novelraw Chapter 189 If I Disappear
Chapter 189 If I Disappear
Chapter 189 If I Disappear
"Of course." Feng Mian only thought that she had a nightmare, maybe dreamed about something related to herself, "You are the only existence in the world to me."
He gently stroked Ginger Tang's hair to comfort her. Her hair had grown a lot. It used to only reach her shoulders, but now it hangs down to her back softly, as smooth as a fine satin.
"What nightmare did you have?"
Jiang Tang withdrew from his arms, lowered her head: "I dreamed that a woman wanted to take me away."
"I didn't want to go with her, and then I kept running, and I didn't know how long I ran, and then a big hole broke in the ground under my feet, and I fell, and then I just came over..."
She raised her head, looked at Feng Mian with wet eyes: "I'm really afraid I won't be able to wake up again."
I'm afraid that I'm just a split subsidiary personality, and I'm afraid that the master personality will wake up.
"I'm afraid I'll never see you again."
I'm afraid that the next time you see me, I won't be this me, not the ginger candy you know, nor the me who fell in love with you.
"I'm scared, I don't want to leave you..."
Ginger Tang whimpered and threw herself into Feng Mian's arms, seeking comfort in the warm chest like a wounded little animal.
Feng Mian hugged her: "It's okay, it was just a nightmare, you are awake now."
He held Ginger Tang's arm: "Look, am I right in front of you now? Don't be afraid, no matter when we live and die together, I won't watch you get hurt in front of me."
Ginger Tang sniffed: "Then what if... one day, I disappear?"
"If you disappear, no matter where you are, I will find you and bring you back."
He fixedly looked into Jiang Tang's eyes, wanting to pass on his belief and strength to her.
Jiang Tang's mood finally calmed down a bit, and only then did she realize that Feng Mian's clothes were covered in blood, and his body was also stained with dried blood.
She was indulging in that dream-like scene just now, but now she felt that she had returned without feeling, and the tip of her nose was full of the strong smell of blood from his body.
"What's wrong with you? Why is there blood all over your body? Where did you get hurt?"
Her guilty eyes were red again: "I'm sorry, it's all my fault. If I hadn't fallen asleep, I could have been with you. What happened just now? It would be fine if I was here..."
Her tears fell drop by drop: "Why am I working so hard to become stronger, but I still can't help you at the critical moment..."
"Blame me……"
Feng Mian quickly interrupted her: "No, I just killed a strange beast just now, and I was not injured. Look, the blood on my body is from that strange beast."
He stretched out his arms to show Jiang Tang that his exposed skin was intact.
Fortunately, on the way back just now, he used his abilities to heal almost all the injuries on his body. Now, except for a dull pain in his chest, there is basically no skin trauma.
Jiang Tang didn't believe it, so he jumped over and pulled off the sleeping clothes, leaned on him and checked carefully, and finally he was relieved.
He touched Jiang Tang's head: "Look, I told you that I'm fine. The blood came from that strange beast. I was too close at that time, and its blood splashed all over me."
He threw the blood-stained clothes into the trash can: "I'm going to take a shower, I'm covered in that guy's blood, I'm so sick, don't think about it, I don't blame you for what happened today, many people have been affected .”
Feng Mian quickly took a shower to wash away the blood on her body.
There were still bursts of pain in his right chest when he moved his arm, which had been pierced by Zhu Jiuyin's wind blade before.
The way back was too fast, and he only had time to repair the skin on the surface, but the wound inside still remained.
Walking out of the bathroom, Jiang Tang was still sitting on the edge of the bed in a daze, not knowing what she was thinking, she stared out the window blankly, and her mind wandered to the sky.
Feng Mian walked to her side: "What's the matter, are you still thinking about that dream? Stop thinking about it, it's just a dream."
Jiang Tang came back to her senses when she heard his voice, she slowly turned her head: "No..."
He looked at Jiang Tang's obviously absent-minded look: "You should also take a bath, we..."
Before he finished speaking, Jiang Tang was stunned for a moment, and then his face suddenly turned red.
Only then did Feng Mian realize what Jiang Tang was thinking, he smirked and flicked her forehead: "What are you thinking, I mean let's go for a walk and relax."
"But if you don't want to go out, you can, then we..."
Only then did Jiang Tang realize that he had lost his mind: "What! I was thinking about going out for a walk too. What nonsense are you talking about! I'm going to take a shower!"
She jumped up and dove into the bathroom.
Feng Mian chuckled as she watched her running away in a hurry, every time she met other women, she would become very possessive, such as when she met Xu Xingyi.
But when there were only the two of them, Jiang Tang was very shy, and she would blush whenever she was teased.
But after the episode just now, the worry on her face was obviously much less.
Traveling was originally a good way to decompress when the pressure is high, but it seems that traveling is obviously impossible in the current situation.
They can only take a walk in a nearby place that has not been destroyed by alien beasts to relax.
Ginger Candy took a quick shower, feeling much refreshed.
Feng Mian took her out, and the two walked slowly around a man-made lake not far from home.
Jiang Tang took his hand: "We are like two old people."
He smiled, remembering that every day he used to see the elderly people nearby going for a walk by the lake after eating together.
The same is true for leisurely pacing in the park or by the lake.
Now it feels like he and Jiang Tang are over half a hundred years old, and the two are already an old couple, going out for a walk in the leisurely evening after dinner.
Jiang Tang kicked a pebble on the road: "I really hope we can grow old in an instant, at this very moment."
He looked at Jiang Tang's longing little face.
Everyone hopes that they can remain young forever, but she only hopes that the moment they are together with Feng Mian will grow old together.
It was as if the two of them flew through life together.
Skip countless conflicts or illnesses, no strange beasts and crises, the two of them just walked like this and reached the end of their lives.
At this moment, she really wanted to be with the person beside her so much that she could grow old hand in hand.
Feng Mian looked at her: "When we get older, we will all become old men and grandmothers, and we will go out for a walk like this."
"At that time, I will still hold your hand like this, and we will walk slowly and bent along the lake like this."
Jiang Tang smiled, didn't speak, just clenched his hand.
Will there be such a day?
He went on to say: "By then we will all have gray hair, and the children will definitely grow up and have families. We will take our grandchildren with us every day, and we will take our grandchildren out to play after dinner."
"We'll take the kids home with us after the walk."
(End of this chapter)