Over indulge

Chapter 140 Reconciliation

Ye Jinyin couldn't remember how she drove out of that neighborhood, and tears flowed down her face along the way. She wanted to restrain herself, but she couldn't control it.

Weeping while driving, I accidentally stepped on the gas pedal to speed up several times during this period. Later, it may be because I cried for too long, my body was weak, and my mind was in a trance. The road light was not very good, and I mistakenly thought the white garbage bag in the middle of the road was a cat, and slammed the steering wheel to avoid it, and finally bumped into a utility pole by the roadside, the entire airbag popped up instantly, and Ye Jinyin lay on it and lost consciousness.

When I woke up again, I was in a white ward.

Not long after Wei Wei opened her eyes, her son's face came into view, shouting excitedly: "Dad, Dad, mom is awake, mom is awake."

The sound was so loud that it stimulated the eardrums.

"Honey, you're awake, you scared us to death." A familiar man's face broke into sight.

Ye Jinyin looked at everything around her, and also saw the instrument measuring her vital signs, and suddenly recalled what happened. She was driving a car and crashed into a utility pole.

"I'm not dead." Ye Jinyin murmured.

"You were in a coma for two days and two nights, remember?"

Ye Jinyin shook her head.

"Mom, mom, are you hungry? Dad said, you haven't eaten for two days and two nights. You must be very hungry when you wake up. What do you want to eat? I'll buy it for you."

"Wife, do you still have it? Is there anything wrong? It's okay. I'll call the doctor over."

"..."

Facing the concern of the two "men" in front of the hospital bed, Ye Jinyin smiled helplessly, and suddenly felt so stupid, so stupid.

What is in front of her is the reality, the irreversible and foregone reality, why does she risk her life to pursue her so-called self.

Her self had been annihilated when she chose to abandon Xu Ruining and return to "normal married life" more than ten years ago.

Everything she did before was in vain, moths to the flame, there would be no results.

Ye Jinyin is also lying on the hospital bed at this moment, looking at the face of her husband and son, she suddenly wakes up.

She is already 40 years old this year, why is she still naive like a child, she already has her own family, and it is wrong to go to destroy other people's feelings, besides, how can she be worthy of her son like this, I am sorry for my husband.

Ye Jinyin felt deeply guilty and apologetic in her heart, struggling to sit up, a burst of dizziness came, making people unable to think about anything for a short time.

"Okay, just lie down obediently, and I'll call you a doctor." After finishing speaking, the man hurried out.

After Ye Jinyin recovered a bit, she hurriedly said to her son who was waiting in front of the bed to give orders: "Help mom get the phone."

Ye Jinyin got the phone, flipped through the address book, found Huang Ying's number, and called the other party.

While waiting for the call to be answered, Ye Jinyin was very anxious. She didn't want to be heard by her son, so she sent an errand to send him out of the ward.

Perhaps it was because of this life-and-death experience that Ye Jinyin knew how to cherish the present, and suddenly realized that there is nothing wrong with nostalgia for the past, but it is wrong to linger in the wrong way and cause harm to others.

Soon after the call was answered, Huang Ying's formulaic voice came from the opposite side.

Ye Jinyin hurriedly reported her family name: "I'm Ye Jinyin."

"Oh, it's Ms. Ye, are you also looking for Mr. Xu today?"

Ye Jinyin hummed, a little embarrassed, but she still mustered up the courage to say: "You can report like Xu Ruining, just say that I'm sorry, I want to apologize to her in person, and I want to say something to her in person. ?talk."

Huang Ying was a little hesitant, but couldn't help but tell the truth: "Miss Ye, I don't think we would agree to see you according to Mr. Xu's temperament, but I will try to convey it to you."

"I see, I'm sorry to trouble you." Ye Jinyin held the phone and began to wait.

After a few minutes, Huang Ying came back, picked up the phone again and said, "I'm very sorry, Ms. Ye, we, Mr. Xu, still don't want to see you."

At this moment, Ye Jinyin's husband pushed the door in with a doctor. Ye Jinyin didn't even have time to continue talking, so she hung up the phone in a hurry.

She should have expected it a long time ago. Don't you know what kind of person Xu Ruining is?

Soft heart is not at all? It is a word in her dictionary. Once she makes up her mind about something, ten cows can't pull her back. Just like when she broke up with her back then, Xu Ruining was sad, but after learning the reason? He didn't ask her to stay, but instead wished her a word of happiness, then turned and left without looking back, looking cool and unrestrained.

