One will not

Chapter 63

It really hurts!

But he couldn't let Liang Qi see it.

Every time Liang Qi went out to buy food or go to the corridor to smoke, Ye Yichen wanted to bury himself under the quilt and cry loudly.

But he couldn't, because he was in so much pain that he couldn't even move.

And every time Liang Qi came back from smoking, his eyes were red. Ye Yichen always looked at him, hesitant to speak, and Liang Qi didn't mention it.

It's just that every night when Ye Yichen wakes up from his dream, he sees Liang Qi sitting on the edge of the bed, with his eyes wide open, stretching out his fingers to paint on his face carefully.

Ye Yichen was taken aback at first, but later he woke up more and more, and he got used to it.

And Liang Qi also lost weight at a speed visible to the naked eye, his cheeks didn't have any flesh to the touch, they were all bone outlines.

Ye Yichen had never felt that he might have done something wrong... Perhaps he should have parted ways with Liang Qi directly, instead of thinking that this child could withstand death, and then let him watch his life gradually disappear.

He hated his selfishness and irresponsibility from the bottom of his heart.

I used new medicine at night, and the pain was not so unbearable.

Ye Yichen pursed his lips, stretched out his hand to grab Liang Qi's cuff, and looked up at him, "Sleep next to me tonight, okay?"

Liang Qi usually sleeps in the hospital bed, but he can't sleep every night. From the bottom of his heart, he has a feeling that Ye Yichen will leave him at any time. This feeling makes him unable to breathe, so he can only sit on the bed. Next to Ye Yichen, he painted the person's eyebrows and eyes over and over again, as if this could retain some reason.

Seeing Liang Qi's expression was in a trance, Ye Yichen asked again, "How about sleeping together? I want you to hug me..." Before he finished speaking, he blushed.

He held Liang Qi's hand and touched his face.

Liang Qi came back to his senses, looked at Ye Yichen carefully, said hello, took off his shoes, got under the quilt, and hugged Ye Yichen in his arms, feeling bitter in his heart.

This person was originally thin, but now he has become a skeleton.

Liang Qi hugged his whole body, feeling that a 1.8-meter big man is so small when shrunk together.

After turning off the light, he moved the quilt to Ye Yichen worriedly. After finishing what he should do, Liang Qi leaned over and kissed his nose, then his forehead, and then his eyes. Finally kissed the lips again.

Liang Qi said, "I love you."

Ye Yichen's eyes were bright, he looked at Liang Qi seriously, and said softly, "I love you too."

Liang Qi hugged Ye Yichen, raised his hand to cover his eyes, felt the touch of the eyelashes brushing his palm, his heart was soft, "Be good, go to bed soon, okay? I'll buy you egg tarts tomorrow, Let's eat together, okay? Don't you keep clamoring to eat..."

Hearing this, the eyelashes in the palm of his hand blinked even more frequently.

Liang Qi couldn't hold back, put down his hand, and kissed his eyes again, "Huh? Be good, okay?"

Ye Yichen didn't speak, just opened his eyes, and looked at Liang Qi's face seriously in the dark night, from his forehead to his lips, and then to his chin... He moved his body lightly, and buried his head in Liang Qi's arms.

"Liang Qi...", he called softly.

The low voice seemed gentle and ethereal in the silent space.

Liang Qi also lowered his voice, "Huh?"

"Liang Qi."

Ye Yichen yelled again.

"I'm here."

"Liang Qi."

"Well, don't be afraid, I will always be with you..."

Don't be afraid, I'm always with you.

As soon as he heard the word "Don't be afraid", Ye Yichen's tears fell down with a "click".

So, is he also afraid?

It turns out that Liang Qi has always known, is he also afraid?

So is Liang Qi afraid?

A child who has just grown up for a few years, in his opinion, is even a baby, so isn't he afraid?

Ye Yichen's heart suddenly became clear.

He closed his eyes, and when he opened them again, he pursed his lips and kissed Liang Qi's chin with a smile.

He said, "Liang Qi, I'm not afraid, and you don't need to be afraid either. Birth, old age, sickness and death are all experiences in a person's life, that's all. Life should be cherished. But people like me depend on their fate."

Liang Qi closed his eyes and didn't speak, but the arms around his shoulders were suddenly clenched.

Ye Yichen kissed him again, and said with a smile, "Do you know when I was the happiest in these years?"

Without waiting for Liang Qi to answer, he said, "It was the time when I ate with you and squatted on the road to drink soy milk after the meal. The soy milk at that shop was so delicious, warm and thick... the night was also really good Ah, the sky is pitch black, the lights on the road are shining colorfully, and the light and shadow are printed on your side face, making me feel as if there is light in your eyes."

"Liang Qi, sometimes I feel that you must be the little angel my dad called to save me...Maybe he really can't see how I lived a few years ago that was too mediocre, mediocre, and unpopular, so he I call you to come and stay with me for a while."

