novelraw Chapter 144 143
Chapter 144 143
I don't know how long it took before I woke up in a daze, and it took a few minutes before I realized that it didn't seem to be an environment I was familiar with.
sit up.
Looking around, I feel that there is nothing wrong with it. It is not a place she is familiar with, but it is not completely unfamiliar. This kind of decoration is a bit like Tan's house.I don't know why I am here for the time being, I lifted the thin quilt, got up, and found that I was wearing a very new silk pajamas, and I couldn't help but feel a little embarrassed; I have never been in a strange environment like this, and I immediately wanted to find my clothes. where.
Opening the not-so-small closet, I found that my clothes were indeed inside. The closet was empty, only my clothes were placed, stacked inside and hung outside.
Ming Zhen was still a little embarrassed, even though she was the only one in the room; she took her clothes and went to the washing place where the wet and dry were separated, changed and washed, and after she came out, she found her mobile phone in the bedside table, and there was a handwritten card under the mobile phone.
Pick up the card that was written in pen: Burying feelings too deep is sometimes a bad thing, if a woman hides her feelings for the man she loves, she may lose his chance, but you never have to There is such a worry because - I love you!
Signature: T who was broken up.
Ming Zhen held a very textured card and stood on the spot.
Five minutes later, after failing to get through to Annie, she opened the door and walked out of the room.I couldn't help being embarrassed, my memory knew that there was a concert on Saturday afternoon, but I looked at the time reminder on my mobile phone and it showed that it was already 5 o'clock in the afternoon on Sunday, nearly 20 hours blank, and I was at someone else's house again.
"Miss Ming, you're awake." An elderly waitress saw her.
Ming Zhen nodded, "Yes." Embarrassed, she was a little speechless. It's not unheard of to spend the night at someone else's house, but never at a man's house; And education is also very high "Where is Mr. Tan?"
The other party was very polite, "Sir, I have ordered you to go to the restaurant first after you wake up. You must be hungry after sleeping for a long time." He walked ahead and led the way for her.
"Thank you." Ming Zhen also followed politely, she didn't feel it if she didn't say it, but she really felt hungry when she said it.
Tan Zongming's house is very big, and he met the housekeeper on the way, who also asked her to go to the restaurant, and told the owner himself.
restaurant.
Ming Zhen has been here before, the table setting is very warm, the tableware has been put away, it is her favorite Chinese style; the housekeeping staff invited her to sit down, and soon several light dishes were placed in front of her, one The porridge was also served on the table, and someone filled a small bowl for her and placed it in front of her.
"Thank you." Ming Zhen thanked again, then sat down and waited for the master.
Hearing that she had woken up, Tan Zongming put down the documents in his hand, stood up, and let out a long sigh: he who knows everything well, is really not sure about facing her, but no matter what the result is, he will have to face it.
restaurant.
Ming Zhen heard footsteps.
Tan Zongming also saw the woman sitting with her back to him, and walked over, "How are you sleeping?"
Ming Zhen raised her head, "It should be good, I seem to have some memory loss." The memory stopped abruptly when I reached the concert hall, and I was completely at a loss as to how it appeared here.
Tan Zongming sat opposite her, "You haven't had a good rest for several days, and you have fainted due to severe lack of sleep. The doctor said that you need to take a good rest these two days; eat quickly, Annie told me, these are your favorite foods. "
Stir-fried celery with lily, stir-fried lotus pond, and stir-fried shrimp are all very refreshing side dishes.
"My chef recommends this bird's nest fish porridge, which is light and warms the stomach. Eat it quickly, you must be hungry." Tan Zongming is not in a hurry to know her answer.
"Thank you." Ming Zhen replied politely and kept her distance, putting the mobile phone in her hand on the table.
Tan Zongming spotted a card under her phone with sharp eyes: she saw it and brought it with her.The card was placed under her phone, so she would be able to find it when she took the phone. If she only took the phone, it meant she didn't accept the card, but now that the card is in her hand... there is hope.
Ming Zhen was really hungry, drank two bowls of porridge, and moved a lot of food; she raised her eyes, "Don't prepare so much next time, I can't finish it all by myself, it's really not good to waste."
"No next time." Tan Zongming said lightly.
Ming Zhen's action of picking up vegetables slowed down a bit.
Tan Zongming also had a set of utensils at hand, and he picked up a piece of celery with his chopsticks and put it in her small bowl, "I won't make you so sad again."
Ming Zhen didn't answer, but just ate the piece of celery, "How did you move Annie?" She didn't think that Annie had betrayed her.
"I didn't touch Annie, but she was too worried about you." Tan Zongming looked at her slightly pale face, "I'm worried too."
"I thought you were only worried about Miss He Lichun alone." Ming Zhen's words were harsh.
Tan Zongming put down his chopsticks, "Dr. Zhao Qiping's transfer order will be sent to their hospital soon. I think the medical construction in remote areas still needs the support and dedication of excellent doctors..."
"What did you do to him?" Ming Zhen frowned upon hearing this.
Tan Zongming smiled broadly and lightly, "It seems that you also care about Mr. Zhao Qiping."
"It's different!" Ming Zhen was disgusted by his words, "I don't care what you did, take it back, it has nothing to do with him."
"This has nothing to do with Andy. We have always been two of us. You thought there were three of us." Tan Zongming said seriously, "Andy and Zhao Qiping are the same, the only difference is that she is mine." Female friends, Zhao Qiping is your male friend; well, I am not friends with Andy, but just superiors and subordinates, so how do you deal with the flies and bees around you?"
"Can this be the same??" Ming Zhen put down the spoon in her hand, "Do you dare to say that you don't have a little bit of her in your heart now?"
