One will not

Chapter 6

On the second day in Chengdu, Ye Yichen slept until almost noon before waking up.The climate in Chengdu is not like that of Beijing. In autumn, Ye Yichen feels hot even wearing a coat.When he woke up, Ye Yichen touched his face with the back of his hand, tsk, there was sweat on his forehead.

After getting up and brushing his teeth with short sleeves on, Ye Yichen squeezed the toothpaste with his eyes closed and stuffed it into his mouth, he was still a little drowsy.Not long after brushing, Ye Yichen was stimulated by the mint-flavored toothpaste and just wanted to cough. He coughed twice and couldn't stop. Only then did he feel something was wrong.After waking up, Ye Yichen spit out a pool of blood in the sink with a "wow", which startled himself.

After being stunned for a while, Ye Yichen realized that he seemed to vomit blood, and he vomited a lot... Until this moment, Ye Yichen really knew what it was like to have lung cancer... The body, the lack of appetite, or the lingering fear of the last fainting, are not enough for Ye Yichen to be shocked by the bloody pool-he seems to be really incurable, and he still vomits blood. kind.

Ye Yichen turned on the faucet and watched the blood color of the washbasin washed away by the running water with a blank expression, revealing the white and clean white porcelain bottom.He picked up the mouthwash cup and rinsed his mouth, the bloody smell in his mouth made him almost nauseous.

Covering his hands with cold water, Ye Yichen rubbed his cheeks vigorously twice, and was jittered by the cold water.

"Ye Yichen, every day starting today, you have to live for yourself."

Looking at the pale ghost-like person in the mirror, Ye Yichen told himself so.

After brushing her teeth and washing her face smoothly, she seriously opened a box of milk that she bought by chance last night and drank it.When Ye Yichen couldn't get the fishy smell out of his mouth while drinking milk, he knew that he had to get used to some things, such as coughing at any time, endless vomiting of blood, and finally the pain to convulsions... Then he either had a grim face or a The face calmly welcomed the arrival of the god of death.

After thinking about it, I feel hopeless.Besides, he had no future to speak of.

Not wanting to eat or go out, Ye Yichen hugged the quilt and turned on the TV, curled up on the bed and watched a movie.After watching it for less than 10 minutes, Song Yu called.

Ye Yichen looked at the two characters "Song Yu" displayed on the screen of the mobile phone, pressed mute, and continued watching the movie.But Song Yu over there, as if he had been beaten with chicken blood, persistently beat four.

Finally when it was the fifth one, Ye Yichen silently picked up the phone.

"Hey?"

"Why did you answer my call?"

Ye Yichen didn't know how to answer, could he tell Song Yu that he just didn't want to answer?After thinking about it, Ye Yichen still found a more plausible reason: "Ah, I went to wash up just now, but I didn't hear the phone ringing. I just came out of the bathroom, what's wrong?"

"Oh, so." Song Yu's voice sounded a little worried, "What are you doing? I called you last night, and you seem to be turned off..."

Ye Yichen shrugged, only to remember that when he came back last night, he turned off the phone and went to sleep.The phone turns on automatically in the morning.

"Ah, I went to bed early last night, and my phone was turned off." Ye Yichen found that he didn't even want to be perfunctory to Song Yu now.

"Then, where are you going to play today?" Song Yu was even a little cautious.

Ye Yichen didn't know why Song Yu was so sticky these two days. He was the one who chased Song Yu before, and Song Yu sent him three words at most, "Don't bother me!" Later he also felt that he should give Song Yu some As for personal space, the question is not so tight.In fact, he was not afraid of what would happen to Song Yu, but just loved someone, and simply wanted to know what he was doing, where he was, and whether he missed him.Song Yu always felt that he was watching him or following him, and always looked at him with an impatient look, wishing that Ye Yichen would disappear into this world.

Hearing Song Yu's question, Ye Yichen paused, and he didn't think about where to go today.

"I don't know, I just woke up. I'll watch it in the afternoon." Ye Yichen rubbed his forehead. He slept too much in the morning and had a headache.

"Are you going to visit our alma mater?" Song Yu even asked Ye Yichen with a smile in his voice.

Ye Yichen looked at the drowsy house because the curtains hadn't been drawn, and didn't know how to answer Song Yu's question.Before he came to Chengdu, he chose the hotel near the school because he wanted to visit it, but from yesterday to today, as soon as the time passed, he didn't want to go.It may be because of the timidity of being close to the hometown, or it may be because as his time is running out, he can even clearly recall the scenes that happened in the school.Looking back now, one thing after another hinted that Song Yu never liked him much. How did he deceive himself and think that he could go on with Song Yu forever?

"Hello? Where are you?" Song Yu couldn't wait for Ye Yichen to answer, "Where do you live?"

"Ah... whether to go to school or not, I'll see the situation when the time comes. If I have time, I'll go and see." Ye Yichen said perfunctorily.

"Go and have a look. I don't know what the school has become in recent years." Song Yu sighed: "The teaching building has been demolished and repaired before, repaired and demolished. The water pipes burst every day. Has the brand been changed?"

Hearing Song Yu mention the school's water pipes, Ye Yichen also laughed.When they were studying before, the water in the school was always shut off every three days and once every two days.The students ridiculed that the water pipes in the school are of the chrysanthemum brand.

