novelraw V1.Chapter 1204
V1.Chapter 1204
"You know so many things, but you're only half right, and you're not right about the other half.
Although he is just a ghost, his appearance is not good or he has no magic power, I always think he is the best. What's the meaning of the world without him?
I am the same as you. You forget your worries here, I forget my worries there. I cry today and laugh tomorrow. I don't need anyone to understand. I just want to guard him.
No matter how beautiful the flowers are, they will wither. No matter how gorgeous they are, they will only be for a while. After the wind, everything has become the past. I am willing to forget everything and live my own life like you. Even one day, I am willing to have no regrets. "
"No regrets?" Flower god looked at me low recite this sentence, I was nodded, said: "as long as keep him, no regret."
"Your idea is too simple. There is no regret in this world. Even if there is, it will not be given to you easily." When Huashen said that, he turned around and went to the front. I saw that he was also very tangled. His valley of forgetting worries is so big. If he goes on like this, when can he get there.
But I see the flower God went to the front, I don't follow the flower god in the past.
"Even if it won't be given to me easily, I won't give up easily. I won't give up like this. What I want doesn't hinder or influence anyone. What I want is him.
If you don't give it to me, I won't
When I got to Huashen, I said, "I hope you can wait until that day."
See Huashen smile, I want to see him hook up the corner of the mouth, but I have no skill to open his face mask.
Then he walked in front of me, and I followed him behind him. His appearance was light without waves. He walked on the grass in the valley of forgetting worries. Every step of his life seemed to be stepping on the dust. It didn't matter. It made people see that I couldn't bear to leave him. I thought, if I left here, what would he do?
So I said, "why don't you follow me to find him, and when I find him, you will live with us, either outside or here."
Hearing me say he turned to look at me, he asked me, "what if he doesn't want to?"
I shook my head: "he will not be reluctant, will certainly be willing, you do not worry about anything."
"Is that how he indulges you?" Flower God asked me, I thought: "he really connived at me, in the world he connived at me like that.
Originally, we could live a carefree life outside, but I was greedy for vanity and was cheated by Ye Wanzhen into her home. If I didn't want to live a comfortable life, I would not be separated from him.
Now think of it, it's all my fault. It's all for me. "
"Those indulgences are not the same, and you want to live with me is not the same." The God of flowers didn't know what he thought, but I heard him say that I ran over and said to the God of flowers, "don't worry about this. Lao Dou dotes on me most. He responds to my requests, so don't worry about anything."
When I said that, Huashen looked at me for a long time, but this time he didn't say a word. We walked in the valley for a long time until Huashen took me back to the house.
After I stayed, I was waiting for Lao Dou to come to me, but Lao Dou didn't come that day. Instead, he dreamed that a big black snake flashed in front of me. I was awakened by the nightmare and looked at the flower god opposite me. He was closing his eyes and watching me wake up in sweat. When he asked me what I had dreamed of, I told him what I had dreamed of. He looked at me and didn't speak, I said: "I don't know why, the big black snake is on the grass, as if this is his home."
"Maybe there is a big black snake here." Flower God and I said, I immediately hear out, what's in it.
I asked the flower god, "who is that big black snake?"
Flower god Leng for a while, slightly trance: "how do you know that big black snake is related to me?"
"I think so." Listen to also can hear, flower god when talking, to big black snake and black and white impermanence words completely different.
This shows that the relationship between Huashen and the big black snake is not general, at least better than that between them.
But Huashen just looked at me for a while and didn't say anything. I was surprised, so I asked Huashen a few more questions. I asked Huashen if he was friends with big black snake or big black snake had lived here, but Huashen didn't answer. Instead, he asked me, "don't you like snakes?"
I thought for a while: "it's not that I don't like it, but I'm afraid at first sight, but everything has its own body. It's not their decision whether it's good-looking or not. A living creature is just a spiritual thing, living in a body. It's not that important whether it's good-looking or not."
"All things have spiritual roots, but spiritual roots are different, so they can't be compared. The beauty and ugliness of the heart is directly related to a person's appearance, and the so-called face comes from the heart." Flower God said to one side, I looked at him for a while, he said all right, then what does he mean?
In the end, I didn't ask whether Huashen knew the big black snake, and I never asked again.
