novelraw Chapter 480 Seeing the Vast Sea of Stars
Chapter 480 Seeing the Vast Sea of Stars
There were more things Nizhi didn't understand.Although there were many things that he couldn't understand before, he didn't pay much attention to them, and he would forget them after two days.But now he felt that this matter was very important.Maybe this has nothing to do with Germa, but it is very important to him.
He hadn't realized before that he was someone who valued him.He doesn't know what 'precious' is.Whether it's a brother, a sister, or a father.Everything doesn't seem to make much sense to him.He gets bored sometimes, but boredom doesn't seem to matter.Because fun and happiness seem to be meaningless.
There are always some irritating impulses in my heart.Want to do something, but don't know how.I want to look for something, but I don't know what to look for.This urge made him want to vent, and the only way he knew how to vent it seemed to be violence.
Violence is allowed in Germa.Rather, it may be the only thing that is absolutely allowed.He never wondered if this was endorsed by anyone other than Germa, because whatever the conclusion was, it 'doesn't make sense'.Although he doesn't fully understand his sister Reiju, he can understand Reiju's daily indifferent emotions.
Because nothing makes sense.It doesn't matter.Just living for the sake of living, even why death is unclear.At least... until that happened.
"There is fragrance." She once said to herself that she wanted to be happy.Nij didn't know what the word meant, but he felt that, perhaps, this was the 'meaning'.This is also what people outside Germa have pursued all their lives.
"Huh?" Youxiang turned her head and looked at him, waiting for him to speak.Ni Zhi changed his words temporarily when he was on the verge of speaking: "Are you really going to let me go with you alone?"
"It's just to go shopping and buy clothes... don't you need many people?" Many people will also attract attention.Youxiang replied, "Does Mr. Nizhi think it would be better to go with other people?"
"No...I..." I want to be alone with you.But... but do you think it's... alright?At least let Iji come too?Would this be better?But... why?Why can't you be alone with me... Nij became more and more confused, there were too many things he couldn't understand.
Seeing that he was frozen in place, Youxiang walked back to him, then took his hand and smiled: "Let's go back quickly! Otherwise, we won't be able to go if Mr. Luo or Grandpa finds out later! Let's go." !"
Niji had seen this smiling face as bright as raising his eyes many times.It's not like he hasn't seen such a smile on the faces of people other than Youxiang.It's just that when he appeared in other people's place, he didn't feel... special.He also felt that those were meaningless and had nothing to do with him.Even as a father...
The demon in Pendergar was right, if he was a "failure" like Sanji, his father would not look at him at all.I understand this truth, but before, I didn't know 'what's the relationship'.
Nij is not a failure, he is one of Germa's greatest masterpieces.He is the blue lightning, with physical qualities and special abilities that humans cannot match.What does a hypothetical situation matter in the face of these facts?
Until You Xiang said...
"It's not your fault, so you must be happy!"
What does that mean... I don't understand Youxiang.I don't understand it at all, but I really, really want to hear it again.I want to hear you say it to me again, a few more times.Maybe this is the meaning, maybe this is the first time, I became 'relevant'.
"It's fragrant..."
"What's the matter, Mr. Niji? Are you feeling unwell?" He kept calling his own name from the very beginning!Youxiang turned her head and said, "Does Mr. Nizhi still want to say something to me?"
"Can I ask you?"
"Yes. Yes." You can ask anything you want.
"I don't understand... I don't understand many things. For example, right now... why me?" Obviously you still have many people to choose from.As long as it is your words, you will not be rejected by anyone.You obviously have someone who is closer, and someone who is 'better' by your side.Why choose me?Nitch said, "Is it because someone asked you to? Yes, it's your mother... Did you say anything to me?"
Mr. Nichi... Do you think that you are friends with him because you were entrusted to him?Like a child, a little cute.The focus of Youxiang seems to be a bit wrong.But she said: "Mr. Niji should have heard a little from Mr. Yiji, right? I have indeed seen Miss Sola who has not died in the past."
"Ah, Iji mentioned it a little bit."
"Miss Sola did ask me to take care of you~" Youxiang recalled that at that time, Sola held her hand and said don't give up, she begged herself not to give up her child.Youxiang said, "I promised her too."
"So it's because..." Because your mother asked you to, it's because of your mother's sake that you are reluctant to be with someone like me——
"No." Mr. Niji is also a big idiot.Youxiang interrupted him, and lost the smile on his face, "It's too much, Mr. Nizhi thinks so. Do I look like that kind of person?"
"…………"I do not know.I don't know what kind of people there are, and I never cared.Niji stopped walking and said, "I can't tell the difference between people, you are fragrant. At least I think so. It wasn't until you met my mother that day that I realized that my mother has always been It's different from everyone else."
she loves me.Loving my brother and sister.Not because we are Germa's supreme masterpiece, but because we are us.I've noticed this...unintelligible difference a long time ago, but it's only now that I realize how huge the difference is.
"And then also realize that you're different from everyone else, too."
That's right, Youxiang is different.Even if I lose everything, she will not change.I believe so, because I can feel that she is different from those who also gather around me.Just as mother was different from them.
"But there are many things I don't understand, especially the things between people. So don't make me guess, Youxiang. I will never guess. Just tell me, okay?" Really?Is it because of your mother's request that you... shine so brightly on me?
"I said no. Although Ms. Sola did ask me, the reason why I asked Mr. Niji to go shopping with me is because playing with Mr. Niji is very interesting?" Youxiang emphasized again, and then He raised his hand and began to pinch Nizhi's face, "You're so stupid~~ Mr. Nizhi is obviously very handsome, shouldn't his popularity be taken for granted?"
