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Chapter 215 Heihe

Widowmaker (say it)

When Amber woke up, the sun was already high, and there was the sound of rushing water in the bathroom. She sat up rubbing her disheveled hair, and stayed on the bed for a while, until Longya came out of the bathroom, holding Wiping his wet hair with a towel, wearing only a pair of underwear, he showed off his strong and strong body without hesitation. The gaze he fell on himself made Amber's mind slowly return. She was bullied so badly that she became incontinent last night Remembering the way she looked, she picked up the pillow in her hand and threw it at Long Ya in embarrassment.

"Seeing that you are so energetic, I am relieved, and I am worried that I bullied you too hard last night..." Long Ya casually caught the throwing pillow, threw it back on the bed, and then slammed it into the soft bed Throwing Amber down on the bed, "Great, is this a gift from the gods?" He pressed his dry and soft lips on Amber's delicate and fair skin, "You recovered so quickly, you are indeed a gift from God." Give it to my stunner? You don’t know, the actual department used the excuse of a medical examination to take your body for a physical examination. Although the recovery is so fast, we don’t have to worry too much when we occupy you, but I was really worried at first. , so abnormal, no matter how many marks it leaves on your body, it will disappear soon, and we will not rest assured until the test results say that you are healthy." You can occupy you more wantonly with confidence.

"Are you worried?" The things she didn't know came out of Long Ya's mouth, making Hu Po feel uncomfortable in her heart, "Do you know? Long Ya," Hu Po put her arms around Long Ya's neck and buried her face in In his generous chest, "Although you are so kind to me, I really can't believe it. The more I feel later, you and I... are just together because of carnal desire, otherwise you are such an excellent person. How could you be willing to be with an ordinary person like me? I know, you are all very proud people, why are you willing to let your pride be broken because of a woman and share a woman?"

Amber recalled those days, the better they treated her, the happier they were, the heavier and more painful the doubts in her heart. She doubted everything, doubted whether they treated her, whether it was lust or emotion, and doubted herself, the brighter the light, The shadow gets darker.She was in pain, didn't want them to know, and hated their ignorance, tortured herself, and then went back to Kanagawa alone to meet her old friend, got drunk and had sex with Liu Gun. , the guilt of betrayal and the pain of doubt in her heart offset each other, and she returned to her original appearance on the surface, but in fact, the rot inside was even worse.

"I know," Long Ya sighed and hugged Amber tightly, patting her on the back repeatedly, "We all know." Knowing that she lost a lot of hair, knowing that she was not with them She stayed up all night, knowing the sleeping pills she hid, "didn't we often take you to see your friends during that time? In fact, it was a psychiatrist. If you don't tell me, we will pretend not to know."

During that time, they all noticed Amber's abnormality, saw her pain in their eyes, Atobu found a few absolutely reliable psychiatrists, pretended to be friends they knew, and took her to meet, hoping to be in this kind of situation. Slowly healed her in the conversation, but it didn't work.

"We have thought of various ways to take you on a trip, accompany you to do everything you want to do, and give you everything you want, do you remember? During that time, no matter who often played abroad Ryoma, I still like to go around the world to take pictures. Even Yukimura and Atobe seemed to be free for a while. We didn't leave Japan and stayed by your side all the time, but your symptoms are getting worse. You know I don't know how scared we were when we saw you taking sleeping pills from the surveillance?"

I was afraid that she would not wake up, and that she would do something stupid where they couldn't see. The places she frequented were all equipped with surveillance cameras, and people monitored them 24 hours a day.They all stayed in the country, wanting to stay by her side non-stop, but afraid that such an abnormality would be discovered by her.They felt that they forced her to accept this deformed feeling and made her suffer. They thought about letting go, but no one could do it. They could only watch her torture themselves and torture them.

Everything came to an abrupt end after that derailment. Amber suddenly stopped being agitated, and seemed to have returned to her original appearance. She no longer took sleeping pills, and she would not suffer from insomnia. Then she cheated again and again, one man after another , They are also suffering, and they all know that something is wrong between them, but no one can do anything.I feel that all this is caused by them forcing her to accept several people at the same time. She is in pain and absolutely refuses to let go. She can only accept it bit by bit, comforting that at least Amber didn’t want to leave them. At that time, even she felt that they were so humble and pitiful. .

"The better you guys treat me, the more I feel worthless for you..." Hu Po clung to Long Ya's arms, listening to his beating heart, shedding tears silently, "I'm very scared, really, scared One day you suddenly realize that Amber Lvchuan is just an ordinary woman who cannot be more ordinary. She has no family background, is not beautiful enough, and has no smart mind. She cannot give you any help. Her fresh body will also age with time. What can attract you, and then you will leave me without hesitation to find more and better things."

As if falling into that fear again, Hu Po's body trembled slightly, and hugged Long Ya to get more comfort from him, "What should I do at that time? I am used to being loved by you and then suddenly abandoned, what should I do?" What should I do?" So it is better to mix feelings and carnal desires together without distinguishing or considering whether it is worth it or not. As long as you like it, you can be together, and you can turn your longing for emotional comfort into physical satisfaction. Even if you cheat, you don’t feel guilty. More people come to satisfy themselves, gain short-term satisfaction and happiness from the intertwined bodies, and prove that they still have something to attract them by coaxing one man after another into bed, without worrying that they will suddenly abandon her.

Even lovers have things they can't tell each other, and these are the culprits that cause their misunderstanding. No one is willing to say it. It's ridiculous to make a self-righteous decision and think it's good for the other party.

Long Ya laughed, holding Amber in her arms and kept laughing, "We are all fools, torturing ourselves for such ridiculous reasons. We feel that our relationship makes the other party unhappy and refuse to let go, why are we so stupid? Now you know, I would rather see you in pain than let go, you absolutely don't have to worry about abandoning you one day, but I should be worried, there are always so many men around you." Long Ya tilted his head and kissed Amber's sideburns, "Don't make me worry, marry me, Amber."

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A girl asked me where the female supporting role went. In fact, the female supporting role in Widowmaker is not important at all. I just thought of the problems that will arise after they have been together for a long time. Give them a chance to start again, because the rush of the first part In the ending, the slightly darker plots in the back are not written, such as a few men blackened, some want to monopolize and kill each other, some people die, imprisoned, SM, death, etc. I think the fleshy text is a little easier n(*≧ ▽≦*) n After ten years in Widowmaker, they have all gone astray, distrusting each other, torturing each other and refusing to let go. If there is a chance to start over, what choice will they make.At least among the few people who came back, none of them chose to give up Amber because of the pain and suffering in their previous lives, so they got a chance to get everything back on track...