"Hehe," Ye Yichen realized that at this moment, he didn't really want to recall the things in school before.He was ridiculed by other classmates for the fact that Ye Yichen finally embraced the beauty, and recently he slapped Ye Yichen more and more on the face, which made his face hurt.

Ye Yichen was afraid that Song Yu would recall something, so he changed the subject abruptly, "Have you had lunch yet?"

Song Yu didn't know which nerve was wrong in his mind, and he still couldn't let go of the school topic, and asked Ye Yichen cheerfully, "Do you remember when you chased me back then? When the school water pipe burst, I You were still playing basketball outside, and you just waited for me with a box of mineral water at the door of the dormitory to dry... At that time you..."

Ye Yichen poked his heart lightly with his finger. He didn't know why he let Song Yu hurt him with a proud attitude for so many years. Yes, he liked Song Yu so much that he couldn't do it, but he posted it upside down. Almost everyone knew it, but when Song Yu talked about these things in a teasing tone, Ye Yichen still felt so ashamed that he couldn't breathe.

Before Song Yu finished speaking, Ye Yichen interrupted him.With a stiff tone and some self-loathing self-mockery, Ye Yichen said: "Yeah, you're right, back then I was like a fool, a fool."

Ye Yichen's tone was a little offended.Hearing what he said, Song Yu was stunned.He said with some embarrassment: "You know I didn't mean that..."

"Yes, I know you don't mean that." Ye Yichen held his breath. He also felt that he seemed to be blaming Song Yu for the stupid things he did back then. This was wrong, but he just couldn't control himself.

Ye Yichen sighed with difficulty, "I'm sorry Song Yu, I'm just in a bad mood..."

"It's okay." Hearing Ye Yichen's apology, Song Yu's tone was gentle, as if tolerating a vexatious child, "Then why are you in a bad mood?"

When Ye Yichen heard Song Yu asking him why he was in a bad mood, he snorted lightly.During this period of time, Ye Yichen and Song Yu had seldom had heart-to-heart talks. Ever since he found out that Song Yu was cheating, Ye Yichen had completely wrapped up his heart.Before that, although Ye Yichen felt that life was dull and boring, he still wanted to live a good life with Song Yu.Until that day when Song Yu came home smelling of men's perfume...

When Song Yu had just cheated, Ye Yichen didn't care as much as he does now. His heart was also fleshy. He would also be sad, jealous, and sleepless all night with red eyes. He didn't know. What went wrong, he even wondered if it was because he was too boring, so Song Yu went outside to find someone.

Until later, when the two of them tacitly understood the fact that Song Yu had cheated, Ye Yichen finally understood that some things were not his fault.Song Yu was not a person suitable for living an ordinary life, what's more, Song Yu didn't love him that much.

When he figured it out, Ye Yichen realized that he didn't feel any heart-piercing pain, but just a faint feeling of nausea, as if he had been looking forward to a piece of cake for many days, only to find it when he ate it. , it turned out to be broken.

"Ye Yichen, why are you in a bad mood?" Hearing that Ye Yichen didn't reply for a long time, Song Yu asked again. He felt a little anxious, "What's wrong with you, Ye Yichen?"

Ye Yichen, however, found Song Yu's anxiety inexplicably amused. Both of them had come to this point. Song Yu also asked him why he was in a bad mood. Did he act too much?Or does Song Yu really think that he will always walk with him like this?

Ye Yichen turned off the TV, got off the bed, opened the curtains with one hand, and looked at the fairly good weather outside, "It's nothing, I might just be angry about getting up. Now I'm fine."

"Ye Yichen, tell the truth, why are you in a bad mood?"

Song Yu was a little angry, and Ye Yichen could hear it.But Ye Yichen felt that Song Yu was simply looking for trouble.

Ye Yichen snorted coldly, thinking that he had vomited half a basin of blood early in the morning, and he was in an extremely bad mood, but Song Yu still slammed into the muzzle of the gun. Ye Yichen felt that he lost his temper inadvertently, and I was really sorry for the cough he coughed up. A mouthful of old blood.

So Ye Yichen spoke.

"Song Yu, do you really want to know why I'm in a bad mood?" Ye Yichen squinted his eyes and looked out of the window, full of malice, "If you have been wearing a cuckold all the time, then this person will pay you back one day. He asked you very gently, 'Why are you in a bad mood', how would you answer him?"

It seemed that he was used to enjoying Ye Yichen's gentleness, Song Yu on the other end of the phone never expected that Ye Yichen would reply him in such a tone.He knew that with Ye Yichen's intelligence, he must know the fact that he and Yang Qing were together.But if Ye Yichen doesn't tell the truth, he will live a day.

It's just that one day, Ye Yichen would also use this tone to mention this matter to him, and this moment came, and it even made it difficult for him to breathe. If he wasn't leaning against the wall, he wouldn't be able to stand still.

The author has something to say:

Sorry, I went out with my friends on Friday night and came back very late to update.Sure enough, it was delayed until the early morning of the next day, tsk.

Here comes another one whose request to the author is only to "finish", come on, let's fight.

Ah, finally, thank you grandparents for your collection! !The little one is here to wish you an early New Year!