A few days later, a sound came from outside, and I ran to the door to have a look. Black and white impermanence came back with Ye Wanzhen.
As soon as I saw someone coming outside, I was busy to see Huashen. Huashen stood up and told me not to go out. He left first.
When the door closed, I continued to eavesdrop inside. At this time, there was a fight outside. This time, the flower god mercilessly killed black and white impermanence. Ye Wanzhen rushed up and killed Ye Wanzhen. At that time, I was a little strange and some didn't understand why I was sad when I heard black and white impermanence cry for the first time. At this time, I was not sad at all, not only not sad, Seeing the flower god killed black and white impermanence, they came back with a sigh of relief.
The flower god came in from the outside and saw that I was stunned. He asked me what I was doing and I said, "when will you come back?"
"See now?" Huashen is funny, so am I. after drinking a little honey, I went back and sat down. After that, I said something to Huashen.
I wonder if these days are too leisurely and leisurely, and there are many things to think about. Some images occasionally come out of my mind.
At first, I didn't care. Later, I gradually found that every time I drank honey, I would go to sleep. When I fell asleep, I would dream about some things, and when I woke up, I would think of some things.
I asked the flower god if I really drank honey. The flower God asked me, "if it's not honey, what is it?"
I was speechless for a moment. When he told me honey, I thought it was honey. If he said it was something else, I certainly thought it was something else. After all, I had never eaten honey before. How can I know what honey is? It's delicious for me.
I was silent for a while and asked Huashen: "since it's honey, how can I eat more and think of some things? Sleepy can I dream of many people? Why is your honey so strange? It seems to be... "
"This is what I saved a little bit when I traveled. Do you think anyone can eat this?" Flower God asked me, asked me speechless, continue to say, is he also want to ask me for some benefits?
If he opens his mouth, I can't take it out. I don't know what he will do to me.
I thought about it and didn't say anything.
But that night, I heard Huashen coughing in my ear. I was woken up by him.
Opened his eyes, Huashen is coughing blood, the blood one after another cough out, his palm was clean and white, palmprint clear, but now it is not like that.
So I looked at him in a daze, the whole person is a bit at a loss.
Isn't the flower god a God? Can also cough blood?
Isn't blood something that only people have?
I didn't dare to get up. He looked at me and closed his eyes. I didn't believe that the flower god would spit blood out.
Not long after I closed my eyes, Huashen got up and stood up, listening to him walking towards the door. I didn't dare to open my eyes. I was still worried about being found.
When the flower god came out of the door, I heard his dancing footsteps gradually go away. I opened my eyes from the bed and knew that he had gone far away. I was busy getting up from the bed. Originally, I was a ghost. I could walk through the wall in the house, but it didn't work in the underworld. There was no difference between the ghosts in the underworld and the people in the sun. I had to rely on my hands to eat and sleep, Walking depends on feet. That's what Yin and Yang have in common.
I went to the door and looked out. I didn't see anyone outside. I pushed the door open and went out.
When I went out, I took a look at the lantern on my head first. Although they bullied me, they must be very kind to their master. So I asked them, "if you know which direction your master went, blow it there, and I will know where he went."
When I finished, the lanterns were blowing in one direction. I saw them blowing away. I was busy walking in that direction. As a result, I really found Huashen, but when I found him, he was in agony, struggling to walk towards the river of forgetfulness.
At this time, the river of the forgetful river is fast flowing. If he goes, he will fall down carelessly. I'm a little worried, and I'll catch up with him soon. But he is still a little weak, and he can't stand steadily. It seems that there is some pain in his body. His palm presses his chest, and the wind blows his hair. His hair is flying in the wind, as if to tell me that he can't bear it.
I was busy chasing him. He couldn't stand steadily and knelt down on his knees. I was stunned to catch up with him, but he fell in front of the river and lay there. When I came to him, he couldn't move.
I don't know what's wrong with him. I'm busy squatting on the ground to hold him up, but his body is so heavy that I can't hold him up anyway.
His lanterns are also flying towards this side, around me and him, like a Kongming lamp floating around me and him.
I picked him up, his hand still on his chest, and I asked him, "what's the matter with you?"
He said with a smile: "if lotus has no heart, it will die, if I have no heart, it will die!"