"Is it because you are handsome??"
"It's also very interesting! Because Mr. Neji will respond to the things I pick!"
"No way, no one else reacted? I mean except Iji. He didn't respond to anything."
"An invalid response is no response!" For example, no matter what you say (Katakuri or something), or your taste is too unique and absent-minded (Ace Sabo or something), or start proposing marriage without a word (Luo or something )... You Xiang said that there is no one more suitable than Ni Zhi!
"I'm quite surprised." No one is more suitable than me, and those other guys are really good!Nick was a little surprised and said, "I see. So, I'll just be myself, right?"
"If not, I would still be troubled!" Youxiang nodded, "Has Mr. Nizhi figured it out yet?"
"There are too many things that can't be figured out, but this one has been understood." You are still you.Just like mother.are different.Niji finally laughed, "Okay, enough talking. Aren't you going to buy clothes? You should change your clothes too! Isn't this a bit too 'luxury'?"
"I knew it!!" This kimono!It's beautiful, but it's so cumbersome! !All kinds of inconvenience!Youxiang immediately said, "This dress is not easy to wear at all! It just so happens that the boss gave me money! Let me buy one for myself by the way!"
"Haha... Anyway, I don't care if it's Mansfield's money! But women's clothes in this country are all very complicated."
"Yes. A women's liberation movement is urgently needed."
"That's a topic that Matthew would like." Not only would he like it, he would actually do it and make a lot of trouble.
——Miss Hiyori, she is so beautiful!
Tanjiro has never seen such a beautiful person, and I heard Toko say that she is the most beautiful woman in this country, which really deserves her reputation!Although I have seen some very beautiful people called oirans before, Miss Hiyori will never lose to them.And it also has a noble temperament that is completely different from ordinary women.
"It turns out that mother and you met on a trip." Hiyori was listening to Xing Julang talking about his mother. "The person called 'Doctor' that Yuxiang said is also there."
"Ah, your mother is a very nice person, but that Doctor is really a weirdo hahaha!" Xing Shoulang didn't hesitate to talk to the big beauty, it was still his previous temperament, his voice was that of a seriously injured person Very loud, "We happened to be on the way, so we talked a lot!"
"This is really a miraculous coincidence... I... have been away from my mother since I was very young." Hiyori said with a soft smile, lowering her eyes, "But I heard people say that when my mother gave birth to my elder brother and me Before, even before I met my father, it was a long and wonderful journey alone."
"It can be seen that this should not be fake. In Miss Shi's eyes, something like a star is shining, and I can see it." Xing Shoulang laughed, and he said, "It is very happy to chat with her She told me so many unbelievable stories, some of which were so bizarre that they seemed like fantasy, but I looked into her eyes and believed that it must be true."
"Although I know that you are injured... But, if possible, can you tell me about your mother?" Hiyori asked, "When I was young, my mother never said this to me and my elder brother. Now I'm afraid no one knows anymore...so..."
"No problem!" It's not wrong to yearn for my mother, after all, I also...so there is no need to beg so humbly!Xing Shoulang said bluntly, "Let's think about it...what should I start with? Actually, I also parted from my mother when I was very young, so there is a story that left a deep impression on me. Miss Shi said that she had seen a very A mother who will soon die of illness and will not be able to see her children grow up, meets her son from the future."
"This, this is incredible! Can that mother recognize that it is her child?"
"It's surprising, it seems that people came out immediately. The child who arrived from the future more than 20 years later must have been completely different from the one she knew. But just by looking at it at first glance, it can be accurately recognized. Recognize... However, I think it is a good thing not to recognize. After all, it will be very painful when we have to part."
Mr. Anjuro...he must have also experienced a difficult parting from his mother.It can be seen from his flickering eyes.Hiyori paused for a while, then she smiled and said, "However, she must be very happy to see her child grow up healthily and become something to be proud of."
"Ah! That's right!" Xing Shoulang also laughed, "Miss Shi also said the same thing. She is... she is someone who has seen many partings. I can always see Ling Ling in the saddest things. It is a comforting thing. Your mother must have seen stars that are vaster and deeper than the sea, and she may be a more romantic person than we imagined."
Is it romantic... I've never heard anyone describe my mother like that.However, have you ever seen a star that is vaster than the ocean...
The father who went to the sea hoped that the country of Wano would be founded.So what is the mother who has seen the stars looking forward to... a romantic and great dream?Hiyori knew the answer.what to expect when...
It is the day when Kozuki Oden's innocent and simple 'dream' will be inherited by all those who are unwilling to succumb to their fate, and then the gate of Wano country will be opened.
That is now.It is what all the people gathered in Wano Country, who were once irrelevant, but are now closely linked together, are doing.Believe in people who are only connected by the same will - what, could be more romantic than that?
"Thank you very much, Lord Purgatory. I think..." Hiyori said, "It must not be a mere coincidence that you came here. I think it must be meaningful."
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The author has something to say:
Arika, Niji, Hiyori, Anjuro, and Tanjiro were all forced to separate from their mothers, and it was a coincidence that their mothers were all independent and powerful people in all aspects.Although I can't meet my mother again, whether it's the story with Sola or the encounter with time, I can find the shadow of my mother from them to some extent, and then get precious memories!
In fact, this chapter is the story of some people who were forced to leave their mothers and miss their mothers.