"I dare, but do you dare to say that you have no idea about Zhao Qiping at all?" Tan Zongming also asked sharply, "Ming Zhen, you agreed to his invitation when you were about to break up with me, which shows that you subconsciously regarded him as someone who can Trusted person, if it weren't for Wang Qiyao's matter seven years ago, would you dare to say that you would not have a relationship with him?"
"I dare." Ming Zhen is also extremely solemn, "Because I have seen too many falsehoods. What is love at first sight is obviously a love at first sight. Falling in love over time is just a product of weighing the pros and cons. I even think that growing old is just a matter of habit. There is no chance of derailment or divorce, and both parties have had enough fun; I always feel that there is no such thing as uniqueness in the world, no matter how good or independent." Staring into his eyes "until I met you, in In my eyes, in my heart, you are different from others, you are a unique existence, whether you are interested in sex, or weigh the pros and cons, I don't care, but I will never tolerate habit."
Ming Zhen got up and moved away, "Don't sit next to me, you're making my brain tangled." She raised her hand to prevent him from approaching her, "I saw the card, to be honest, it's very powerful, but I, I don't know what to do for the time being. It’s a decision that’s good for you and good for me.”
"So let me decide this matter." Tan Zongming still pushed her a step closer, "Ming Zhen, I don't want to say that the relationship is a matter between two people, because you have the ability to make it your own matter." I'm completely separated from him "but I don't want that, you sure don't want me to lose my friendship with Andy, it's not what you want; but I don't want to lose you either, you said I was your lamp, I felt the light Losing warmth and warmth again is so heartbreaking, and so am I, feasting and feasting are no longer what I want, I just want what I love."
Ming Zhen stopped talking, held her other arm with one hand, didn't look at him and said nothing.
"Let's talk, Ming Zhen, let's sit down and talk calmly." Tan Zongming took a step back.
Small living room.
In this living room, there are floor-to-ceiling windows on both sides. These windows can be opened and removed to turn the room into a semi-open-air lounge, and the green outside becomes a part of the room.
Ming Zhen sat on the sofa, looking at the emerald green outside, some sunlight dappled and scattered from the gaps in the green leaves, the wind came naturally, a kind of tranquility that did not belong to the noisy metropolis pervaded the surroundings, and seemed to want to soak people; she Hugging the pillow, leaning on the sofa, using your five senses to feel the peace and tranquility.
"You like white tea, but this time it's peony tea." She just finished eating and it's not suitable for tea. "Or black tea? A friend gave me some Qimen, which is very good." Tan Zongming asked someone to prepare refreshments for her.
Ming Zhen turned her head, "Have you smoked cigars?" She could smell the cigars on his body, but in fact it smelled so good that he couldn't smell it himself.
"No, I like it very much." Because the elders sometimes smoke some.
Tan Zongming sat on the single sofa, "If you don't want to talk, can I read some documents?"
"Aren't you afraid that I'll see it?" Ming Zhen asked back.
"Not afraid." Tan Zongming didn't mind.
Ming Zhen lowered her head, "I can think of ways to make any document irrelevant to me. Any news, numbers, words, this is the sensitivity and strength of the Ming family. Are you sure you don't mind?"
"I don't mind." He gave a positive answer, "No matter what you do, I won't be angry, because I can't get angry. Although I received Lao Yan's questioning call and was splashed with water by Annie, I was busy admitting my mistakes and apologizing. I didn’t rest all night, I just sorted out my connections in the music industry, but it doesn’t matter, when you cry when you hear the piano’s Ode to the Moon, I’m sure it’s all worth it.”
"You're so happy to see me sad?" Ming Zhen knew that she was petty, hypocritical, and condescending, but she couldn't help but wanted to make things difficult for him.
Tan Zongming nodded expressionlessly, "Yes, I'm very happy that you cried for me, at least you know that you have me in your heart, and digging me out will hurt you, because I can't tolerate you saying you want to give up so easily. .”
"You forced me to let go." Ming Zhen bit her lower lip.
Tan Zongming's eyes were a little angry, "I forced you?!"
Ming Zhen also stared straight back, "Isn't it?"
"What is it? I forced you to break up with me? Do you really think so?" Tan Zongming walked over vigorously, pulled up an ottoman and sat in front of her, "You have encountered unimaginable disasters, which made you feel strange to strangers. Be vigilant, and it is difficult to establish an intimate relationship with people outside your family. They think they are close to you, but they are actually blocked by your defenses. The reason for the illusion of intimacy is because you are isolated The defense against the outside world is a transparent shell built up by you, but you bravely confessed to me, chose to face up to your fear, and be with me." This is what Anne told him.
Ming Zhen remained silent and looked elsewhere.
"I also thought about whether I can afford you." Tan Zongming sighed, "I am used to weighing the pros and cons, and I don't like accidents that are difficult to control. Paul is the best; I have been attracted to many women, and Andy is among them, but the attraction is the attraction, and it is another thing to actually act, Ming Zhen, I don't believe you don't understand."
"Because I wasn't sure of taking on everything, I didn't provoke her." Ming Zhen said this seemingly calmly, but in fact she was angry.
"So why do you still have doubts?!" Tan Zongming used her understanding to solve the knot in her heart, "What are you still entangled in my feelings for Andy?"
"That's because you have more affection for Andy than a friend. What I'm concerned about is not that you 'dare not love', but that you 'dare not not love'." Ming Zhen rolled her eyes, "She is an orphan, and her background makes you Pity, she lacks a sense of security, she is straightforward and simple, she is a 'special person' who needs to be protected in our complex circle, all these make you want to pity and protect her." Put down the pillow "Tan Zongming, I don't want anything from you , I just need you to love me! But I won't be a 'stand-in'!" Get up, walk to the edge of the room fully open "This is the truth, cruel and true."