huifengling became a little fish again, I became the killer sent by the United States to murder you, and I can't remember that you are my little flying brother

However, I don't know why. I didn't kill you after all, but I became a traitor of the black flash organization. They robbed me and your son to threaten me, including huifengling.

I admit, I'm guilty. Cheap, I'm shameless, I'm shameful. I'm too low. Cheap. I'm willing to do anything cheap in order to stay with you. In front of you, I'm even like a dog.

However, facts have proved that no matter how humble I am, I can't return your look of pity, because you fall in love with huifengling.

However, I'm really glad that when my mind was still blank, I didn't think I could marry you, although at that time I just wanted to live and didn't know you were my little flying brother.

However, I married you once after all. Did I realize my childhood dream?

However, if you want to come now, the wedding was really embarrassing——

Do you know how I feel when I put on my grand wedding dress, stand in an empty house and look at myself in the mirror?

I think I can finally live in this world. No matter what form I live, I am very lucky, and I have the only family in my life - the child in my belly.

I was thinking, it's good to be alive and have hope. Thank God, thank God, thank everyone who let me live.

Really, my idea at that time was that simple, as long as living is the best.

But why did God tease me again? It restored my memory again! So my nightmare began

If you wanted me to die and tortured me with all kinds of cruel means, it was because I deserved it. I had no reason to complain. Then, after I learned that you were my little flying brother, my whole world collapsed

So the little flying brother who loved me in the past is the demon man who wants me to die all the time?!

yes! I'm not wrong at all. You've really become a devil to me!

But the most sad thing is that I still love this demon!

During that time in the hospital, I think it should be my happiest day. Although my son was robbed, at least I knew he was still alive. Although you are still cold and telling me what to do, but... I know our relationship has eased. I lie in bed every day, say good night to the door of your room, say brother Xiaofei I love you, and then pray for the coming of the next day, but... I'm wrong again!

Conspiracy and disaster have come to me again! I don't know why I suddenly had an affair with a nigger, and you still believe that I married that groundless nigger in the United States and had a child!

My God, is this a fantasy!

But you ruthlessly kicked me out of your house and forced me to press my fingerprints on the divorce agreement. If the snow in June can really predict grievances, I think my sky is covered with ice and snow.

Well, I'm wrong. I shouldn't expect happiness, you should not expect you to love me, and I shouldn't expect too much. As long as I don't expect too much, then... I won't hurt, feel sad, and cry.

I think I must be not good enough, not good enough to deserve you, not good enough to have no qualification to stay with you. When I was a child, you always said I was stupid. Yes, I also thought I was too stupid. I insisted on being stupid for 20 years. Now I finally feel tired, stupid and tired. So I left. I went to that world to reunite with my Xiuer's mother. She will love me, mother. She won't despise me.

I'm gone. I hope you can be happy. I hope one day Huifeng Linghui will become kind and become your good wife's help.

Take care!

Little fish's pen. "

When I finished, I burst into tears.