novelraw Chapter 192 Not All Memories Are Clouds and Smoke 2
Chapter 192 Not All Memories Are Clouds and Smoke 2
Chapter 192 Not All Memories Are Clouds and Smoke 2
"Yes, Dad." Jesse wished so much, even if his father didn't say so, he would not leave.
On this point, Tong Yinian is also grateful to Jesse and his son, after all, there are still people who miss the past...
He Zixiang was the last to come, all in black.
He Zixiang hadn't had any contact with her since He Zixiang called her on the day of the accident. Presumably his brother was arrested, and he was also very busy.
He Zixiang saw her at the first sight when he came in. She was dressed all in white, and her palm-sized face was particularly sharp, and her big eyes seemed even more hollow against the pale face, as if in those black pupils, there was Two bottomless black abyss...
A certain string in his heart twitched, and some distant memories were awakened...
I still remember that a long time ago, when he was just a naughty boy, he once went to condolences with the adults in his family. The boring and long conversation between the adults made him feel extremely boring. He looked around dishonestly, but found a small boy in the corner. The girl, dressed all in white, has a small face, a pointed chin, a pair of big and beautiful eyes, but is full of panic, that kind of demeanor reminds him of a little rabbit, and the little rabbit caught by him is like this He has a demeanor, a pair of eyes that are full of bone and water, but is terribly scared...
At that time, he found it interesting.
He likes little rabbits, and he likes this girl who is like a little rabbit.
He just wanted to go over to strike up a conversation with her, but he only made a slight movement before being caught by his father, who even yelled at him in a low voice, "Stand here honestly, don't make trouble here and there!"
He had no choice, he could only continue to look at her from a distance, and watched Cen Jiexi walk up to her and give her something to eat, and she grinned...
That smile made him feel extremely uncomfortable. At such a young age, he didn't understand what kind of psychology it was, but he just felt that if his father hadn't stopped him just now, he must have walked in front of her, and he could also steal it from the altar table. Give her something to eat, and then she will smile at herself, this smile should belong to her!He was a little annoyed...
Later, he found out that this girl was the eldest daughter of the family, named Nian Nian.
Nian Nian, he thought the name sounded nice.
Later, at some purely family banquets, there were not many opportunities to see her, but every time he felt that this girl was different from other girls, and as he grew older, this difference became more and more obvious.
Ordinary girls, in such a banquet, always like to dress up beautifully, and never forget to stand in the most eye-catching place, smiling sweetly.
For rich women, how to show their charm in public without a trace, so as to attract the attention of men, is a homework learned consciously since childhood.
She was the only one who grew older and taller, and her appearance became more and more beautiful, but her big empty eyes remained the same.
No matter what kind of party it is, she will just hide in the corner, hold a plate of food and work hard. After eating, she will just sit in the corner and play with her mobile phone in a daze. Sometimes, he finds that she is even reading a book in her hand. .
At this time, he would always laugh dumbfounded.
She like that is like an elf far away from the fireworks in the world...
Coincidentally, in high school, she actually went to the same school as him, and he was only one level above her...
That day, when he saw her not taking the family car, but riding a bicycle and rushing to school in school uniform, he was getting off the car, and the girl rushed past him with a shaggy braid, His eyes are bright, his cheeks are no longer pale after exercising, but are flushed naturally, and the fragrance of bath milk mixed with the faint body fragrance of the girl after sweating invades his breath with the wind blown by her ...
At that moment, he felt that the whole world was bright...
So, there was his confession to her; thus, there was also a life-and-death battle between him and Jesse...
Afterwards, he was taken back, and his father beat him so badly that he had to hang him up and whip him with a belt. As a result, the buds of beautiful emotions in adolescence were also taken away by his father...
From then on, gradually go away.
I still see her at the banquet, but I just wait and see; I still feel that she is different, but I don’t come closer.
She was always surrounded by Jesse, Shen Kangqi, and that guy named Ming Ke. He and them were not in the same circle.
It's not that he doesn't dare to compete with them, but that she never seems to have him in her eyes, and she doesn't even know that in her growth process, there has always been a waiter like him.
There is a solid barrier outside, and the eyes of the princess in the barrier will not notice him at all, and as the second young master of the He family who has always been aloof, he will not let himself run into the wall again. After all, it is just a momentary sprout in the youth; after all, It's just a feeling that she is different, and it hasn't risen to love, and even like it, it's just a little bit.And in this world, the most indispensable things are beautiful women, men, and a kind of sensory animal, so this feeling gradually faded away until she got married and finally let go...
She looked like a little rabbit in panic with her big empty eyes. She opened her mouth and gnawed on a cake in the corner of the banquet inadvertently showing the appearance of missing front teeth. As she grew up, she read novels in the corner with her mobile phone in her hand. The appearance of secretly wiping tears while watching, and she was wearing a light blue dress, like an elf descended from the mortal world, her temperament and eyes were incompatible with this busy environment...
For the first time, he discovered that some things had never been forgotten, but were just buried in his memory like the years of youth, and in this world, not all memories are just clouds of smoke, it will always be at a specific moment, and There must be such a moment, jumping out from memory, jumping out powerfully, achieving the effect of shocking the soul, even stronger than he expected...
He walked slowly towards the soul, his heart was like a winding coast, a wave surged up, beat gently, receded, and surged up again...
Staring at the photo of Tong Zhixing in front of Lingqian, his eyes gradually darkened, his originally gentle outline hardened for a moment, but in a flash, he picked up three sticks of incense, saluted respectfully three times, and then meticulously Plug in the incense.
Tong Yinian led Xiaoma and Yiling to kneel before the third guest of the funeral.
She didn't know why the three of them stood in this formation. It stands to reason that the little mother should be at the front...
He Zixiang stood tall and straight in front of her, changed from his usual cynical smile, knowing that it would be useless to say anything at this time, so he simply didn't even say the usual polite phrase "Sorrow and change", sorry?If the relatives are really sad, how can a sentence of "by the way" be able to comfort them?
So, he just nodded, and a strand of broken hair fell on his forehead, "I will come on the day of the burial."
Tong Yinian was slightly surprised, her relationship with He Zixiang could only be regarded as an acquaintance, she felt that it was extremely rare for him to come to see her father at this moment, and he would come on the day of the funeral?Moreover, what he said wasn't a question sentence, didn't he ask her, do you need my help on the day of the burial?But a solid and firm statement, I will come!
When I raised my eyes, I just met his eyes, and he also looked down at her. There was something in his eyes that she couldn't understand...
She wanted to say, "Thank you, no need."
Because she felt that their relationship hadn't reached this point. However, before she had time to speak, He Zixiang walked away, leaving her alone, and opened his mouth slightly, with a dazed and puzzled expression on his face...
Seeing He Zixiang's tall and black figure walk out, she has not yet reacted. She always feels that He Zixiang's trip is so strange, and even feels like coming and going like the wind. If she didn't believe in her eyes, she would have thought it was an illusion... …
"Nian Nian, get up." Someone grabbed her arm.
She glanced sideways, and saw that it was Kang Qi, who was also staring at He Zixiang's back, "Nian Nian, why did he come? It's better for you to keep in touch with the members of the He family."
She understood what he meant, the He family was "not clean enough" just like the Tong family...
Whether she didn't agree or not, the Tong family is the same as the He family, so what qualifications does she have to comment?If He Zixiang couldn't be contacted, then why would they come to contact him?Aren't you just as dirty?
(End of this chapter)