poison

Chapter 242 I Like Your Heart, It Will Not Be False

I like your heart, it won't be fake

"Honestly, I was just an ordinary girl at that time. Although my relationship was frustrated, my first love sister hated me and made us break up." Yukimura lowered his head to drink tea, his eyes were sad, so after so many years, although he has forgiven Misako, but the brothers and sisters can never go back to the intimacy of the past, because of her willfulness, he missed the most important person in his life, that wish, the wish to marry Midorikawa Kohaku, can no longer be fulfilled .

"The ex-boyfriend said goodbye to me because he was moved by Yi Xuesang in our world who insisted on a one-day confession campaign for a year," Atobe frowned, and that was probably the only thing he would regret now. The only thing with gorgeous mood.Young and frivolous, he couldn't see what he really wanted. He wanted to get it back in a hurry after missing it, but found that his treasure had already been taken by someone else.

"The current boyfriend suddenly disappeared without a word," Long Ya rubbed his temples, so is he the last straw that broke the camel's back?It's really a heinous crime.He longed to wander unrestrainedly, to find the huge dream in this world that would allow him to stop, and when he found that he had met someone who was willing to change and stay for her but missed it, he did not regret it, but did everything possible to save it. Even if he plotted against his closest brother, he still doesn't regret it. Even if he developed to that point later, watching Kohaku torture himself, he thought about giving in, Atobe thought about letting go, and Yukimura also hesitated because of Kohaku's tears. They still couldn't let go in the end, only the Echizen brothers, no matter how much torture and pain, refused to let go from the beginning to the end, just like a hungry beast biting its prey, and refused to let go.

"Then inexplicably received a confession from a classmate and was semi-forced to have sex," Fuji smiled wryly, that was the worst way of confession he chose.He fantasized more than once, if it didn't have such a bad start, would there be a different ending?At that time, I said that I couldn't tell the difference between love and lust, but when I thought about it later, it was just an excuse to get close to her. I was so stimulated by Echizen that I lost my mind, and I chose a rough start.

"But I'm really just an ordinary high school girl, dreaming of meeting a boy who loves me very much, and then happy end, never thinking that I will become what you see. And all of this is Bai Yixue Thanks to Sang, just like you know the plot, one day I suddenly met a 'god' and knew my fate." Hu Po looked at Yi Xue.

"I will be with several men at the same time, and then you appear, and these men have abandoned me and fell in love with you. It doesn't matter. In my opinion, excellent men are everywhere. The little brother who delivers milk to my family every day I just think he looks handsome when he smiles. So I haven’t lost them to the point where I can’t live without losing my mind and crazy revenge on you. But the gods told me the ending, I will be hated by you, and these men who like you will do it for you You drove me abroad, the plane crashed, and I died in the sky."

The men were silent, except for Nioh, it was the first time that Amber told them these things in such detail, they didn't know that Amber had so many things on her mind.

Amber decided to tell everything. Rather than telling Yi Xue, she wanted to tell her thoughts about taking advantage of them. She had been feeling guilty all the time, and she was too tired. Telling all the things hidden in her heart, what would happen to them? She no longer wants to think about such a reaction.

"Then my parents divorced, my father was with your mother, my mother died, and my brother died in prison. It was a tragic ending, but for you, it might not feel tragic at all, but it might be I think it’s normal that Marysu’s family is ruined and her family is destroyed. All these are the endings of novels. But I’m different. I’m a living person, and they are my relatives. I won’t look at such an ending indifferently. Then God told me that we are incompatible, like two programs on a computer, with you and me. Then I used them despicably, and you are right, Yukimura and the others are the protagonists of the world, so the two of us Whoever is more successful will be judged by how much they favor. Then I deliberately seduced them, so I managed to survive." Amber felt her throat tighten, she lowered her head and took a big sip of tea, not daring to look at them again expression.

The tea room was unusually quiet, everyone was silent, and no one could guess what they were thinking. Knowing that I am such a woman, I was not forced by them, but deliberately seduced, which led to today's situation. Will be disgusted?Maybe their likes temporarily overwhelm their dislikes, but they will leave a crack in each other's hearts, which will slowly grow bigger as time goes by, and finally shatter completely.

"Sorry, I've been lying to you all this time," biting his lower lip subconsciously, "It's not your fault, but mine. It's my fault that I took advantage of you for the sake of my own survival. Everyone is suffering so much."

Yi Xue looked at Amber with an unkind expression. In her opinion, this was simply the winner's mockery of the loser.It wasn't until Amber mentioned the gods, that she suddenly knew her destiny, that Yi Xue was a little sober from her anger. The original wish that she had buried with her constant false happiness, the wish that she never dared to think of again——I think go home.

I don't know how to time travel. After the initial excitement, I prayed countless times for her to return to the original world, but it was useless.

She fantasizes herself as a protagonist who wants to save the princes who have been raped by Mary Sue, and those princes who are rescued by her will fall in love with her, and she will obtain the happiness that she has always hoped for before. She keeps hypnotizing herself with this idea, telling She is also very good when she came to this book by herself. She gained a sense of satisfaction and achievement in the step-by-step process of 'stopping' the prince from being involved, and slowly suppressed the desire to go home.

But now, these people who traveled from another world told themselves that there really are gods in this world, so why didn't he hear his wish?

"Do you think I will believe you when you say these ridiculous things? God? It's ridiculous, what kind of god is so possible in this world? Do you know that in my world, Yukimura Atobu Fuji, they were originally a manga , Their fate is only in the hands of the manga artist. If he wants to draw Yukimura and lose to Echizen Ryoma, he will lose even if he is called the Son of God. You are even more ridiculous. You are just someone who likes Yukimura too much And the fan fiction that I wrote is the kind of fleshy heroine who can sleep with a man without integrity, Luchuan Amber, what qualifications do you have to preach to me here?"

"So what? Can comics draw our whole life? Can novels write her whole life? We lived before the start of the comic you said, and we live after the end of the novel. The emotions are real, don't you think Could my uncle's decision be manipulated by something?" Atobe was the first of several men to speak. "And you," he turned his gaze to look at Amber, "what do you think of us? Even if you intend to seduce, but I don't want to, can you force me? Do you think I will tolerate so much if I don't like you? No matter what Did you seduce on purpose, I like your mood, it won't be fake."