She should have expected it.

After the doctor's examination, there was no major problem. Ye Jinyin was discharged from the hospital that day and paid a fine. After all, she was indeed the one who damaged the public facilities.

This night, she tossed and turned and couldn't fall asleep. She always felt that things started because of her, so she had to start well and end well, even though the beginning wasn't that good, and she didn't want such an ending.

If she disappears from now on and never disturbs her again, in their eyes, she will create an impression of being ashamed and evasive. Although it is somewhat true, Ye Jinyin does not want to leave that impression in the end.

Not listening to her family's advice to rest, Ye Jinyin drove out alone the day after she was discharged from the hospital.

Because the hood of his own car was smashed, it has been sent to the garage, and the husband left his car for her to use.

Ye Jinyin knew that with her own ability, it was impossible for Xu Ruining to see her again in this life, let alone sit down and listen to her talk calmly, so she could only go to Lin Jiayue, and only by going to her, could this? end.

After that day, actually almost a week later, Lin Jiayue almost forgot about this person, and erased her shadow from her life, but she unexpectedly met her again today.

Moreover, this time she was standing directly downstairs in her teaching building and waiting to meet her openly.

At first, Lin Jiayue came out with her bag on her shoulders. The moment she saw her, she was stunned for a moment, and then she was disgusted, a strong disgust, no? Involuntarily remembered her showing off in front of her In order to be angry, she took the initiative to throw herself into Xu Ruining's arms. All of this made Lin Jiayue's blood rise, and she almost didn't want to give him a look. Opportunity.

Seeing this, Ye Jinyin was a little surprised, but felt that it was reasonable. After all, people would be angry if she did something like that before, let alone a young girl like her, so she didn't even think about it. Hastened to chase after the past.

"Lin Jiayue, Lin Jiayue, wait a moment."

Lin Jiayue didn't have the slightest intention to stop, and continued to speed up her pace, almost like trotting.

Ye Jinyin, who was behind her, continued to chase, gasping for breath. She suddenly felt dizzy and fell to the ground. She thought it might be the aftereffects of the car accident. She lay on the ground and watched Lin Jiayue's back go away, feeling powerless. .

Gradually, Lin Jiayue couldn't hear her voice anymore, she might have thrown it away, looked back curiously, and found that Ye Jinyin had fallen to the ground, a little doubted whether it was real or acting.

After all, after that incident, Lin Jiayue no longer dared to trust strangers casually.

However, in case...

Unavoidably soft-hearted, sensibility overcame rationality, Lin Jiayue gritted her teeth and ran over.

"Hello!" When Lin Jiayue came to Ye Jinyin, she didn't intend to help her, but instead greeted Ye Jinyin tentatively and distantly.

Ye Jinyin feebly raised a hand, looked at Lin Jiayue and said the first sentence: "I'm sorry..."

Lin Jiayue was startled, a little unexpected.

"What are you planning?" Lin Jiayue remained vigilant.

Ye Jinyin didn't want to? She stood up, sat on the ground and said to her, "I know, you must really hate me now."

Is Lin Jiayue silent? Talk.

Ye Jinyin had no choice but to say again: "I just have a hard time with Xu Ruining. I didn't intend to hurt you."

Hearing this, Lin Jiayue finally couldn't help it. She turned on the microphone and said, "Is it difficult to calm down? Miss Ye, as far as I know, you have a husband and a child now, have you ever thought about what harm you have done to them? What harm will it do to me and Xu Ruining, this? No? It can be explained in one sentence, you are also an adult, don't you understand this truth better than me?"

Ye Jinyin nodded repeatedly with self-blame, and did not deny Lin Jiayue's reprimand: "I know, I was confused for a while, didn't I? I meant to hurt you. I just saw that you are so affectionate and jealous, and wanted to test Is Xu Ruining still in his heart? Without me, I'm just not reconciled...I'm not reconciled to our relationship in the past nine years, how could it be better? She has known you for only a few months..."

"Test?" Lin Jiayue's flame of anger was raging, she tried to suppress her temper and said, "In your eyes, Xu Ruining is a tool to test your feelings? You were the one who abandoned her when you said you would abandon her, and now it's difficult to think about it." You are the one who is going to be tested, Xu Ruining is also human, she has? Blood?