Ye Yichen sighed softly, nestled in Liang Qi's arms, even the pain didn't seem so unbearable, "Liang Qi, thank you, I love you."

Then he heard the sound of sobbing that gradually grew louder, from the sobbing that he suppressed at the beginning, to the hoarse growl that came from the depths of his throat now... Ye Yichen closed his eyes and held Liang Qi He hugged her tightly in his arms, as if he had exhausted all his strength.

Later, Ye Yichen caressed Liang Qi's face again, and he felt that he seemed to have the courage to face his own death again.

"Liang Qi, listen to me, you have grown into a real adult, with courage and responsibility," Ye Yichen considered his tone, "I haven't made any New Year's resolutions this year, I will make them Give it to you, okay?"

Liang Qi's face was completely soaked with tears, he put his left hand on his chest, trying to hold his heart tightly, then he nodded slowly.

"Liang Qi, I hope you are in good health and live a safe and happy life." Ye Yichen held Liang Qi's face in his hands, gently kissed away the tears on his face, and said solemnly and lovingly, "Promise me, you must do it, Okay? Promise me, okay?"

This is what this man told him before he died.

It is the most simple and cherished wish for him.

Liang Qi closed his eyes, wiped away the tears all over his face with his palm, and nodded solemnly.

It was sensational here, Ye Yichen suddenly remembered something.

He pushed Liang Qi's arm, "Do you know what the password of my card is?"

Liang Qi couldn't stop crying, he raised his head in a daze when he heard the words, "Huh?"

Seeing his dumbfounded appearance, Ye Yichen couldn't help sighing.

"I've been writing for so many years, and I still have a little savings..." I broke up with Song Yu before and got back a lot of cash. Ye Yichen touched the corner of Liang Qihong's eyes, "My inheritance is in my Cary, the password is my birthday, and everything else is that little broken car, wait for me... Well, you sell the car, I don't think it will sell for much, but you can eat two meals with it hot pot."

As soon as Ye Yichen said this, Liang Qi's first reaction was to refuse, "No, I don't want it... you are fine... I, I don't want it... I'm still young... I can't get that much money..."

Ye Yichen sighed, "Honey, look at me, look at me,"

Liang Qi looked up at him.

"It's okay, okay? The matter of death itself doesn't matter. So this matter, don't be afraid of being brought up, be brave, huh?" Ye Yichen couldn't help but kissed him again, "You little fool, you I don’t even know how much money I left for you! Hmph, I haven’t used much myself these years.”

This is true. As a dead house screenwriter, except for the last time he went to an undergraduate school, he has hardly traveled far, and he has no hobbies to spend money, and he doesn't even have a big appetite.

"Are you obedient? I have no other relatives. I will write a will and leave all my things to you, okay?" Ye Yichen whispered in his ear, "It's not because you took care of me so much. For a long time, because I love you, I want to give you my money, my mobile phone and my notebook, okay?"

"Huh? Why don't you talk? Liang Qi, baby, are you okay? Little baby?"

After a long time, Liang Qi looked at him and agreed.

Ye Yichen finally brought up another topic...

"Liang Qi..." Just as he was about to speak, his cell phone vibrated frantically under the pillow.

Ye Yichen frowned and took out the phone from under the pillow, turned on the screen, and there was an unfamiliar number on the screen.He frowned and hung up - at this time, there should be no important people calling him.

The opponent didn't give up, and hit two more in a row.

Ye Yichen paused, and finally picked up.

The moment he picked it up, he didn't speak, and neither did the other end of the phone. When Ye Yichen frowned and was about to hang up, Song Yu's voice came from the receiver.

He said: "Ye Yichen, you won." His voice was filled with tears and despair, "Ye Yichen, you won..."

Ye Yichen didn't speak, he didn't know what to say.He lowered his eyelids, hung up the phone, and quietly watched the screen gradually darken and then go out.

When a person is about to die, everything is taken away.

Song Yu is no longer important to him, just like thousands of other people in this world, no difference.

Liang Qi could clearly tell who the person on the other end of the phone was, but at this moment he was not in the mood to be jealous or jealous, he just hugged the man who was holding the phone tightly and was a little confused for a moment.

In the face of life and death, everything else seems to become small, become... meaningless.

"Liang Qi," Ye Yichen looked at the dim yellow light tube outside the window, his heart was moist and soft, "After I die, you can scatter my ashes on the place where we watched the sunrise that day, okay?"

I don't want to go to an unknown place.

I also don't know if I will ever meet my father who died young.

I'm afraid I'll never see you again.

So, leave me on that mountain, with my favorite wind and my favorite sunrise, at that moment I am calm and happy, okay?

The author has something to say:

Ah Xi, I vaguely remember that I was very hopeless when I wrote this chapter.