novelraw Chapter 360 Nian Nian, I Love You 2
Chapter 360 Nian Nian, I Love You 2
Chapter 360 Nian Nian, I Love You 2
It's okay not to mention this matter, but when she mentioned it, she became even more excited, twisted her body to avoid his lips, and yelled in his arms, "No! Don't look at me! I don't want to be from the Lu family! Don't marry You! I don't want to..." shouted, but cried again...
It's not that she doesn't want it, it's because Mr. Lu said that there are no cowards in the Lu family, and she just happens to be the one to discredit the Lu family...
Hearing what she said, he wasn't depressed. If he was willing to talk and communicate with him, it was an improvement. It was better than her burying herself in the quilt like an ostrich and suffocating to death...
So he still softened his voice and used his trump card, "Don't you want Dudu and Tongtong?"
When mentioning her son, she immediately stopped the nonsense, but she still refused to lift her head from his embrace. She just said desolately after a long time, "Dudu and Tongtong... will it be for you?" Ashamed of being such a mother?"
She is really worried. Whenever she hears that a certain person is a drug addict, she will naturally have prejudice against that person or even be afraid in her heart. She never thinks about whether he is forced to take drugs or takes drugs actively. At this point, others must see her in the same way...
Thinking of her son's discrimination against her, and thinking of her reaction if others found out that she had a history of drug addiction, her panic began to swell. This panic prompted her to raise her head suddenly, with tears in her eyes, bringing I begged and said to Lu Xiangbei, "Don't tell your son, okay? Big deal... I won't be the daughter-in-law of your Lu family anymore... Big deal... Both children are named Lu after you...I just need to visit them occasionally Just... don't let them know that there is such a mother..."
She felt that she had made up her mind, because at the same time as she said this, she thought about separating from her son. What kind of pain did she feel in her heart?
However, he breathed a sigh of relief again, and seemed to have improved a little...
She finally dared to look at him...
Even if it's unconscious...
He doesn't care about what she said now, he knows that what she said now is not what she thinks in her heart, at this moment, she is more fragile than any other moment in her life, just treat her as nonsense, as long as he doesn't get confused with her It's fine, as long as she is willing to communicate with him...
So, he also stared at her intently, discussed this issue with her earnestly, and listened earnestly, just like talking to a child who has been greatly wronged and is acting rascally, "Why?"
"Do you still need to ask?" She lowered her head, tears streaming down her face, "Don't you think I'm dirty?"
He didn't speak.
It's just that, suddenly, without any warning, he held her face in his hands, and then kissed her like lightning...
She was startled by him, and at first she tried to hide with her eyes widened, but he firmly held the back of her head and deepened the kiss...
He kissed so affectionately and persistently, her tightness gradually relaxed, and the familiar tenderness and warmth gradually surrounded her senses.
In fact, his kiss has no medicinal effect, and the lingering pain that remains in her body is still there, but her fragile heart is extremely attached to his kiss, at least, his tenderness is so tender to her. Seeing her strength and courage to fight against the pain, joy and emotion rejoiced in his heart, why did he kiss her?Does he know that what he is kissing now is no longer the pure and flawless Nian Nian before?After he witnessed the whole process of her embarrassing begging for drugs, he still didn't dislike her ugliness and filth, did he?
Although her mind was spinning a thousand times, her body gradually became soft, obedient, and motionless, allowing him to kiss her, allowing his arms to slide down gradually, encircling her whole body.
Until the familiar feeling of dizziness hit her, her tears, inexplicably, still fell down.
I don't know why I'm crying at this time, it's obviously not sad, it's obviously warm, but the tears can't be stopped, hot, dripping down...
In the end, I heard his voice floating in my ears as if coming from the clouds, "I don't know what is dirty, I only know that you are my Nian Nian, no matter what you become, you are always the same as my number one in my heart." It's as good as when I met you once. I want to be with you, as we said, we must be together whether in life or in death. If you have to say that you are dirty, then I kissed you just now, and I will You are as dirty as you, if you say you are poisonous, then I will be poisoned with you, even if poisoned to death, I will be with you..."
"No!" She was confused, awakened by his last words, and suddenly covered his mouth with tears on her face, "No! You are not allowed to touch!"
She mistakenly thought that he was going to take drugs with her too...
He then bit her finger lightly, with a firm and affectionate light in his eyes, "Nian Nian, I love you, I love you, no matter what kind of you you are, don't you understand?"
She pursed her lips, tears rolled down her eyes...
Finally giving up all her arms and guards, she threw herself into his arms and cried loudly, crying out all her grievances and pains. It feels really good to be loved and depended on...
He gently hugged her and patted her on the back, just like coaxing Dudu and Tongtong to sleep at home in Beijing. To him, she is actually another wayward child...
It wasn't until she had cried enough and was tired that she whimpered and complained in his arms, "Lu Xiangbei...I'm not...not what you think...I didn't suck it by myself... It's He Ziyu..." She stammered and told him the whole story...
He also listened carefully, without interrupting her, and only told her after she finished speaking, "I never thought about it like that, silly girl..."
She glanced at him gratefully, but at this moment, she suddenly realized that the gauze on his head and the sleeves of his clothes were soaked with blood, especially on his head, the blood on the gauze had formed lumps!And on his face, there are also bloody bloodstains, as if they were scratched by someone...
She felt a pain in her heart, she held his face in trembling hands, and tears burst out, "This...I did this all, right? I did it when I went crazy just now?"
"No..." He wanted to deny it, not wanting her to feel guilty and sad.
But at this moment she was very sober, and immediately cried, "Yes! Don't lie to me! I did it! Lu Xiangbei, I'm sorry... I'm sorry... But that's not me... No, no, it's me... But there's another me..."
He held her hand, the bruised fingers, the trembling fingers, so he couldn't help but hold her hand and kiss her, "Silly girl, I understand, I understand! That's why you want Be stronger and braver, knock the other bad you out of your body, and never let her back, you know? You can do it! Don't forget, daddy said it, with our whole family giving You are the backing, and I will always be by your side..."
"Yeah!" She bit her lips tightly and nodded heavily. She didn't like that kind of herself at all. She must drive her away, she must...
In particular, the blood he shed cannot be shed in vain, and the wound on his face cannot be hurt in vain...
He smiled slightly, lifted her chin, and lightly pecked her lips, "Don't bite your lips anymore, look, after biting for so long, it's all broken, and my heart will hurt, you know?"
She nodded and lowered her head, tears streaming down her face.
When she lowered her head, she found a more serious problem. His pants were also stained with blood, and she was actually sitting on his lap...
She turned pale with fright, and struggled to get down, "Let go of me, your leg, your leg is bleeding..." She was so annoyed that she was so engrossed in her own pain that she ignored his injury!You know, he is also a seriously injured patient. He just had a blood transfusion and must still be very weak. She actually completely ignored his life and death!She is really not a good wife!no……
"Don't let go! It doesn't hurt at all! I like holding you!" He didn't know if his arms could relieve her pain, but during the time he held her, he comforted her while talking to her In other words, she doesn't seem to be shaking that much, maybe she will be more comfortable if she is distracted, and won't focus all her attention on those reactions...
"But it can't be done..." She didn't dare to move any more, for fear that if she moved, it would affect his wound...
(End of this chapter)