Ye Jinyin suddenly started to burst into tears, couldn't she? He kept apologizing to Lin Jiayue: "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I'm a sinner, and it's all my fault..."

Seeing her like this, Lin Jiayue had mixed feelings in her heart. It was the first time to educate someone who was so much older than herself. Looking at her like this, she seemed to be sincerely remorseful and felt that she was wrong. If she continued to be aggressive, she would seem I have a small stomach and chicken intestines, and I care about every detail.

"Forget it, just don't bother us in the future, go back and live a good life with your husband and son. You have already owed Xu Ruining, so don't owe them any more. In this life, everything is not right? Maybe everything goes well, you and Xu Ruining has passed."

After Lin Jiayue finished speaking, she turned around and was about to leave.

Just at this moment, Ye Jinyin made an astonishing move.

She, she hurriedly reached out and grabbed Lin Jiayue's clothes. When Lin Jiayue looked back, she knelt down for herself.

I really knelt down...

Such a shock made Lin Jiayue lose any reaction at the moment.

Ye Jinyin burst into tears and begged her: "I still want to personally apologize to Xu Ruining, but she refuses to see me. I know that only you can do this. Please!"

Lin Jiayue was speechless, didn't she? Knowing what to do, but worried about what would happen later? People passing by saw it and hurriedly said, "Get up first, don't do this."

Ye Jinyin shook her head, looking humble and pitiful, "Please give me a chance, let me say goodbye to my past self, and let me reconcile with that paranoid self."

Seeing that the other party was like this, both women, Lin Jiayue suddenly substituted herself into her, into her situation, into her obsession with the nine-year relationship, and finally she was forced to let go.

Lin Jiayue chose to do this not because she wanted to help Ye Jinyin, but because she was also helping herself, helping her and Xu Ruining. Saying goodbye to the past was a kind of reconciliation.

Only when these messy things are thoroughly resolved, will she and Xu Ruining be able to be together more without distractions and love each other more wholeheartedly.

This evening, Xu Ruining opened the door and returned home as usual, and was startled when he saw the people in the room.

Lin Jiayue stood up at this moment and said, "She has something to say to you, so I'll go out first."

Seeing Lin Jiayue passing by, Xu Ruining grabbed her arm in a panic, but Lin Jiayue smiled at her: "I'm fine, I'm just waiting outside the door, not going anywhere."

Xu Ruining then slowly let go.

After Lin Jiayue went out, only Xu Ruining and Ye Jinyin were left in the room.

Ye Jinyin took a deep breath and said, "I can't help it. You won't see me no matter what you say. I can only meet you in this way."

"We don't need to meet." Xu Ruining remained indifferent as usual.

Ye Jinyin nodded understandingly: "I know, I understand, I understand everything. In fact, I came here today to apologize for what I did a few days ago. I caused you trouble, don't I? It should appear in your life. It is my obsession that made it. Second, it is also the purpose of my coming today. I want to say goodbye to the self who is obsessed with the past. After thinking about it, Maybe the real reason is that the parting was too hasty back then, and some of the words didn't even have time to speak."

Speaking of this, Ye Jinyin held back her sobs and bowed deeply to Xu Ruining: "I hurt you in the past, I was cowardly and cowardly, no? Dare to face our unknown future, no? Dare to take a gamble, it's all I asked for it, I don't expect you to forgive me. It can be seen that you really love Lin Jiayue. I am very glad that you can find a real partner. Although it is a bit late, I still wish you all sincerely... "

Lin Jiayue couldn't hear what was said inside, and didn't know what was going on inside. She was stomping in the corridor alone, feeling a little complicated.

She actually let the incumbent and her ex share the same room, and there is no one else.

Not long after, the door opened, and Ye Jinyin came out first, wiping her tears, and when she saw Lin Jiayue, she smiled at her, waved her hand, and walked into the elevator.

Lin Jiayue didn't say anything, just looked up, and found that Xu Ruining was walking towards her, didn't she? He took her hand out of nowhere, and asked angrily, "What do you think?"

"A person's obsession is terrible. I hope she will reconcile with herself after today." After saying these words deeply, Lin Jiayue changed her hippie tone in the next second and let out a sigh of relief: "The ex incident finally came to an end." It's over."

Xu Ruining was amused by her, raised his hand to rub her hair, and said instead: "Are you hungry, go out to eat today?"

"Okay." Lin Jiayue happily took her arm.

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